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Honestly, I’m at my best when my ed is at it’s worst. My room is clean, I dress nice, I wash my face more, I whiten my teeth, I wear makeup, I do my hair. For some reason the only thing that pulls my out of my depression spiral is my ed and the only thing that pulls me out of my ed is my depression. Idk if anyone else feels like that? Idk I just always feel better when I’m losing weight and excersizing and not eating. Idk maybe it’s my body thinks I’m finally being healthy? But I’m not? So… idk, it’s just really weird.

this post describes my life

How the fuck has this site become so bearable. This place was a shit show a few years ago but now it's actually good and not full of instant discourse the way Facebook and Twitter are

everyone is just tired

The site hasnt improved the rest of the world just crash and burned so hard that this palce looks like a haven in comparison

If anyone had told me tumblr would be the most tolerable social media site in 2020 I would've called them crazy, yet here we are

Everyone insufferable moved to twitter

I’m tired of obsessively thinking about food. It doesn’t matter if I’m starving, purging, binging or anything in between, I can’t stop thinking about food and weight and eating.

Anxiety after eating is a whole other level of anxiety.

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