I don't even know

You give everything to others and get jack shit in return

Always there for other people but when you ask them to be there for you, you’re “expecting too much”

Get taken advantage of financially, sexually, physically, because you want to give all you can. End up doing all the cooking and cleaning and having sex when you don’t want to and paying for everything and getting nothing back

You get bitter when people don’t reciprocate and have anger under the surface 24/7/365

When you ask for what you need, it’s always inappropriate so you don’t get it, or you have to pretend you don’t need it and fake being self sufficient

But you keep giving other people what they need anyways, in the hopes it’ll work someday and they’ll reciprocate

You can admit when you’ve done something wrong & fucked up, but other people aren’t expected to so you hold onto the guilt forever and get more and more bitter as the guilt eats you alive

7,000 Follower Halloween Giveaway!!!!

Thank you so much for spending your time with me and enjoying my hobby just as much as I do!! It’s crazy that we’ve got so many people here nerding out over dice, tarot, sometimes animal crossing, and D&D!!!!!

Giveaway begins Thursday October 10th at 12am CST, and ends Thursday October 17th at 12 am CST!!!

You may enter at This Link

To celebrate I’m giving away….

1st Prize:

Q-Workshop Halloween Pumpkin Dice, Dice Envy Hanabi, Handmade Galaxy Dice Bag, Halloween D20 Sticker, and a Customized Halloween Goody Bag!

2nd Prize:

Bescon Halloween Dice (Glow in the Dark), Handmade Halloween Cat Dice Bag, Halloween D20 Sticker, and a Customized Halloween Goody Bag!

3rd Prize:

Bescon Halloween Dice (Black), Handmade Halloween Owl Dice Bag, Halloween d20 Sticker, and a Customized Halloween Goody Bag!

Rules:

MUST be following me @tilthedayidice

MUST be 18 or Older OR have parents permission to enter.

Open Internationally!

Disclaimers:

If an international winner is chosen, depending on distance, you maybe receiving your prize after Halloween.

If an international winner is chosen, they will receive more materialistic goodies rather than any candy or treats to prevent spoilage during travel.

Dungeons and Dragons inspired washi tape now available in my store ✨

🥀new rose dice, not inked yet🥀

I've been thinking for a while now, that I am not terrified anymore of playing #dnd in my own world. More details to follow but if anyone is interested playing on weekends around CET time and are interested in all the other stuff I share hmu. 

So about those details. I'm running this online but I'll make a discord channel for the players so we can discuss where we can hold the sessions (Roll20, Fantasy Grounds, etc.). Let me also share some of the things I want to have at my "table". 

As far as story is concerned, I'm not really into running evil campaigns (as in everyone is evil type of thing), I would prefer to present adventures and cool challenges to the players, they don't have to be heroes but maybe like halfway decent people going on adventures. For the most part I like to plan for serious beats but also I don't want to limit the wacky stuff someone might think of doing. That being said, this will probably not be a parody of something so we are not going full wack. I don't like limiting players' choices in classes and races so if someone wants to be a particular thing we can figure things out. 

I just want to build a group of engaged players that we can have fun with.

This should have been the first thing I post so I guess my flow was off. Things I'm ok with at the table - dirty jokes, making fun of each other in a light manner (once we get acquainted obviously). Things I am not ok with - racism, sexism, homophobia, transphobia and because I didn't add it on Twitter bodyshaming as well.