Just a loving catmom who is into a lot of things. I use this blog to let off steam and be silly; it is one of many outlets for me to explore my darker side with some miscellaneous geekery and memes too. Consider that as my little stream of consciousness dumping ground.Β
Hobbies include reading, writing, singing/making music, watercolor and digital painting/drawing, cooking, playing video games, watching anime and other things.Β
This blog explores mature related topics such as BDSM and kink as a whole.
Backup account: @defiled-ana
With that being said, keep reading for all things NSFW. Β
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NSFW topics that are often mentioned in this blog include but are not limited to the following : BDSM, sadomasochism, DDlg/age play, fauxcest, degradation, bondage, feminine submission and consensually imposed gender roles, CNC, free-use, leather, fearplay (guns and knives mostly but especially knives), hypnosis.
NSFW topics that either do not speak to me or symply am not comfortable with: scat, vomit, needles, cuckoldry/cheating, feederism/weight control, any type of LGBTQIA+-breaking, raceplay.
ADDITIONNAL DISCLAIMER :
1. In case that isn't sufficiently clear and needs precision in all fairness, I neither condone nor support and outright repudiate anything or anyone that suggests the absurd notion that coersing and subjecting any non-consensual human being into doing something that they did not, once again, consent to is a good idea, because it isn't and it will never be.
2. I am not seeking for a Daddy. I have a Daddy, my Papa, to whom I am very devoted to. Honorific usage is very important to me, so do not expect me to call you that. Just let me know how you wish you be addressed in a neutral setting and I will do so accordingly. Flirting is fine. I love a well-crafted story, do not hesitate to share your wordsmithship with me. :)
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Useless!? Worthless!?!!? I keep my sub collared and obedient 24/7, that's just our thing, but I don't use those words to degrade them. They know to stay degraded and deferential to me, it's our love language. How can anyone make the argument they're worthless when their presence brightens my life? Useless? More like you wish you knew how useful their mouth is. My partner is priceless and they're mine. I don't keep bad things around, only cherished ones. She sparks joy. π
Feels like itβs intelligent subs that this happens to most, since they want a chance to let someone else do the thinking. Itβs also the most beautiful though, because the contrast is all that more pronounced when their brain starts dripping out between their legs.
As someone whoβs always felt the need to be the smartest person in the roomβ¦ Iβve learned to see intelligence as my highest value. The most precious thing I have to offer. I was raised by a father who never let me forget how little my looks would ever be pleasing, how I should wield my mind like a weapon instead. So I did. I valued intelligence over independence, over beauty, over any illusion of control. If you can outthink everyone, you can manipulate, you can strip away the power, you can stay safe behind the armour of knowing more.
But guess what... living this way every single day is⦠exhausting.
You donβt sleep much when you never stop analysing. You overthink every conversation, every glance, every breath, every fragment of a dream. You pick apart every detail until thereβs nothing left but raw nerves and eventually, it wears you down. Iβve become so adept at running on empty and pushing past exhaustion that now it feels safer than letting my guard down.
Thatβs why being able to give it up is so powerful. So freeing. No, I donβt become some vacant, mindless thing. My thoughts donβt just drip out of me but for a little while, the noise goes quiet. All the doubt and constant vigilance is gone. All thatβs left is his voice. The only thing I need to hear. The only thing that matters. He knows how to turn off the fear. How to hush the endless clamour. In that space, I donβt have to overthink. I donβt have to measure or strategize. I can just feel. I can just be and thereβs something so incredibly sexy about that surrender.
The thing about doing a good cnc scene with somebody is. It always feels real in a way. It feels like a hunt, the way I like to do it.
I don't like to just launch into it so I usually have a prenegotiated "starting window" sort of thing. Like, "we will lie here and chill and watch this movie like normal and at some point during the movie I will initiate the scene". Right?
And then you're just there, trying to act normal, with that constant tension there. This is going to happen to you. You can't talk about it. Every move I make, you'll tense up, only to find I'm just reaching for water.
I'll pause the movie to go pee. You stay there. You have to stay there alone, in the dark. Am I going to do it when I come back? Is this starting the scene? Am I going to come back with something, something to hurt you or restrain you? Am I going to keep acting normal, pulling the thread of tension tighter? What will I do to you? When will I do it? How will I do it? Don't talk about it. You can't stop it.
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I want to be a "no fucking brainer". It should take little to no effort to think about me. Just like it takes little to no effort for me to do the same.
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