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i love showering it's literally like... im clean now! lol. and i no longer have mental illnesses

Brocedes interview a decade after the incident™ when Lewis wins for the first time with Ferrari in Barcelona. Poetry.

NICO INTERVIEWING LEWIS FOR HIS FIRST WIN WITH FERRARI ON THE TEN YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF THEIR CRASH IN SPAIN IS CRAZY WORK

zerocalcare ti odio (non è vero sei lo specchio della mia vita continui a trovare le parole esatte per dirlo mi vedi l'anima ti vedo l'anima è tutto crudamente reale fa un male cane ma va bene così grazie zerocalcare)

I am so thankful that books & reading exist

every time you hesitate, someone less talented takes your spot. the world rewards audacity and confidence, NOT potential alone.

physically i’m here but mentally i’m floating face down in a river

I mean surely we all grew up feeling like there was a wrongness inherently deep inside us that will endure for the rest of our lives

happy lesbian visibility week to disabled lesbians, poc lesbians, trans lesbians, stone lesbians, immigrant lesbians, refugee lesbians, chronically ill lesbians, mentally ill lesbians, fat lesbians, religious lesbians, lesbians living in conservative areas, lesbians in the closet, lesbians struggling with addiction, marginalised lesbians, lesbians who always feel alone. you are so so so valued and important to our community, never forget that 🩷

in the springtime i feel little flowers grow in my heart too

thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.