Let's Get Trippy

My parents dug up their old record collection for me as a Christmas gift. Boxes and boxes of original copies of some of the greatest albums of all time.... Needless to say I've been busy the last few days!

Say hello to my new precious little boy, still deciding on a name :)

Dartzyxx :))))

I'm not joking when I say I was born in the wrong decade. Bringing it back to the 70's today with my forever favorite pair of bell bottom s and a cute new turtle neck I snagged yesterday. Finished off with my mom's very own tassle tie belt right from the 70's. Have a rad day everyone 😊✌💃🌼

Does anyone else ever feel like they just don’t belong? And I mean with just about everything? Growing up, I can’t remember one single relationship that felt normal after a long period of time. No matter what, I always end up feeling like I’m out of place or I just get too anxious being connected to something for too long. This would effect everything from my hobbies to my family to my friends to my dating and social life… everything. It’s almost as if I’m a temporary fix for somethings, like the universe throws me into these situations because it’s in a panic and isn’t sure what else to put there. At first, I feel like things are going really well. I either get along really well with the friends or I become very interested and intrigued by a person I like… after a while I start to question things, and soon I begin to feel like I have to try too hard to fit in or that people get bored or start to forget about me – like I fade in a way idk. Its like I’m just a floater human not really destined to stay connected to anyone in particular. I don’t know if it’s something I do. I try really hard to understand what it is that could be causing people and places to become so tired of me so soon. Or why it is I feel I need to move on from something so soon. Am I the only one who feels this way? Any other floater people out there?

People and life just exhaust me.