Odys

if i had a penny for every time i unadded a man on their bday cus they started ignoring me i'd have 2 pennies which isnt a lot but strange that it happened to me twice.

it's his bday n i was like happy bday lol u gonna ignore me foreverC n he said some i just dont think im what u need rn im not good for u i honestly kinda blocked the rest out n heard a ringing and started crying n legit had a frown ☹️ the biggest most animated frown ever, once i saw that i was like yk what maybe he right why the fuck is some man 13hrs away making me cry rn cus i asked what we are and he took that as i need / want more from him. (not bcus i want more just cus im fucking curious)

what if i start shouting into the abyss on here would i get more followers than i do on twt, cus rn im shouting into the abyss on thwre too

wha if i started writing 4 joel n haymitch n maybe others in da future...hrmmmm

ik im just abt to go look in the settings rn but can u change ur tumblr @ i want it to be the same as my twt

not a horny shit post just a rant cus i realized everywhere else but my tumblr has at least one person ik irl on it. BUT drug rant ✨i do coke and sometimes other things n i have a friend who's been sober for over 2 years i think and she recently has been randomly being like i wanna do coke this n that and i know it's because she knows i do it. i've always told her no cus like no. but that also makes me such a hypocrite but i guess it also makes me a good friend but if i was a good friend i wouldn't lie n say im not doing it when i am n hide my use from her when we go out together. i know im doing the right thing by not giving her any but doing drugs with your friends is so much fun, but i literally would never be able to live w myself if me doing that caused her to spiral back into addiction. so i know im making the right choice by being extremely blunt and just saying no and refusing to talk more about it but. ugh. i also dont want her to go out and get any without me tho? like if she is going to get it regardless then i would rather it be through me and the people i trust vs someone we do not know yk? but how do i know if she is rlly abt to do that or if me telling her that alone gives her initiative to tell me that she is planning on going thru someone else so that i let her have some of mine idk. dont do drugs kids

how do u explain to a non kinky man what the fuck im into without scaring him