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P: Jay x female reader | G: fluff, drabble | Inc: having breakfast together, domestic!au, established relationship, journalist!reader, gift giving, petnames | Wc: 437| W: food cw| R: G
Minnie's notes; let's all thank @koishua for providing me with the inspiration for this. also you're getting blond!jay in this.
Warm, hearty notes of Jayโs signature cooking had made its way to the bedroom as y/n finally started waking up, the summer sun making its presence more than well known. The morning was in full swing and a glance at the clock โ a stark 10:30 in the morning โ brought y/n out of bed and into their morning routine. It was the weekend, but there was nothing like a morning where y/n and Jay could enjoy each otherโs presence without the overhanging reminder of work. Y/nโs routine was over quicker than she could account for โ Jayโs cooking had that effect โ and the journalist was dressed in a blouse and jeans and making her way downstairs faster than she could recite her companyโs address.
Setting the last few things with a pleased smile on his face, Jay looked up with an owlish blink the moment he felt arms wrapped around his waist, turning his head to face y/n and smiling the moment he felt a kiss being pressed against his cheek. Clearing his hands and turning around, the blond squeaked when y/n had him pressed up against the dining table, her arms encasing him in.
Not that he was complaining.
โHello there hot stuff~โ Jay snorted.
โGood morning to you too darling~โ closing the distance with a kiss, he pulled her to sit, taking a seat on the opposite end. A comfortable silence passing as the two went about eating breakfast, Jay reached for a box he had ย hidden behind the fruit bowl.
โY/n love? Look at me for a moment?โ
โWhat is it Jay?โ Her eyes widening as she caught sight of the box in Jayโs hands, y/nโs looked to her boyfriend with a pout, not a sound escaping her as he walked over and attached the necklace around her neck.
โThisโฆyouโฆwhen?โ Words failing her as she rubbed her thumb over the necklace, y/n could feel her heart melting by the second, Jayโs proud grin only making her fall further and further in love with him โ if it was even possible.
โYouโve been working really hard on that cover story, and Iโm so, so grateful that I met you. I, I wanted to show my appreciation.โ Admitting his reasoning and burying his face in his coffee cup, Jay peered over the edge of the ceramic, confused for a moment when y/n seemed to have all but vanished. Looking around, he chuckled when a very thankful y/n attached herself to his back in a hug, peppering the base of his neck in โthank youโ kisses.
With working long hours, often filming the same scenes an upwards of fifty times or more for even just the smallest mistakes, you were almost dying for a break. So much so that even a quick water break to quench your thirst would suffice.
โTake five!โ The slate clicked shut, and you sighed. Leaning back on your hands, mindlessly kicking the rocks beneath your feet, you slowly slipped out of character.
Beside you was your best friend, Sungchan. The two of you had been inseparable since the first project you worked on together, as kids. Your chemistry was undeniable. It was almost expected when the public unofficially petitioned for the both of you to work together more often. You thought that was totally fine; you always enjoyed working with Sungchan. He was your best friend, after all. He always makes the long days and nights working fun.
But the problem arises when youโre cast as love interests.
The thing is, youโve been harboring a massive crush on him for many years now. Who wouldnโt? Youโd try to reason with yourself that heโs everything someone could ever want. Heโs tall, handsome, incredibly sweet, and admittedly the biggest dork you have ever met. So, it seemed natural that you had a crush on him at least once in your lifetime.
However, you figured it was all in vain, because how could he feel the same? Youโre half of what he is, you thought. He would never look at you as anything other than the awkward little girl heโd come to know you as your whole life.
When first reading over the script, Sungchan was with you, like always. As soon as your scripts came in the mail, he ran straight to your house to look at it with you. As you both skimmed it, you made notes along the sides to remember, talking about the best ways to go about the scene. And upon realizing there was a kiss scene right in the middle, you let out the biggest gasp. At the time, you managed to play it off as being averse to kissing Sungchan, the boy who sneezed in his hands and wiped it on your jacket when you were sixteen years old. Not Sungchan, the man you were hiding your feelings from. Your romantic feelings.
Now that the time was here, you were unsure if you could film the scene. Surely youโre able to call in a stunt double, right? They do the things that are too dangerous for the actors, donโt they? Kissing your long time crush feels dangerous enough. You felt as if your heart was going to sink to your stomach and shoot right back up your throat.
A hand waved in your face, startling you and making you jump. โHello? Can you come back to earth?โ
Once your eyes focused, you were met with Sungchanโs concerned face only a few inches from yours. You lightly pushed him away and laughed it off. โSorry, I spaced out.โ
โFor five whole minutes? Itโs already time to film the scene.โ He gestured to the director and camera crew watching expectantly. โYou know, the kiss scene. The most anticipated scene in the series because Iโm such a good kisser.โ
You scoffed and shook your head.
Before you could offer a rebuttal, the director demanded your attention. โWeโre on a tight schedule! Enough chit-chat, lovebirds.โ You blushed, but it went unnoticed under the hot lights. โSungchan, your character just realized heโs in love with his best friend after rejecting her. You chased her as she ran off and now that youโve caught her, itโs time to kiss her.โ With the quick recap of the scene, you both nodded along.
After a few moments of silence, the start of the scene was called with the clap of the slate. Snapping back into character, you began stomping away in the opposite direction. Sungchanโs footsteps were heard crunching the rocks under his feet as he followed closely behind you, begging you to listen to him. On a particularly dramatic swing of your arm, his hand wrapped around your wrist. He used this as leverage to twist your body and pull you into his embrace. And suddenly, he was kissing you.
His lips felt soft and plush against yours. Your heart started to skip a beat, fire starting in the center of your body and blooming out towards your fingertips. The script calls for a short, fleeting kiss, but neither of you pull away. You quickly find yourself lost in the feeling of his lips on yours, the faint scent of his cologne, and his hands holding you as if he was afraid youโd slip away. Subconsciously, you moved closer to him. Sungchan cupped your face, kissing you deeper. The kiss was soft and slowโso slow, it was almost as if the two of you were afraid to let the moment end.
And in a way, you were.
You wanted to pause time and kiss him until you got tired of it. How could you, though, when his lips meld perfectly with yours? All of your years spent pining led to this very moment, and you felt that it couldnโt be any more perfect. Sungchan must have felt the tension, too, with the way one hand dropped to your waist and pulled you even deeper into the kiss.
โCut!โ The tension between the two of you was sliced into pieces. โThat was perfect! A bit much, but perfect. You two really interpreted the feelings flawlessly and made the scene so much better.โ
Slowly, you and Sungchan pulled away from each other, ragged breaths mixing and hearts thumping wildly against your chest. With just one look, the two of you exchanged all of the words you ever wanted to say.
Of course you interpreted the feelings wellโyou felt them. You were living them.
-[Changbin; finally confessing to his male crush + the first date
P: Changbin x male reader | G: fluff, headcanon | Inc: first dates, confessions, cafรฉ date, teasing from minsung, oh lord Changbin is in love | Wc: 550| W: food cw| R: G
Alright! First work with the new notebook!
That bit is more for me than anything else
But yes!
Changbin! Liking you!
You were always such a bright and charming presence in his life, realising that he had fallen in love with you wasnโt much of a surprise to him
Who wouldnโt fall in love with you, right?
Heโs always either seeking your presence or asking about you amongst your mutual friends
Changes your name in his phone to โcharming crush y/nieโ or smth along those lines
Puts up with minsung teasing the life out of him
Having a crush on you is worth it
Heโs confident about his feelings for you
When heโs finalised a track, youโre the absolute first person he wants to listen to it
Your opinion really matters to him, even if you remind him for the nth time that heโs insanely talented
And at this point, Chan is watching the two of you like a proud father watching his son that Changbin is pretty much certain that his hyung will tell you about his crush before he does
So he needs to collect his excitement and invite you over before his hyungs beat him to the punch
The confession
My favourite bit!
Aight, so Changbinโ got everything planned out for the confession
He thinks
When you show up to the studio, oh god he has heart eyes for you
Coherent words? Whatโs that?
This man is blushing as he tries getting his confession out
But oh god you look amazing, and did your smile always look that charming?
He short-circuits when you giggle and call him cute
Changbin.exe has stopped responding
Forgets what he was going to say and whines about how fucking attractive you are
And then he lets it slip and omg this man is a walking strawberry what have you done to himโ
Whines as you pull him into a hug, bc of course you return his feelings
But he was going to give you this big, charismatic speech and now he canโt because its out in the open
Help heโs so cute
So you tell him to do it again and this time itโs you with a blush and a shy grin
Yโall boyfriends now
No you canโt hear Chanโs quiet cheering from across the hall shushโ
The first date
First date! First date! First date!
Changbin is fr bouncing off the walls rn
The biggest fat fucking grin on his face as heโs getting ready to see you
Bless Chan for getting him a few days off work
He picks you up and takes you to your favourite cafรฉ
Proper cafรฉ date, Iโm living for the aesthetic rn
He makes you laugh sm omg heโs so endearing
Please
Your laugh is his serotonin
If he could record your laugh and save it on his computer, he would
In fact, he might just do thatโ
You two leave the cafรฉ with permanent smiles on your faces
You walk through the street together and get some street food
One of those really sweet old ladies behind a stall calls you a sweet couple and Changbinโs heart swells with pride
Takes your hand in his and thanks the old lady while youโre flustered โ happily flustered, of course
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WARNINGS | smoking, explicit language, arguing, mentions of suicide & suicidal tendencies, blood, broken bones, description of a corpse [no one actually dies, this is just a daydream], โtoxicโ relationship, allusions to a future break-up
SYNOPSIS | on a rare day where you play hooky from work and felix has a day off, you wake up much too early and indulge in a habit that he hates.
A/N | this is my fic for the 24/8 collab hosted by @neo-shitty!! please check out the other fics, as theyโre all by amazingly talented authors, and thank you to toffee especially for hosting such a lovely collaboration!!
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description: Y/Nโs attraction for the biker gang leader Jongho gets in the way of the friendship they have with surfers, but whatโs the harm in a little bit of flirting?
IDOLS FEATURED | park jay, sim jake (mentioned), park sunghoon, shin yuna, choi yeonjun
WC | 10.1k
GENRE | angst, closure, non-idol au, soulmate au (youโre born seeing in only black and white, but see color once you meet your soulmate. likewise, your vision returns to black and white if your soulmate dies), grief, platonic love, open ending
WARNINGS | death, mentions of unhealthy coping mechanisms, explicit language, excessive alcohol consumption, crying, mentions of funerals and cemeteries
SYNOPSIS | your soulmate died in an accident two years ago. you remember how all of the color faded from your vision just as quickly his life had faded from his body, and you swore that you would never love againโwhat was the point? youโd already loved and lost your one and only. but then, quite coincidentally on the second anniversary of your one true loveโs death, you meet an awkward man named jay whoโs in the same situation as you, and much to your surprise, you begin to see in shades of blue rather than just grayโbut only blue.ย
A/N | this is my fic for the hues of love collab hosted by @seoulbinzโ! please read the other fics listed in the masterlist (linked below) and give them all some love.ย also, i found that there arenโt many fics that deal with platonic loveโi wanted this story to focus more on healing after grieving, rather than romance. also yes i know that no one talks like this irl and if they did it would be super annoying if they were that preachy but itโs just a story so shhhh.
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AN: Happy birthday to Sammie!!ย @0429a I'm sorry for making this late :( I've had the idea of writing this for a while now, and I wanted to write it for you! I hope you enjoy this story, and a happy belated birthday โค๏ธ
I will tell you a story or unrequited love, a romance that couldโve ended better. Love that would have reciprocated on one side if the other had the chance - if he could express what he felt inside. If he had not been exiled into the confines of a music box for all of eternity.
There was once a man named Jung Jaehyun. His age was unknown; his birthplace - untalked of, his likes and dislikes - also not to anyoneโs knowledge. Some people even questioned his existence. Years ago, they wondered whether or not it was truly possible to fall in love at first sight. But now, there was no doubt in the world that it was possible, and that it would be Jaehyun who made everyone who took as much as a glance become absolutely infatuated with him.
And soon, it was widely held that it was possible to fall in love more than once - with the same person. To fall for his charm, then his physique, his lips, his smirk, his stare, - his perfection.ย
And they adored his voice, above all! They loved when he would sing aloud on the street during his morning walks and on his way back from work. Jaehyun blessed the neighbourhood with a merry morning call and pulled them in to sleep with a lullaby.
Jaehyun knew well of theย countless eyes on him, and yet, he was never able to make a single emotional connection with anyone. He didnโt mind the appreciation of others, but he feared the opposite circumstance, if it came to be. He didnโt fear hatred - for he was as full of self love as he was with flowing compassion for others.
Jaehyun feared indifference - what life would be like if everyoneโs perception of one another was not of admiration, nor of resent. If there was no perception at all. If nothing meant anything to anybody - not even his loved ones - not even the ones he meets on a regular basis. If he could contribute nothing to this world.ย
Jaehyun feared that one day, heโd only be seen as a pretty face; that heโd only be heard as a pretty voice. He was afraid of not being observed for his potential, that his thoughts and beliefs would never be listened to.
And that made the man shudder by himself in his room. The thought shook Jaehyun awake one night. Frantically, he made his best efforts to reason with himself. โDo they just like the look of me?,โ he murmured to himself. โCould I even make a single friend in my life?โ.ย
Eventually, he broke down, not knowing whether his self-talk was his denial or truth. โI just wish theyโd stop gawking at me!โ, his voice croaked. Jaehyun tried to snap out of his fear by calming down. He let the tears he had been holding fall down to his porcelain cheeks, onto his silk sheets and pillow - the ones who understood his struggle most of all.
It took a thousand clicks of the wall clock to lull his overwhelmed brain to sleep.
And one harsh, metal snap to wake him up.
Starting the next day, all of Jaehyunโs worries and anxieties became reality. He had lost all physical sensation and his entire body. His inhalations and exhalations were defined by the grinding of metal that echoed ever so slightly in the grand void of his surroundings.
โAm I dead?โ
The manโs eyes widened. He did not say that. He knew he didnโt. He couldnโt even say anything, but it was as if his thoughts were occupying the hollowย confines ofโฆ whatever prison he was trapped in. His lingering thoughts rebounded in the space, getting louder this time, and driving him mad. He had no hands to block his ears, no body to curl himself into and keep him safe.ย
He was entirely, completely vulnerable to himself.
The agonising sentiment died away when he heard some booming footsteps approach, and he could observe the scene of a gift shop through a tiny keyhole. He felt his vision blur, making him dizzy, as though he was moving quickly from one place to another.
Until he was placed on a lower platform.
โThatโll be โฉ10,000.โ
โThank you,โ
The quick switching of hands, from the salesman to the woman who bought the box he was locked in, made Jaehyun feel a rush of emotions in his head. โWhere are you taking me? Who are you? Was I just sold??โ
The man experienced a second rush of anxiety and his deafening thoughts attacked him again. He wanted to dissociate with himself, but at the moment, he had no self. No purpose. He continuously expected the worst as his attack drew near.
That was until the lady left the shop and flipped a switch on the tiny box she had purchased. Jaehyun was silenced immediately, and in his panic, he expected to be rushed over with even more stress.ย
However, a cool wave of happiness came over him. For the first time since the morning, Jaehyun felt relaxed. Happy, even. He even felt the desire to sing a little, as he usually does at the break of dawn. Even at a later time in the day, he could be her morning call.
But a melody he had never heard before rang from the box.
โSo whenever you ask me again
How I feel
Please remember
My answer is youโ
Jaehyun paused, confused by what had just occurred, until he heard the woman who bought him speak again.
โWho wouldโve thought that a music box could sing with such a pretty voice?โ she whispered. Jaehyun didnโt know whether this was a rhetorical question or not, but he made his best attempt to answer her anyway:
โIn all honesty, miss, Iโm really not sure,โ
Unfortunately, the lady didnโt hear him. She simply placed the box into her purse and walked on. It was later on when the man had registered what she had called, and to his horror, Jaehyun realised:
โWait. Iโmโฆ a music box?โ
Timeskipโฆ
About a year had passed since the lady - who he now knew as Y/N - had bought the music box from the store. Over the first few days of sitting on her bedside table, Jaehyun believed heโd dread every moment he spent as an inanimate object, despising every other time she would click the boxโs setting to make him play the same song. Shortly after, he didnโt really mind. It was a sweet melody, but he didnโt write it, and had never heard it before. It felt ungenuine to him.
Over time, Jaehyun realised that the only one he could sing was insufficient in expressing his message. He wanted to convey more - to give more music to Y/Nโs heart. He wrote songs in his spare time, while he and Y/N were in the same room: while he watched her struggle and succeed throughout her journey in university and laugh on the phone with her friends with a smile larger than life. Jaehyun fell deeper and deeper in her warm embrace that she offered simply with her words and attention. He was starting to love Y/N.ย
โI love you, Y/N L/Nโ, he whispered. He let the sentiment flow through the expanse, allowing it to echo in the passages of the music box, of his soul. He played it over and over again in the space of his being, hoping that he could tell you one day and that youโd hear him.ย
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AN: Happy (very late) birthday to Ahana @moonsclover, my bestie and the more adorable person I know!! I hope you had a lovely birthday and Iโm sorry that this came much later than I hoped. I hope youโll like this fluffy Jungwon drabble! I wrote it because I want to let you know that throughout everything life has to offer, I will always be here to comfort you
You looked up blearily at the ceiling, eyes puffy and nearly closing, but not quite. You just couldnโt find a way to sleep. Not after the hardships of the day had passed and you would have to face them tomorrow. You feared sleep, for youโd soon wake up, but you dreaded staying up the night, since youโd still be forced to place your slow, dragging footsteps on the treadmill of life. So, you cried and, hoping that your pouring tears would run out soon.
Jungwon watched you from the frame of your bedroom door, your oi p body lying down on your shared bed. From far, he already knew your eyes were bloodshot and your cheeks were traced by the tears you shed since you had gotten back from school. You were always so hardworking, and he knew you had days where you felt burnt out and stressed. Jungwon remembered the first time you broke down, when you told him to leave you alone with your thoughts. Your boyfriend obeyed, only that he would never let a night of your cries go without you two talking about it when you were ready to.
But today, Jungwon was especially worried, you hadnโt stopped crying for the past 3 hours and didnโt eat dinner or drink water, either. He wondered whether it would be okay to come in your room, just this once, to comfort you with his presence.ย
And so, he did. He started by sitting on the velvet couch of your shared apartment, glazing at you to see how youโd react. At that moment, you turned over on your side, lethargic from your lack of energy. And yet, you shot him a small smile, inviting him to sit beside you on the bed.
โJungwonโฆโ you started.
โIโm sorry I came over, but are you ok with telling me whatโs going on?โ, your boyfriend asked.
You sniffled, shifting your position in order to him. โItโs okay, love. Iโm okay. Iโll be over it by morning,โ
Jungwon lay down next to you and looked lovingly at you, giving you his undivided attention. โYou say the same thing every time youโve cried yourself to sleep. Your eyes tell me otherwise.โ
โIโll tell you someday, honey. I promise you,โ you told him. You felt your eyes close as the spell of slumber took over you.
Your boyfriend mirrored the slight smile you fell asleep with. โAnd I promise that Iโll be with you through every hurdleโ
P: Changkyun x gender neutral reader | G: fluff(?), timestamp | Inc: hazbin hotel-inspired, hotelier reader, radio host Changkyun, if you understand who Changkyun is in this- I love you, street food vendors | Wc: 415 | W: food, intimidation(?) | R: G
Twirling the coin between his fingers as he walked down the evening streets, Changkyun hummed to himself โ a charming smile ever-plastered to his expression. A person was never fully dressed without one, after all. His burgundy Oxfords tapping against the pavement, the radio host wandered aimlessly, enjoying the breeze of the 6 oโclock air. Although, his presence had not been unnoticed by those sharing the pavement with him.
โGood evenโโ
โOh my, I.M sir-! H-Here, you can have these for free, no need to pay!โ Frantically handing the servings of grilled meat over, the street vendor shook in their place. It was I.M, standing there in his ever-grinning glory.
โโing.โ Taking the bag with an amused sigh, Changkyun bowed his head in thanks. โWell, I best be off. You know how it is, donโt you, shop keep?โ
โYesโ yesโฆโ
โGood. Have a nice night.โ
The alleyways whispered and stared in disbelief, the fear a thick fragrance as Changkyun inhaled. Silhouettes disappeared behind doors and fences as the radio host turned his head to take a look around, too afraid to confront the possibility of meeting Changkyunโs eyes. Panicked folk left in the streets who hadnโt already fled were frozen to the floor, bowing their heads, and keeping their gaze trained on the ground โ the only relief coming from the gust of air that followed after Changkyun passed by them without an ounce of care. They werenโt going to be his playthings that night.
Pushing the double doors to the hotel, Changkyunโs eyes softened at the sight of the establishmentโs owner โ his darling little y/n. Hard at work as always. Handing his coat to the eager bell boy and walking over to the reception desk, Changkyun leaned against the wood, rapping his knuckles against the mahogany.
โOh โ Changkyun!โ Eyes lighting up as they looked away from the booking list on their screen, y/n bounced out of their seat. A faint blush on their face as Changkyun reached out and caressed their hair, the hotelier cleared their throat, hiding any flustered emotion behind a smile โ just like he taught them.
โShall I book you your usual top floor suite?โ
โIโd be ever-so-grateful my darling.โ He shook the bag in his hands. โIโve come across some delectable grilled meats, you know; a red wine would pair with this wonderfully~โ With a wink and a smile, Changkyun was off โ taking the key to the top floor suite he frequented, twirling the key in hand.
The happy rays of spring sunshine pouring through the gaps in the curtain that morning, a less-than-pleased y/n squinted as she sat herself up, rubbing the sleep out of her eyes. For a regular Saturday morning, the sun sure was blinding. Stretching out the last remnants of sleep as she pulled herself out of bed, y/n went in search of the bathroom in order to freshen up. Yawning repeatedly through the last of her morning routine, the brunette peered out of the bathroom once the scent of Chanheeโs signature coffee wafted its way over.
โOoo~ coffee!โ Staring with heart-eyes at the drink sat on the table in her favourite mug, y/n made a beeline for her drink, eager hands grasping the mug โ an (jokingly) offended Chanhee left in her wake. Arms crossed as he leaned against the counter, Chanhee watched as y/nโs โ albeit very cute face โ attention remained entirely focused on the drink in her hand, not once towards the highly amused boyfriend standing mere centimetres away.
โโฆwow~ no morning kiss for the boyfriend who lovingly prepared the coffee youโre drinking, y/n?โ
โHm?... Oh, my goโ Chanhee baby, Iโm so sorryโโ Nearly choking on the remainder of her morning coffee as she rushed to apologise, y/n lightly stumbled out of her seat โ Chanhee watching with a satisfied smirk on his face. Pointing to his lips expectantly and holding y/nโs face in his hands, Chanhee pulled away after his long-awaited kiss, content with the bright red blush left on y/nโs face.
โYou look like a strawberry.โ
โOi!โ
โAnyway~ wanna get breakfast outside?โ
Walking out of the cafรฉ together as they finished breakfast, the couple wandered the high street hand-in-hand, commenting on the goods they saw in the various window displayed they passed by. The weather was nothing short of perfect, and with nothing to do all day but enjoy each otherโs company, the weekend was all theirs. Pausing in his tracks as they passed a cafรฉ โ that was also a library? โ Chanhee did a double-take, flickers of excitement in his eyes. Tapping y/nโs shoulder multiple times before opting to simply pull her โ gently, of course โ along and into the aesthetically pleasing establishment.
โA libraryโฆcafรฉ?โ Commenting on their surroundings as she followed Chanhee inside, y/n let herself get lost in the invitation of a book and her favourite hot drink. It looked like a dream. A dream that she could reach out and touch.
โWhy donโt you find us something to read, and Iโll order?โ
โSure~โ
Absorbed in the pages of the graphic novel and its angst-filled storyline, Chanhee stared down his iced americano as he blinked back tears. Who knew just how hard the book in his hands would pull at his heart? Looking over as he noticed y/n watching him from behind her own book, Chanhee turned to face his girlfriend, an amused arch in his brow forming not long after.
โWhatโs that look in your eyes for~?โ
โIโm just in awe that my very handsome, โdoes-not-cry-at-sad-filmsโ boyfriend is crying over a comic.โ Y/n teased, flashing an innocent smile as she went about burying her face in the book to hide the satisfied smirk on her face. Teasing Chanhee was just too much fun to pass up.
โAhโ hey! I was not crying! Itโs not even that angstyโโ rambling on as he started describing the book, Chanhee paused, his face a tinted blush as he realised exactly what he was doing. Rolling his eyes and scoffing at nothing, the brunet went back to reading the graphic novel, desperate to finish it and find something less depressing to read.
Humming as she shuffled over from her seat and sat directly beside Chanhee, y/n set down the finished book, instead opting to peer over Chanheeโs shoulder to get a look at what he was reading.
โHold onโ! I wasnโt finished reading the page!โ Stopping him from turning the page as she continued reading, y/n removed her boyfriendโs hand from the book and took it in her own. Absorbed in finishing before she allowed Chanhee to turn the page, y/n released his hand with a soft tap as she came to the end of the page. Meeting her boyfriendโs loving gaze with an equally adoring smile, she blinked, hushed scoffs filling the silence while neither of the pair spoke up.
โAre we having a staring contest?โ Breaking the silence with a snicker, Chanhee ruffled y/nโs hair as she pouted. โWhat?โ
P: ateez x gender neutral reader| G: fluff, angst, headcanon | Inc: getting mad, outbursts, bad days, arguments, making up | Wc: 1060 | W: yelling, arguments, flinching, crying | R: G
Park Seonghwa | ๋ฐ์ฑํ
Heโs silent. The air is still and hushed from the argument that had happened only moments prior. Tears well up in his own eyes as he watches how you silently plead for him to stop shouting. The whole argument was trivial, and he had shouted at youโฆ?
โY/nโฆIโm so so sorryโฆโ You barely have time to respond before heโs putting the argument to bed, offering to give you space. And in the midst of his rambled apologies, you have to hold him and reassure him that no, heโs not a bad boyfriend. It just startled you. You still love him.
Kim Hongjoong | ๊นํ์ค
It happens so fast; heโs stressed about not finishing the melody he was working on and oh darling he didnโt mean to throw his hands back. Heโs frozen in place and oh god you flinched because of himโฆ his voice is nothing but a whisper, the air clinging to his words as he apologises over and over and over again. He wasnโt going to hurt you, he would never hurt you, oh god heโd never think about hurting youโ
The moment you let him hold you itโs like heโd lose you forever if he let go; whispering hushed comforts as he soothes your trembling figure. You were only in there to check on him because there was radio silence the entire day. You just missed him โ and oh god his heart drops.
Jeong Yunho | ์ ์คํธ
Heโs a gentle giant but after hours of futile perfecting of a routine he just canโt get right, Yunho is intimidating. He canโt help how he towers over you, ranting about how heโs fine and he just needs a few more minutes to get this right, and thatโs when it happens. His voice raises and you take a step back, eyes quivering in the wake of his outburst. He breaks, somehow seeming half his size as he takes in the gravity of what he had just done.
His hands reach out for you, freezing as he pleads with the universe that youโll accept his chance to make up for his mistake. A breath he didnโt know he was holding finally leaves him when you take his hand, Yunho cradling your head in his chest and apologising for scaring you. Heโs stressed, and thatโs no reason for him to treat you the way he did.
Kang Yeosang | ๊ฐ์ฌ์
As much as Yeosang loves the back and forth he has with you, he also has his bad days. Bad days where he wants nothing more than for someone to look past the aloof front and tell him that everythingโs going to be okay. But tonight, somehow even youโre oblivious and it just bubbles over. He snaps, going off over how you should have seen it and did you even care?
And he feels so guilty when he realises youโve been flinching away with every step. The anger leaves his system near immediately and the apologies tumble out. But he doesnโt have long to wait before youโre pulling him into your arms, comforting your exhausted boyfriend, sorry for not realising how bad he was feeling. Everything was going to be okay.
Choi San | ์ต์ฐ
Sanโs a passionate man and bless him he gets invested in whatever the topic of discussion (or argument) happens to be. He gets lost in it sometimes. Tonight was just one of those nights, and a simple comment led to an intense argument that neither on you were intent on losing. Even if there was nothing to lose. And so he slams his hand down on the table as he tries to physically show you what he was describing, but the words die in his throat when he realises youโve flinched, shuffling away from him
โBaby, Iโโฆโ tears start collecting in his own eyes, pulling you into his arms and putting the conversation to bed. Whether he was right or not no longer mattered, not when heโs startled you so badly.
Song Mingi | ์ก๋ฏผ๊ธฐ
Mingi doesnโt get angry often, and he tries not to. As tall as you may be, he towers over you and it doesnโt play into his favour when he isnโt trying to be the dominant force in the room. Heโs just had a long day and his voice has an edge to it and he doesnโt mean for it to sound so aggressive, but it does. What he intends to be a simple request comes out harsher than it sounded in his head and the volume makes you flinch.
Several deep breaths later and heโs brought you beside him, apologising for his outburst and admitting he was at his wits end. You were just trying to help and he knows that.
Jung Wooyoung | ์ ์ฐ์
You know Wooyoung has a tendency to be loud, a rarely tamed excitement that charmed you the first time you met the man. But sometimes it gets a bit much. He knows this too, and he can usually see the signs that youโd prefer a quieter day, but it slipped by him today. Youโd both had a fast-paced, exciting day and in the midst of it all, it suddenly dawns that you need space to process everything and breathe. Enter Wooyoung in all his excited glory andโ
His voice shrinks when he sees you flinch, the entire way he holds himself coated in concern. He whispers, holding you close and making sure you know he didnโt mean to startle you. Heโll get some blankets, switch on your favourite film and the pair of you can unwind from the day you had.
Choi Jongho | ์ต์ข ํธ
Jongho never intends on shutting you out when he doesnโt feel emotionally present, he just needs time for himself to process and understand how heโs feeling in the moment so he can deal with it. And he loves you so much for being so open and willing to discuss your emotions, but today just wasnโt his day. As much as he loves listening to your voice, itโs just too overwhelming and he just wants quiet for one momentโ
And you flinched. So he kicks himself (mentally) and pulls you into his arms. It wasnโt your fault; you were just trying to help, and he knows that. But all he wants you to know is that sometimes he needs those moments to bring himself back down to reality. With a kiss to your forehead, he makes sure you know heโs only in his room if you need something as well.
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GENRE | unrequited love, slight angst, pining, first love
WARNINGS | explicit language, one-sided love, mention of blood
SYNOPSIS | hwang hyunjin has always been called a late bloomer. his first tooth fell out in the fourth grade, he had his first romantic partner when he was 18, and he entered university two years later than most people. to him, it was no surprise that his first unrequited love would come late in life too.ย
A/N | hello~ this is my short little drabble for week 59 of writerโs room run by @districtninewritersโ! i hope you enjoy, and happy spring!! ๐คโจ also, i went a little over the 1.5k limit, i hope thatโs okayโi had a hard time trying to figure out how to end it eloquently enough.ย