ABIGAIL

LYRICS: I would give you the last bite of my favourite food

and i’d make you the happiest but babe you ain’t no good 

And i would give you all my savings even though I'm broke

But you can’t even text me back so it’s time for me to go 

you drive me crazy when you deny you flirt with me

but once we lock eyes, baby everyone can see 

That I drive you crazy, but you act so stupidly

You're a fuckboy, I guess I gotta leave

why do you do all those things that I hate, I feel so betrayed

and you lead me on all day

you drive me crazy when you pretend that nothing’s up

but when it’s just us two, I know it’s me you wanna do 

i would do anything for you just to glimpse at me

I should move on I should give up, I wish that we could be

but you already broke my heart and all of that’s on me

Saturday, June 27, 2015

I’m so happy Noor sulfination is back. I missed her so fucking much

Hopefully next year in August, I will be able to go to South Africa and volunteer for the Living With Big Cats Program. Ever since I discovered this program 2 years ago, I’ve been saving some money & waiting for the right time to go. I’m praying that all will fall into place in a year’s time. 

I’m smiling because I got over you when I thought I would never find someone like you. Because I’ve found better. I’m stronger because I picked myself back up with the help from people who care about me and because I didn’t want to feel beaten down by you anymore. I’m happier because I moved on and started focusing on me and the people I love.  

I’m better because I chose to do things that make me happy & surround myself with loved ones. I’m better because I finally chose to be happy, and I did all of this and more, without you.

Thank you for our many years of friendship, and for the years you chose to be with me. And also for the moment you left me, because without you, I wouldn’t be the better woman I am today.

Sincerely,

The morning you left.