sau-de-lune

but when I hold him it’s like all of a sudden there’s a newfound thing to live for

suicide is a foreign ideation, almost shunned

how could I leave when I have you to hold

how could I die when I could live in the love I found in you

I don’t know where I am

I don’t know what I believe

the last place I remember being is in your arms

I suppose that solves it

God became something worth chasing after

if it meant living in the now with you

God became something worth believing if it meant you got

everything you ever dreamed of

God became something worth trying solely because you exist