sorry baby x

ik i don't go here anymore but i'm drunk in the dive bar bathroom trying to poo and sending texts to my crush that i'll regret when i'm left on read

what's wrong with men that u can literally text "put ur d in my mouth" with no other expectations and he'll leave out unopened

recently reconnected with friend who, when we weren't talking, liked me on a dating app. told her last time that if it didn't affect our friendship i 100% would hookup. tonight, i'm pretty sure she's blackout and tells me five times that she'd hookup with me. i tell her "me too princess, but now i'm just gonna put you to bed"

i knew we weren't being as careful as we thought we were but i didn't know our mutual friends were fully aware 👀🤢

call her excel the way she spread on my sheets

UGH i'm downtown glad to be with friends, but i'm super fucked up and wish i were closer to home for safety

not only does he not have real feelings for me, but we would never work together seriously i don't think, so even though i'm obsessed with hooking up with him, my friend needs to stop calling me out thinking that obsession means i have romantic feelings

i hate shitting in the bar bathroom like what if ppl know i stink 👀👀

i just want someone to be obsessed with me but i don't think it's possible for anyone to care about me as much as i care about them

ok when i said hoe phase i didn't really realize that meant that i've averaged over one hookup per week so far this year

i sometimes fear that i'm literally incapable of being normal in human relationships. as soon as i value someone's presence in my life i become obsessed with them and don't know how to distance myself. not just romantically, but friends too.

i hate myself but in a rad way

i got some compliments on that karaoke song but i still feel so self conscious why

the hickey is so light i don't think anyone will notice but i also kinda want them to

not me smelling the clothes he accidentally left here like... who is this idiot