* inserts a nice friendship quote here because i couldnât think of one* ; but ah, well, itâs come to this part of internet, eventually, and itâs kind of been overdue as iâve been here for roughly three years and almost a half. iâve been thinking of doing this for a while because iâve been more of a downer lately than not, and i need to remind myself every now and then that iâm loved by these people whom i cherish so much. this is to appreciate the internet friends iâve made (and managed to keep, given that i know iâm not the easiest to deal with and itâs been a rough patch, this past year). i really, really, truly appreciate every one of you who still stays and sticks with me through thick and thin, but the list of people are the ones that i feel are the closest to me. it doesnât mean that i donât cherish you when youâre not mentioned here; i just feel that maybe weâre still on our way of getting to know each other, and i appreciate you so much as well, so thank you for being my friends and i hope we can be closer in time! :> anyway, without further ado... happy best friendsâ day 2015 and i love you. <3
LIAN ( also known as jungmd whose account has been fossilized )
hoho, where do i start with you apart from how we met? i saw you frolicking on the ooc blog of oh this is war around april 2012 i think, and my first impression of you was wowowow this person is really outgoing omg she writes really well too! (tracey is still that kind slytherin who tried being bitchy but ended up befriending anyone anyway, and i will forever remember you by that gif of leighton eating cherry tomato and scratching her cheek) and you managed to be the only friend of my first roleplaying days (like yes, yes, youâre the first, itâs been three years) who is still with me until this point, even when we went through so many rough patches together. i still remember us being together with sarah, and we made our very first roleplay together. all those short biographies and simple graphics and themes, wow. it lasted for months and it was great. the plot progression was amazing (and i killed my first baby for it too heh, and never played nina dobrev again after that i think--and remember agstin our babies?). then we had more roleplays together after that... and then we started venturing to krp almost at the same time too. me with shinee babies (before sehun strutted in and ruined everything, unless you count that clumsy jongin i made for our private rp with kim) and you, forever with your daehyun. (also, remember our ship, the cocksucking lips ship with awks jongin and your 1.93m daehyun? lmao.) like you were almost always there for me until you stopped roleplaying, and we just stuck with each other everywhere. you were in every roleplay i was in and vice versa. and i hope that even now that we both are busy (and you have that person who keeps singing me noona neomu yeppeo since last year heh), weâll get to write together again someday. no one has seen my growth as both a person and writer as much as you do, and iâm truly grateful for you holding me when i was the saddest, and i hope youâll let me be there for you more, as much as you do for me. thank you, and i love you lots lots and lots.
KIMMEG ( with that writing account which has a grumpy cat icon )
punches your booties gently and i will someday do this when we meet muahahaha. kidding. or maybe not. but as iâm writing this, you havenât seen my kkt message about me being accepted into the uni. but yes, weâll be in the same country shortly, and you canât escape me. :3 but oooo where do i start with you... maybe matt bomer. i remember you auditioning for our alpha and ended up getting our beta and you made a really great one (mmmm chris evans yeah), and itâs been two years and a half since we met in lafayette woods. youâve always been someone so neutral and calm and intelligent (and always studying, but it seems that you struggled more in poly than you are now so i hope youâre getting less stress!), and someone i can count on. you and lian just... have always been there no matter what iâve gone through, no matter how shitty iâve been. itâs been amazing to know you two. youâve been a really enjoyable writing partner too, and we kept jumping from ship to ship and i think we had so many homosexual r/s lmao. and like lian, we were in so many roleplays together and i really appreciate how much you would follow me (us) around in roleplays even when you knew you were too busy and distracted for it. i really hope that we can get to write together again one day, even when weâre both turtles. heh. i really enjoy being your friend, and as we meet more frequently starting from next month, i hope you wonât hate me for being clingy in real life too. ; u ; thank you for always being someone so helpful as well! please pat yuki and say hi to papa goh for me, and i love you smooches a lot! looking forward to hanging out with you at changi tbh. <33
MEGAN ( or jagiya, sometimes... looks off you have to beg for my love )
hello anon admin of gossip girl seoul. :> it started in september 2013, didnât it? and i donât even remember how i began talking to you, but i think it was on aim. i really thought naeun was the admin okay... anyway. i still remember struggling as i tried getting jongin in the rp just to have the reservation extended twice but then the person never applied! what. a. disaster. but i never really regret it being sehun heh. heâs one of the muses i still cherish lots and lots, and i miss him sometimes. maybe for now i canât play him too well anymore because what is crack iâve lost my touch on crack. but please always remember bird-faced sehun with his twin seunghwa and his pretense to be poor and most importantly, his nokia 3650. and his girl group dances. as the rp progressed i was gonna make him get scouted by sm entertainment... but jagiya, youâre the person i met in krp who have stuck with me the longest. and even then, iâm still learning about you. i donât think iâve known too much about you but iâm glad that you started opening up, trusting me that much with something so big in your life. you and jack have always been there to listen to me when i rant about things left and right. i was like, why do these two never share anything. lmao. it felt like i was the only one with problems while you two have such smooth, sailing lives. but maybe thatâs not the case. we just face different things differently. and ooo... i forgot one thing but youâre always the kind of admin i look up to. like you truly care about your members, sending them messages. itâs admirable how you tried reaching out for them. and how you wrote the gossip thing... yes, that thing with sooyeon and laxatives and toilet bowl. amazing. you write well okay! and i hope all the best for your studies esp when you come to taiwan for a semester, i hope you will cope well. i hope one day weâll all meet, with jack too. :> thank you for sending me the package now i have this odd looking shitake doll looking at me. and the book i wanted! cries. thank you lots and lots for being such a caring friend. i love you so much. (and you better screencap and frame this because iâm not saying this another time.)
JACK ( well, how do i say this... i sometimes still forget how to spell your full name )
hehe my future pharmacist, i hope youâre studying well for the rest of your exams! cleanses the dust in your head so that you can memorize all these theories about drugs... but hi yes i managed to forget where we met omg iâm sorry, but iâve always had a small memory capacity, so... looks off. but i remember you and your unique character ideas okay, and theyâre all amazing so you should definitely roleplay more when you have time. but yes! we met in the first krp i ran, and i donât really think we were close back then but we grew gradually so as we started talking via line more. i donât remember the details, but suddenly, bam, youâre someone whom i run to whenever, and youâre almost always there (although we all reply to group chat to like, once a day lmao) and listen to me and give me all these amazing words to hold onto. you and megan are so full of positivity that i always donât know how to channel, and you two always give me words that i need whenever i need them. iâm just so lucky to have friends like you, who donât mind me when iâm being difficult, who are always understanding when iâm at my hardest time. it hasnât been an easy year, but you all make it easier for me, and iâm truly grateful. i wonât be here without your endless support, without you wanting to listen to me ranting about all these silly krp and irl problems. it just really means a lot, all these months that weâve been together, and iâve seen how much you put efforts into school so i hope one day youâll get to become someone exquisite in your field! i havenât said this enough but i love you, lots and lots, and sometimes i just want to go and smother all of you but distance sucks. :<
QIN ( madeintokyo aka yaoichi ; wife, my only wife, but with soggy booty i want a divorce )
oop, weâve come to this, from sending messages on tumblr last year when i was still on jongin. itâs been months, but it feels like iâve known you for years, although sometimes i think i donât know you that well. youâre someone unique, someone i havenât really encountered before, and the more i get to know you the more iâm intrigued as to how it is to live in your shoes. (i mean, seeing that you sell drugs for a living... :u ) but ooo wife, you havenât always been a wife for me. before everything started you were someone elseâs wife... *throws a total shade into the room it grows dark* alas, it doesnât matter now since weâre free from the wild wild west and here we are, being wives with soggy booty and saggy pink tits. all these baeboonista things! youâre just someone whose company i enjoy a lot since you have all these jokes and youâre extremely funny and i find it hard to believe when you say that people ignore you because how could they? youâre someone truly nice and caring, also funny. i know iâve been a difficult person lately with this rollercoaster of emotions and also my insecurities, but youâre always there for me even when i tried pushing you away, and you keep being you. i would also like to be that someone for you, not only when youâre feeling okay but also when youâre down. :> but ahh, all these statuses weâve made for each other mean a lot to me, and you following my demands is also something i appreciate lots since i can be clingy. i really wish i could save you from some people sometimes because youâre just too kind for your own good, but heh, itâs just who you are so in the end i can only hope that these people wonât hurt you in the end. puts you in the baboon bag and throws you into the river so that youâre free from harm tbh... :n but anyway, baeboonistayaoimaster, i love and cherish you so much, you have no idea. i thought i lost you when i grew apart from this person but you came back and so weâre meant to be and so weâre stuck together. :> till death do us part despite the 32399230032 divorces that we have and will file to each other. <3
MARIE ( ssaecularisâ & pntheracantusâ ; anus to my butt, the one and only )
didnât we properly meet like two months ago or less (unless you count us following each other on soo and jongin without talking--sobs--without knowing they were some kinda star-crossed lovers)? and it feels like weâve known each other forever. youâve always made it so easy for me to open up, and you do that in return too so that you never feel like a stranger for me. like, ugh, i donât remember how we ended up exchanging kkt when we started off on aim, and iâm grateful because now youâve left your aim to death... tbh... :u eeeeeey, anyway, youâre someone whom iâve been talking to most these days, and youâre always there for me even when iâve been nothing but difficult. you keep reassuring me on how important i am for you, and just, how? like how lucky am i to have met someone like you and got such a special part in your life, when you said you barely made any friends? itâs such a joy to be with someone like you, someone who is so receptive and patient, someone who deals with all my ups and downs. you hold me through all the tough times, and we make all these inside jokes when everything is fine. it is simply bliss for me to have known you and i cherish you so much, and i really hope i wonât mess up so that this can last for years and years to come. youâre also someone that i admire in terms of creative ideas, where you keep spewing all these ideas (but never actually write them so my assassin!kaisoo fic please donât forget) and our muses merge so well sometimes i want to lick your characters omg. all these ships with baeksoo and kaisoo and kaibaek are just amazing, you never cease to amaze me. and you follow along with my ridiculous au ideas too lmao--like not everyone would be able to do that and i just... donât know how to express how awed i am that finally iâve met a partner like you. we have so many things going on at once and i think iâm still owing you all these replies... yeah. five threads at once. no wonder weâre losing the replies easily lmao. but yes cracks knuckles i promised you the replies so... but yes, eeeeey butt loves anus forever okay. lots and lots and lots. inserts a baby carrot into you. ^ u ^
NICOLE ( jabbathehun ; aka peejs, the kiwi to my kiwo, the qtpie with starry eyes )
we officially met in 2013, although we didnât realize that we did until recently... ah well. but fate decided that we had to meet again, so here we are heh. minah to my sehun and sehun to my baek. :> and like baek to sehun... i will eventually be a tsun to you so relish these days where i still feed you with love mehehehe. but aye baby, i donât really remember how we started talking via kkt tbh. i just remember us meeting again before you went on your hiatus before this and i was still jongin and i decided to reply to that random text that sehun spewed about yoda costume... i still remember jongin tried threatening sehun that he would skin sehun heh. i certainly didnât foresee the day where sehun would be a significant other to my character, especially when baek is so tsun and he keeps hurting sehun omg. when you said you shipped them i was like... are you ready for this???? cries. but your characters have always been such a comic relief, and i always adore how you manage to create such an intricate character when theyâre being a normal human while i always rely on supernatural/fantasy elements. but their differences actually make the ship fun and everything so i really enjoy writing it with you, although weâre really slow and barely finishing any of our threads lmao. but ah, my kiwi, youâre such a great company to be with. you know all these things and understand what iâve been through, and you cater to my insecurities even when theyâre annoying, so thank you for being with me and talking to me even when itâs really late at night for you (or even morning!) and iâm just really glad that i know weâve managed to grow closer in such a short span of time. time doesnât measure friendship, yes, and you mean so much to me. i really love you and hope one day iâll get to visit nz with all its lotr glory! :> huggles lots letâs be there for each other more and always!
below would be the list of people that i cherish so much these days, even when weâre not exactly best friends. i feel that weâre close friends even when we donât talk lots, if not friends who have known each other for quite some time, and i thank you for your presence in my life. i hope that we can grow even closer too along the time!
ROMA ( what account to tag i donât know your account anymore goodbye ; but sebaek luv 5eva )
uuuugh @ u because itâs been a while since we last talked and i miss you. youâre no longer on aim anymore these days and iâm only on skype once a year, so weeps a lot. but aheh, weâve known each other for a while now and i donât quite remember which rp we met in precisely but youâve always been there for me despite the rough patches we went through. youâre such a cute friend and you always come up with these cute ideas and you draw cute things too (please draw me something sometimes :> like sebaek maybe!). itâs always been a joy to fangirl with you over these ships heh. iâm always grateful that you regard me as your inspiration, itâs always an honor to be thought of as such. ;; i hope we will get to talk more again soon!Â
J ( kaicide or peecide ; you loser better write with me ihu :u )
wowowowow i really hate your guts for always being a dick to me, like iâve asked you to write with me all these times and you keep! finding! excuses! not to, although i promised i would write you a starter this time. where is the you i used to know? sobs hard. you used to be a nicer person how dare you! i miss our friendship last year where we would write together and create rp together ugh you such a loser. >:c but anyway, heh, iâm glad that you started opening up to me. a bit, maybe? you always care about me and try guarding my feelings. and you told me that you wanted me to like you so you werenât being thirsty at me, but brah, come at me with all your pak chonyal thirsting!!! pats head i hope we will talk more in the future and eventually... write...
LISA ( sarmisael or... donât know, really, you change your account more often than me changing bras )
youâre like, one of my oldest krp friends, and we met with bora and jongin before we eventually became bora and kyungsoo... all those amazing plot. i still wrote you my longest starter ever... that 2.4k words. we started talking before all this mess and i suppose we drifted apart for a while but you somehow always managed to find me again and iâm grateful, because even when we have our differences in views, you always care about me and check if iâm all right, and that truly means a lot. youâve been holding me through some problems iâve encountered, and i really appreciate it. i hope you will keep surrounding yourself with better people, and i admire you for being able to discard those who are no longer doing your life any good. i can go through this, yes, like you said. :>
SEOL ( hvacinth although the account is no longer active ; v ; )
the sonjun to my suhun. <3 itâs been a while since we started knowing each other too, and i remember approaching your sungjoon and asking if youâd mind him being sehunâs crush. it was quite a memorable ship for me and itâs always been enjoyable to ship something with you. youâre honestly someone i admire so much since youâre really mature and accomplished, and i aspire to overcome my rough patches and think more maturely as well. i hope that we can get to write together again someday, although youâve been really busy to rp. ; u ; itâs always nice to listen to stories about your life tbh since youâre always active and involved in all these things. i hope we can talk and share more even when life gets busier for us later!
CARLY ( forever taemin with a flower crown heh )
ahhh, carly, i know that we donât talk much since weâve never been in the same rp again, but it always amazes me how you keep remembering me. ;; you including me in that voice meme thing is just something i truly appreciate since i never thought someone i didnât talk to lots would remember me, but you did. and itâs always nice when you keep talking to me and helping me even when we barely converse anymore. thank you for being such a great friend, and i hope that we can talk more. ; v ;
finally, this is a mention corner where i would like to thank people iâve been talking to more as of late. i hope we can cultivate friendships and eventually become close as well. i really appreciate each and everyone of you for dealing with my difficult self and also being there to talk to me at all. it really means a lot. ;;
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