"Should I get the Wingleader?"

To make a VERY VERY long story short, at the beginning of next month, if all goes as it is planned to be going (and no im not suicidal) I will be on hospice. Through many conversations with drs, hospice nurses, social workers, and now EOLCOR, things are moving into place.

Im grateful for the friends who have stepped up (and honestly feeling sadness that they're the ones who are stepping up so much and taking so much of the burden when it's not all theirs to bare) and for my mom who has also stepped into a player's place of advocacy I never saw her take a role of in my life before. Without the support of these key players (they know who they are) this process would be lonely.

So, to the friends supporting me that I know will eventually read this:

I hope, when all of this is over, you know that my mom will NEVER forget the souls who stayed by my side when I took my final breath - because she couldn't. Who took care of me in the last days - because she couldn't. And that, even though im not going to be physically here to say it: I love you in eveey sunrise. (I will have so much more to say to you at the beach ♡)