hey there! my name is tox and i'm in my 30s, which makes me fucking ancient apparently. i'm a demi/gay trans man who loves writing, drawing, and imagining fictional men kissing sloppystyle.
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my main interests right now are a few OC worlds, persona 5, and the legend of zelda (mostly tp and oot). some other fandoms that i've made content for and sometimes return to are dungeon meshi, gravity falls, phineas and ferb, star trek: lower decks, cult of the lamb, persona 4, and metal gear solid. i almost exclusively ship m/m but i engage with shipping a lot in general. i can be opinionated about how others do things in fandom (characterization stuff, not kinks or anything, i never judge those), but it's not up to me what other people can or should do, i just occasionally make bitchy posts.
my blog is not safe for minors, please don't follow it if you're under 18. i have no qualms talking to minors in communities or post replies, nor do i especially care who reblogs my posts, but my personal space is 18+ only. i will block minors i see in my following. i also block anyone who follows me with "proship dni" on their profile because, i mean, come on.
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Break The Skin
Rated E
Original Work
Original Male Character/Original Male Character
Felix Carter is just a normal human man, and Matt Jones is just his normal human boss—or at least that's the picture they paint for everyone else. In the privacy of a lavish office on the top floor of a corporate building, Felix is a man on a mission to kill a god, and Matt is the god daring him to try.
This game can only have one winner, and Matt learns to regret not pulling the plug before it started to mean something.
(Please Don't) Remember Me
Rated M
The Legend of Zelda (TP & OoT)
Twilight/Dark/Time
The Goddesses wrenched Link's life from him in choosing him as their Hero of Time. He has resented them every day since, growing into a body that doesn't match his mind, furious with the world that has forgotten him. When it all finally comes crashing down, he wishes more than anything that he could be somewhere else.
Ages later, a new Link is recovering from his own adventure, and the loss of someone he loved. At his side is a mysterious entity who has been with him his entire life—a shadow given form, an assumed hallucination turned best friend when the cloak of twilight proved he was real. The both of them are doing their best to adjust to a new life together when a relic from the past appears just outside Ordon, an unfamiliar face with an all-too-familiar presence.
To try and maintain the proper timeline, the Hero of Twilight is determined to assist the past version of his spectral mentor get back home. The real question is whether or not the Hero of Time is ready to return to the life he hates... and why only he lacks a shadow under his feet when Twilight is the one with a shadow personified.
Wish You Were Here
Rated M
The Legend of Zelda (TP & BotW)
Twilight/Wild, Past!Midlink, Past!Revalink
Nothing could’ve prepared Link for how devastating regaining his lost memories would be. When grief threatens to break him, potentially dooming Hyrule to Calamity Ganon's wrath, he's sent to request aid from the long-forgotten Goddess of Courage.
His plea is heard, and he is granted assistance in the form of a partner: a hero from the age of myth, brought back to life and eager to help. Maybe a little too eager. It's strange how willing he is to throw himself into this, to be renamed and repurposed for the sake of a world so unfamiliar to him.
At least having a traveling companion helps distract Link from all that he’s lost. What he doesn't realize is that the sentiment goes both ways—Twilight is running from the past just as much as he is.
reflections should only have two chapters so i'm not putting it here since it'll be done the next time i update it anyway. long road to hell, revived, and promises to keep are on hiatus and not abandoned. anything outside of those may or may not still be updated eventually
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i was about to start freaking out about the trailer for a new original!spyro game bc like, spyro means so so so much to me, i literally cried over the reignited trilogy bc of how much the og playstation series means to me, but right before i could get too excited someone told me "oh hey p6 was teased" and then i saw the p4r trailer and unfortunately "deeply personal childhood nostalgia series" doesn't hold a candle to "series that i've been extremely obsessed with for 7 years and counting"
okay do i not follow enough persona fans anymore. where are the barking dogs on my dash. i feel like i'm about to shred my walls with my teeth. WHAT DO YOU MEAN PERSONA 6. WHAT DO YOU MEAN ACTUAL REAL TRAILER FOR P4R. I'M GOING TO START KILLING
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okay do i not follow enough persona fans anymore. where are the barking dogs on my dash. i feel like i'm about to shred my walls with my teeth. WHAT DO YOU MEAN PERSONA 6. WHAT DO YOU MEAN ACTUAL REAL TRAILER FOR P4R. I'M GOING TO START KILLING
okay do i not follow enough persona fans anymore. where are the barking dogs on my dash. i feel like i'm about to shred my walls with my teeth. WHAT DO YOU MEAN PERSONA 6. WHAT DO YOU MEAN ACTUAL REAL TRAILER FOR P4R. I'M GOING TO START KILLING
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if i can impart any one piece of wisdom to y’all, it’s to, whenever possible, assume good intentions
assume people are trying their best, want to be good and treat others well, and that when their behavior doesn’t align with those goals, it’s because of outside factors that are pushing them to their limit
it’s hard to do, it doesn’t always come naturally, but it’s worth it
before anyone jumps in with an “op has clearly never worked in the service industry,” i work in a public facing library job
i have a patron who is mean as a snake. won’t respond when you greet her, barks orders at you, and is generally nasty
i couldn’t stand her & dreaded the moment she walked in the door, until i stopped one day & went “wow, to walk around feeling unhappy enough to treat people so horribly every day. what a difficult way to live.”
and so my tactics changed. i made a point to be extra kind & friendly to her. she changed her hair color one day & when i complimented her on it, she was very caught off guard & said “oh, thank you. my whole life i’ve thought i was ugly.”
now we’re at the point where she shows me pictures of watercolor paintings she made & says hi when she walks in the door. she’s not my favorite patron, but she’s perfectly okay. most unpleasant people aren’t inherently rotten, they’re just unhappy & coping with it poorly
assume people are always doing their best, even if their best happens to fall a bit short. assume good intentions
i fucking love ryan gosling for saying this. he gets that if a movie hits like crack and gives us something ‘more’, the certain something beyond market value, we will naturally go full barbenheimer on our local theaters.
felix is aro and bisexual, nothing complicated. matt is his single romantic exception. not that felix knows what "aromantic" even is, but it's still true
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grace, who has been alone for five minutes: oh my god. an alien! im not alone anymore! i hope he wants to be friends :)
rocky, coming up on 50 years of solitude, imprinting on grace in ways baby ducklings can only dream of: if you leave me to sleep where i can't watch your heart beat i am blowing up this tunnel with us both in it