never enough

but my heart it hurts for you and I just cannot give you what you need…

God tell me why I really believed her that she will contact me again in june.

I fixed myself, to be loved by you..

Ich habe verlernt das Schöne im Leben zu sehen, meine ganze Welt ist zerschlagen.

Warst du nur verliebt, weil du einsam warst? Was war ich denn? Alles hat sich so echt angefühlt, wie konnte ich mich nur so hinters Licht führen lassen. Wie konnte ich nicht sehen, dass ich kaputter aus der Sache rausgehe, als ich war.

Alles was ich wollte war ein “wir”, so viel Zeit ist nun vergangen und ich kann es nicht akzeptieren.

I can’t force you to love me, we are so far gone. I can’t force you to want me, cause all I am it ain’t enough.

I don’t wanna feel this, it’s hard enough to know that you are gone. No I don’t wanna feel, and I don’t even wanna wait, cause all the shit I am you hate.

Why do I still sit on the floor and think about you, when you already forgot me?

a lustful woman will never be satisfied not because you are not enough, but because her emptiness is endless this i promise you.

Since you, I know I was never and will never be good enough for anyone. Even if they say so, they are lying like you did without any shame.

I ask myself everyday how I could end up in this situation. How is it possible that people live while they lie to everyone around them just to get what they need without even thinking about what they did and how many people they destroy?