Happy Disability Pride Month to everyone who has a disability! I found out this was a thing on Bluesky.
I do have family members who are disabled. Such as my late paternal grandparents who are born deaf. My bonus nephew has autism like me. And other family members who are born deaf, have mental health issues, etc.
And I also have OCs who are disabled such as Angel (who lost an arm, ear, and eye and I’m thinking about making her autistic too during her adulthood), Cameron, Candy, Bunny (Who lost an leg), Miracle, Nebula, and more.
I was diagnosed with Autism when I was 2 years old due to that I couldn’t speak, make eye contact, and for years I was vulnerable to being bullied and being used by ignorant people or by an abusive friend (trust me abusive friendships are real too).
My doctor years ago when I was younger said that I won’t able to talk, make friends, etc.
And I made friends with people who also on a spectrum, has ADHD, Asperger’s, who’s disabled, etc. Both irl and online. And years later I got traumatized by a community that I used to be part of. Caused me to have trust issues towards my own family and people I’m friends with. Not just my own friends but towards the opposite sex. I decided to stay away from relationships because of that, men trying to rush things even though I don’t know them (I don’t believe in love at first sight nonsense), me being aroace at the time, their behavior, and fear of being rejected by them from August 2014 to September 2024. My mother pressured me to be in a relationship for once in my life. But I’m extremely uncomfortable and wasn’t really interested due to me having phobias at the time from the furry community.
I’m in my first relationship with someone I know after 6 years of friendship since October 2024. And I still love it so far and I love him so much even though it’s LDR.
I’m currently healing from trauma and working on myself to and being closer to God and Jesus Christ because I watched a youtuber who’s a dragon furry became a Christian.
And lately I’m trying to coming out of my shell towards people I know because I know that communication is important. However I’ll not be in social media in certain days or weeks due to eating healthy and fasting without eating any or thinking about meat, drinking and eating stuff that contains artificial sugar, and staying away from politics. I’m not into politics.
And I also have other plans too, but I’m going to postpone them due to what’s going with life and the country I’m living in.
My goals are making animations of my OCs franchises while being Indie since I participate in voice acting for others’ stuff and are indie.
Getting a job, it depends on if I can handle crowded people, without having trust issues towards people, and it depends how the job do well for me.
Travel and making vlogs. It depends how comfortable showing my face. And of course people don’t like being on camera especially in the public as I’m being careful not showing peoples’ faces.
Go out more with my family.
Speaking different languages
People with disabilities can do anything including me!
