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So life can be really great, but really shit at the same time. I've been with my boyfriend Henry for over a year now, and have never been happier, he just makes me so happy, without even trying!! And should hopefully fingerscrossed be moving in together in the summer or sooner if I can find a job!  Which leads me on to my next update, I'm unemployed! :( It's pretty shit, like I haven't been unemployed since I started working when I was like 16/17. So not having a job and struggling for money, is really not fun. Plus not even knowing what kind of job you want as you haven't got a career choice in mind, is really shit! haha. And being unemployed not out of choice, is shit. Never go into work with friends or who you thought were friends. Just don't do it, because they'll turn out to be absolute wankers.  BUT. Despite the fact that I'm unemployed and kind of having a existential crisis, not knowing what I'm doing with life, I'm actually quite happy. And that is all down to Henry, because he's literally just my best friend, if we weren't a couple, I'd still want to be his best friend because he's just incredible, and the nicest person you'd ever meet. :) And just doing some amazing things.  If anyone has suggestions in what I should get as a job haha, let me know!!!