lovepuppet

(tadc spoilers but in a venty way?)

the way jax like... she literally kills herself.. because she can never manage to be herself..

and pomni comes up to her, in her mind, like the moments between the act and death. it feels like a direct metaphor of the seconda between attempted suicide and death. and.

and pomni *finally* hugs her. and. she cries, and she says "i want to go back" despite how she planned this, and how this entire time she was never able to connect.

but its just too late.

and puppet just. thinks about its plans, the scheduled plans that are nigh but confirmed to work, that it never speaks about to anyone.

and, despite all the good, it simply cant be what it wants.

its mom, its sisters, like jax crying out, "you make it so much harder to do this"

but.. what else could she, or puppet, have done?

and puppet feels like. when its dying. broken bones and bleeding somewhere it wont be found, it will cry the same

it too will cry, i want to go back. please let me go back.

even though theres no way it will fit. even though it *wants* it to be over

it will always want to come back, to love and be loved... it will always regret it..

but what could we do, in the face of all we lack, of trauma that only keeps us further, that we never had the space to heal from..

as it said. broken in two ;w;

kane is TMA because he is someone that was forced to be different and seperate from literally everyone he knew of, and strikes out because its all he knows now to do when he is hated, wanting what has been hidden from him that everyone else just gets, forever. this is like many traumatized tgirls i know.

Jax is plural traumaized homeless tgirl tma for obvious reasons its literally canon. even the irl actor for her looks like such a girl.

gangle is tma because she goes :3 , something only tma people can do

zoobles is tma because she canonically has sex with another woman (gangle), which only tma people are allowed to.

the moon is tma because shes a girlfriend of kane yet gets no screen time ? idk.