Jul 6, 2025
Woke up crying from a nap, where I tried to get to you because my unconscious told me you were the first person to ever make me feel safe and seen
I wasn’t just someone to fuck or fix, you took care of me and idk how I’m supposed to do it all without you
But as my last act of love I need to leave you alone, because you don’t deserve all the drama and rollercoasters those others put me through - I know after me, if I just leave you be, you’ll find the most amazing person and will be forever happy
But I know I will forever be alone because I swore you’d be my last try at love, and I’m so sad that I failed this
But maybe it’s best if I stay this way
