33 Reboot

I'm Bec, trans masc. I've been on Tumblr longer than some of you have been alive and that's scary. I've also been doing this kind of..... photography..... for over a decade.

Trans, pan, poly

I liked overwatch but I've fallen off. Currently trying to read through the Venom anthology and have started the Moon Knight ones. Elder Homestuck (as you can tell from my name) but I fell off there in terms of lore too. I also draw on occasion still.

I'm not a furry despite everyone's best efforts but I do have a hand full of sonas for when I am in furry community spaces. I respect the effort and craftsmanship that goes into suit making, and cosplay as a whole.

Going to try and post more here in general and will update this intro as needed.

CW Heavy and edge kinks ahead

Encountered my first real struggler recently and hearing them kick around activated a neuron in my brain that was sleeping heavily. The funny part is that I wasn't restraining them, just kissin. By all accounts this was a very tame interaction but.....the kicking.

I need to bounce on it.

I might just be over thinking it....

But in any case, I really feel like I need a flogging or impact or something stimming adjacent or I'm gonna go crazy.

Im not sure what I'm looking for either. I have a care taker personality but I don't want to feel like that's my job. My lrl job takes a lot of emotional labor so I'm worn out.

Thinking about it for play parties... On one hand I can use them to demonstrate my skills and as entertainment for the group. And on the other, I would at least have a buddy with me and could grab and kiss on them when the mood strikes me.

I did get to play Mario kart and a cute person seemed sad that I wasn't going to spend the night and that was a nice confidence boost.

The only play I did was wrestling and it was definitely not horny and 100% Boys Had Alcohol and it's Time To Fight lol. I fucked it up a bit on my end by doing it twice in a row basically. No calories in me, barely water, and a "shot" of my inhaler that I actually need. Not a good mix so I got Really Nauseous but held it together. And everyone was super cool about it. Checking in but not being overly aggressive about it. I felt better not long after and then played switch 2 stuff so we're Gucci.

Only down side is I didn't get to wear my big ol cow schlong 😔. Mostly because I have to tie a rope harness to hold it up and I 1) was drinking a little and that means having to urgently pee at the worst time and 2) we had bonfires and I didn't want ash and smoke on it.