Nickel "Girl Genius"

I didn’t realize how hurt I really am….

If I leave hawaii and live with my bff … i would of course let her live her own life (which yes I would want) but just makes me feel like I’ve reached my limit no we’re else to go especially with all the depression I’ve shown…. But it’s the honest truth…. I put my life into someone that can’t do anymore and I feel like I should’ve done more or something…

But now when I have someone helping me when they have to start or showing signs of packing out….

I’m afraid I might loose it

I will loose it…..

I have so much damage from these years that have past………. Soooo much I didn’t realize happened but now I see it cause it’s gone and now I’m just….

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