hey there! my name is tox and i'm in my 30s, which makes me fucking ancient apparently. i'm a demi/gay trans man who loves writing, drawing, and imagining fictional men kissing sloppystyle.
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my main interests right now are a few OC worlds, persona 5, and the legend of zelda (mostly tp and oot). some other fandoms that i've made content for and sometimes return to are dungeon meshi, gravity falls, phineas and ferb, star trek: lower decks, cult of the lamb, persona 4, and metal gear solid. i almost exclusively ship m/m but i engage with shipping a lot in general. i can be opinionated about how others do things in fandom (characterization stuff, not kinks or anything, i never judge those), but it's not up to me what other people can or should do, i just occasionally make bitchy posts.
my blog is not safe for minors, please don't follow it if you're under 18. i have no qualms talking to minors in communities or post replies, nor do i especially care who reblogs my posts, but my personal space is 18+ only. i will block minors i see in my following. i also block anyone who follows me with "proship dni" on their profile because, i mean, come on.
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Break The Skin
Rated E
Original Work
Original Male Character/Original Male Character
Felix Carter is just a normal human man, and Matt Jones is just his normal human boss—or at least that's the picture they paint for everyone else. In the privacy of a lavish office on the top floor of a corporate building, Felix is a man on a mission to kill a god, and Matt is the god daring him to try.
This game can only have one winner, and Matt learns to regret not pulling the plug before it started to mean something.
(Please Don't) Remember Me
Rated M
The Legend of Zelda (TP & OoT)
Twilight/Dark/Time
The Goddesses wrenched Link's life from him in choosing him as their Hero of Time. He has resented them every day since, growing into a body that doesn't match his mind, furious with the world that has forgotten him. When it all finally comes crashing down, he wishes more than anything that he could be somewhere else.
Ages later, a new Link is recovering from his own adventure, and the loss of someone he loved. At his side is a mysterious entity who has been with him his entire life—a shadow given form, an assumed hallucination turned best friend when the cloak of twilight proved he was real. The both of them are doing their best to adjust to a new life together when a relic from the past appears just outside Ordon, an unfamiliar face with an all-too-familiar presence.
To try and maintain the proper timeline, the Hero of Twilight is determined to assist the past version of his spectral mentor get back home. The real question is whether or not the Hero of Time is ready to return to the life he hates... and why only he lacks a shadow under his feet when Twilight is the one with a shadow personified.
Wish You Were Here
Rated M
The Legend of Zelda (TP & BotW)
Twilight/Wild, Past!Midlink, Past!Revalink
Nothing could’ve prepared Link for how devastating regaining his lost memories would be. When grief threatens to break him, potentially dooming Hyrule to Calamity Ganon's wrath, he's sent to request aid from the long-forgotten Goddess of Courage.
His plea is heard, and he is granted assistance in the form of a partner: a hero from the age of myth, brought back to life and eager to help. Maybe a little too eager. It's strange how willing he is to throw himself into this, to be renamed and repurposed for the sake of a world so unfamiliar to him.
At least having a traveling companion helps distract Link from all that he’s lost. What he doesn't realize is that the sentiment goes both ways—Twilight is running from the past just as much as he is.
reflections should only have two chapters so i'm not putting it here since it'll be done the next time i update it anyway. long road to hell, revived, and promises to keep are on hiatus and not abandoned. anything outside of those may or may not still be updated eventually
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a couple folks have asked me what my design process/thoughts were for these designs and i thought i'd put em all in one post
- spongebob: he's lowkey based on how i dressed in college, lol -- short hair, suspenders, button-up, and saddle shoes. obviously i took inspo from broadway spongebob, but i also had tom kenny in mind hence the glasses. i also think the idea of him with a wispy mustache is incredibly cute and ties into his whole kid-in-an-adult's body thing
- patrick: a lot of inspo from musical patrick, obvs, but i was thinking of soos from gravity falls oddly enough. not really much to say about pat he kinda just clicked immediately for me
- squidward: i'm not lying, i based him almost ENTIRELY off this meme
this picture just had raw squidward energy to me. the expression, the pose, the vibe. i'm also surprised that there aren't a lot of bald human squidwards! i wanted mine to be bald for canon accuracy
- sandy: i really wanted to incorporate the shape language of her original design, hence the puffs in place of ears. i can't pin down the name of the artist, but i saw them put her in a puffer jacket with cowboy boots and that just felt right. star earrings because she loves space!
- mr krabs: honestly my favorite design of the lot. i was trying to think of a way to convey his teeny little legs on his wide body and then i remembered! mr krabs is a navy vet. prosthetic legs seemed like a good solution and i wanted to represent disability regardless, so i did some research and based his legs off of what i found. i also added scars because i know that man was throwing hands even if he was just the cook lol
- plankton: VERY inspired by dexter from dexter's lab and boris from rocky & bullwinkle. i wanted him to be simple because plankton's design in the show is so effortlessly simple
-gary: i love it when people draw him as a hairless cat! plain and simple
- karen: god i redrew karen about 50 times before i got it right. originally she had a big b-52s updo that mimicked the shape of her monitor but it didn't quite look right. i decided to just do a bun and i think it conveyed the idea a little better. originally she was going to look more like a 50s housewife, but given how much she's grown as a character in recent years i thought she deserved something cooler. she strikes me as the type to just wear whatever's comfy, even if she's a robot
- pearl: based heavily off of musical pearl. i really just thought about what i saw teens wear when i worked at the mall a few years back. i also wanted her to be a little preppy! i referenced regina george a little bit with some of her alternate outfits from the show tossed in. i think those pimple patches are adorable and since she has trouble with barnacles it feels like she'd wear em!
- mrs puff: hoo boy. her design was a very personal one for me. she always reminded me of my dearly departed aunt trish; their personalities were very different but she sounded so much like her it was scary. i mentioned it in the tags, but i imagine she has HUNDREDS of prison tats on her back and chest lmao. that's why her tattoo for donna is visible
- larry: i looked at musical larry and a LOT of competitive weight lifters for him, that's why he has shoes designed for lifting as well as gloves. he came together very naturally, i wanted him to look big and lovable because he's always such a chill dude in the show
can’t go wrong with pining while fucking as a trope. truly it has it all. pining. awkward sexual situations. weapons grade insecurity for all parties involved. the desperation as they inevitably fall further and further while hating themselves for being unable to stick to the contract of no strings attached. etc. you understand
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been sort of obsessively combing through articles and websites and resources about top surgery and recovery more and more as I gear up to My Big Day and while I hate to report I may have gotten through most of the scientifically rigorous and reputable sites I am at least, now, stumbling over some of the funnier AI generated slop images i've ever seen in my quest for Patient Information
Not to be all "the children have forgotten the sacred texts!" but I just saw someone refer to a ship between two people who are good friends in canon as a crackship.
Hon. No. Crackship doesn't just mean "not canon". It's difficult to imagine two people who spend significant canon time together as a crackship. Crackship is when you write Galactus getting fucked by Tony the Tiger.
The notes are starting to be all, "Yeah, crackship means there's no chemistry! Even canon ships can be crackships!" and I must STRENUOUSLY disagree.
A crackship isn't just any ship that makes you go, "Eh, I don't see it." A crackship is absolutely WILD in concept. A crackship is the one that makes your friends look at you with the beginnings of existential horror. It's the one where they wave a circle round you thrice and close their eyes in holy dread, for you on honeydew hath fed and drunk the milk of paradise.
anyway I said it as a joke but if anyone wants to join my Tony the Tiger/Galactus Discord -
This is such a fantastic example what anticipation, overshooting, and settling actually *does* in animation, especially when you're new to learning it, be that 2d or 3d.
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this is my neocities site for archiving everything souyo! in here you will find:
links to p4 resources
places to find merch
a history of souyo fan art, fic, and more!
it's still a work in progress but all the pages have been basically set up (fair warning: it's gone beyond mobile unfriendly into mobile hostile territory. keeping it authentic to 2011)
Before you watch the video, I do want to include a note. If you have really bad periods, try doing a deep squat for a minute to five minutes. It'll help. I don't know how I discovered this. But I was probably on my period while also checking to see how deep I could squat. Or maybe I was in so much pain and I couldn't stand so I was just Asian squatting in the kitchen. (which feels like the the most Asian thing to do, tbh.) After coming out of it, my cramps were so much better. So I hope this helps someone out there.
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I don’t believe in gatekeeping at all but if you flat out admit to me that you’ve consumed little to ZERO of the canon media and have gotten all of your information based off of reading fluffy fic with woobified characters, I will not be taking ANY of your fandom opinions or meta seriously
