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So , I'm finally finally confident enough to share this with all of you whom I basically called my second family . I know some of you may be uncomfortable reading this but know that it happeneded with me and its 100% real !!!! So share this with everyone to let them know that they are not alone ....

In my life till now I've been sexually assaulted 2 times ?!

One at the age of 5 and later at the age of 12 .. pretty much early don't you think ?? Now you maybe wondering what I was wearing or which part of my body attracted them ?? I guess you can fully picture my dress by the age of mine . So is it really my fault ??

I still remember their touches on my chest . The way they were caressing my upper body ( I can't say breast because that was way too early for them to develop ) . It's sickening. I feel like vomiting. My guts were telling me this was wrong but I was too stunned to speak . I wished I knew that I can protest too . I wished I knew how to say NO . But my childish brain was not that clever enough to do all these.

Now you may be wondering why I didn't tell my parents about it ?? Everything I mentally prepared myself for the talk my mouth just stopped speaking . It's like somethings on my throat due to which I can't speak . So , you were the first ones to know .

I know many will consider me dumb or shameless for speaking up it here but I had enough . I needed to let go off this from my chest . I'm strong enough to go through this all my life and I will be more in the near future too . Maybe it was meant to happen for my growth as a human being . But I really hope and wish for others , so they don't have to go through this hell hole !!!!