Raphael (2014/16) x Reader
Notes: Sounds great! Thanks my love!
Prompt:Â âI am craving a little something from Big Red if thatâs okay. Something along the lines of April and Casey bring a friend by to help when Donnie gets injured and the turtles accept her into their little group apart from Raph who is a bit of a shit around her but it turns out thatâs because he likes her. Something like that work for you sweetie?â @girl-next-door-writes
Warnings: Swearing & lots of angst
Disclaimer: I donât own TMNT, and you belong to you <3
Itâd become your routine, to go from your apartment to the lair every morning, regardless of what you were doing that day. You enjoyed the atmosphere down there, and gradually got used to the smell. It was the sewers after all.
Today though, you had to be careful. You had an interview at a new office building that had opened. They salary that came with the shiny new office chair was too good to pass up, but that meant an entirely new wardrobe. If things didnât go well, you could always return the stuff, but thatâs if you didnât get them dirty. So you didnât go that morning before the interview, you texted Raph your reasoning quickly, because he was the first one on your contact list under âApple Bottom.â You were running late, and every second counted, especially in a city like New York.
Hours later, a secretary rang you whilst you stood in a line at the post office, telling you that you got the job, and the grin never left your lips as you basically skipped down the street in your new outfit, with a new job label and a new start. You hated that old office anyway.
Getting to the lair was usually a walk in the park for you, but in the new heels, it was a tad difficult but when you got there you knew you had to make a big entrance.
âHello!â you beamed, stretching your arms out to reveal your very sophisticated outfit: a deep red dress that matched your satin lips, black heels that were far too overpriced for their worth and a small purse. Your hair cascaded in waves, framing your face and your make up was done. This was the most put together you had ever looked in front of the turtles, usually youâd rock up in sweats and a t-shirt, because they knew youâd change at work.
âOh, hey [Y/N]⌠Finally decided to show up?â Mikey drawled. He was probably the most worried and disappointed about your sudden disappearance that morning. Heâd made chocolate chip pancakes, and wanted you to try them, but you never showed. Leo was straight up giving you the silent treatment, and Donnie was the only one there to tell you (rather rudely) that they were mad because you never bothered mentioning that you werenât going to show that morning.
âI left a message with-â you stopped, grumbling and rubbing your forehead. âI left a message with Raph.â You mumbled, the others just looked at you like you were dumb.
You met the guys when your cousin April had brought you to meet them, because you were the only one who April knew who could stitch a deep wound up. Donnie, the resident brainbox, got in the way of an attack on April and sliced his side. You used to work at an underground bar, and stitching people up after fights was your specialty. That was all history now, you and the boys were like family. Except one brute.
âRaphael!â you bellowed, slamming the door of his bedroom against the wall and crossing your arms over your chest.
âOh. You.â He rolled his eyes and went back to his comic book.
âYeah, me.â Taking a seat on one of the spinning chairs, your legs up against the table. âWhat the fuck have you got against me?â
âI donât know, maybe the fact ya feel the need to put yer dirty feet all over my furniture.â He threw a ball at your legs, but obviously you didnât budge. In fact, you moved on leg and scraped whatever dirt you had on the bottom of your shoe on the table.
âThese cost a lot of money, gotta keep them clean.â You smirked, resting your hand on your thigh as you twirled a strand of hair around your finger.
âIf this is yer way or seducinâ me, try harder.â Snorting, you crossed your arms over your chest again; the nerve of this guy.
âSo, are you going to tell me why you hate me?â Raph glanced up from his comic book and sighed.
You were patient, and it took time, but he gave in âI donât hate ya.â
âOkay, why do you dislike me.â Rolling his eyes, you could tell he was becoming agitated. One thing Raphael hated more than someone yelling at him and giving orders, was someone who just asked too many questions.
âI donât dislike ya- Anâ can ya stop doinâ that!â Youâd been playing with a strand of your hair, and you only realized you were doing it when he snapped at you. A smirk spread on your face, and you continued.
âWhat?â you tilted your head to the side mockingly, before stretching and standing, walking around his room. He had all kinds of knick-knacks, and some he made himself out of wood. You had to say you were impressed. Raphael eyed you closely s you continued to pick up and look at his stuff. He found himself not really caring. âAre you going to tell me or what?â
âYes there is, Raph. I wanna know what I did wrong thatâs made you not like me. I mean,â sighing, you put one of the little wooden toys down. âI want to get to know you like I have the others, Iâm sorry if I did anything but-â
âJust shut up, and get out.â He grumbled sternly, looking back at his comic. That is when you really got angry.
âFuck off Raph! Iâm trying to fix whatever the hell is wrong with us being friends and youâre making this so difficult!â By this point, Raph had threw his comic on the floor and got close to your face, his hands in fists and rage all over his face.
âYa donât speak ta me like that, [Y/N].â He growled, clearly trying to intimidate you but you were too riled up to give a shit.
âIâm going to speak to you however you treat me, Raph! Now tell me why the fuck you canât stand me!â you growled back, making him take a step back but not faltering his expression.
âI donât hate ya, or dislike ya, ya stupid bitch!â he yelled, hitting his bedpost with his fist.
âSure seems like it!â you were ready to leave the room, a middle finger up at him before he stopped you with three words.
âI like ya!â he even stopped himself. What was he doing? âI like ya [Y/N]. I donât know how ya could ever be with someone like me, so I just, I donât know, rather have ya hate me than actually care about me. I canât give ya what ya deserve in life, and it tears me apart. I canât have ya tied ta me. I donât want ya ta miss all the things that someone else can give ya. And I donât want ya ta look at me one day and feel the tiniest bit of like. Regret or pity.â He was sat on his bed, staring down at his mutated hands. You stopped at the door, turning around with tears in your eyes.
âI would never think that!â
âYa donât know that, [Y/N],â he picked his head up to look at you with teary eyes himself, âI canât watch you, wanderinâ around the lair, especially dressed so amazinâ like yaâre today, or see ya naked.â He stopped, chuckling and shaking his head at his hands again. You were stood in front of him, arms down by your sides, âand not be able to feel so much sadness that yer here with me when someone else could have ya, and ya could have such a better life.â
âNo. No.â you were crying, your mascara coating your cheeks, âdonât say another word! You made me feel like shit for months, Raphael! You made me feel like I wasnât good enough, when in reality, I fucking am! I am worth so much more than the pain you made me endure!â And thatâs when you said something that you both thought youâd never hear come out of your mouth. âI wish I had never been brought here! I wish I had never met you!â