quietways

one day you’ll wake up and all the heartbreak, hurting, depression, tears, traumas, and panic attacks you’ve been through will make sense. your years of effort to strive towards a strong body and healthier mind because of what you’ve been through will make sense. all the pain others have put you through you will make sense. all the love and kindness you promised yourself you’d pour out into the world expecting nothing in return WILL. MAKE. SENSE.

it all led up to the moment i met him.

a man who offers me nothing but endless love, emotional support and understanding, will listen to be ramble endlessly, who prefers me being a passenger princess (hahah🤭), who will be my co-op player, who will dance with me in the kitchen, and sing with me in the car. i’ve truly found the man i will marry one day. when i really sit and think about that when i’m alone, i realize that i would not be who i am today if it had not been for what i’ve gone through. it all led up to meeting the father of my future kids. in big moments and small moments of our life together so far, it all made sense. 🫶🏻