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I tried it twice.

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Hush. Let the Holy Ghost.

There’s a chemistry in our design. We are carbon and iron and we are salt. My friend, we are also Desire.

Would that solve a big problem? I was expected- by family, school, myself- to make a lot of money, to be rich. In an alternate world, if I was not seen as less-than compared to the Rich, if I was loved by the Rich, would some issues be resolved? Would that kind of love really settle me?

I criticize the Rich, reason against the Rich, look for and find faults with the Rich.

In several ways, I look down on the poor.

I am the poor next to the Rich. .

It’s a spectrum, isn’t it? A spectrum of judgement and looking down.

Fuck off spectrum. I want off of it, Lord. I want to stay the fuck off it. It’s bent to break, in the great hereafter, but I want off it Now and want to stay off all the time. Give me the liberty to dance around that motherfucker, to fuck with it, put my hands on that shit and tweak it, twist it, make shit out of it. I want to not give a fuck about it. It’s a lie, yes? It’s an illusion, a lie told to us since the early days, enculturated in our worlds, built into our systems and schooling-training grounds. Let’s revolt and conquer that spectrum. Conquer in beauty and creation and Love almighty. Protect and guide us, Lord, in this work.

Tumblr accounts, at the edge of New California

future musicians/producers may be more akin to psychiatrists and other neuro practitioners/manipulators, as we better understand sound-mind/heart frequencies and waves. We’ve been going on intuition and emotion w/music, but this may turn more scientific (thinking oriented), as music producers/creators learn to work with and wield this phenomenon.

The marketer’s jingles will be much more powerful and insidious. And music will be much more accurately therapeutic and used like a tool, a pharmaceutical drug.

near is a mystic roll call, all you who are called to build anew, build anew on and with the rubble, build with humility and courage, build with blood and gold.

Her: “I hear you (better I know you) & you get depressed every year you go back to work. First time I noticed this trend was about 7 years ago. What is your plan (or would you like to strategize with my help on a plan) to get through this gracefully & with minimal disturbance to your life & the lives around you? Just some in the meantime suggestions: -X hot springs at least once a week - go tomorrow! - fish oils! 2x the recommended dosage for the first 2 weeks - walk during lunch everyday”

earth-world: a friend. with femininity and masculinity, yes? balance. Yes, Z, we are called to bring good energy-goodness-light to dispel darkness-evil. We’re called to Life. And we’re Called. Every Moment. Transcending Transforming