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Princess Xeon: The Rebrand

Well hello friends. Been a hot minute huh? Well obviously I've been doing a lot of self reflecting. I've moved across the country yet again (for what feels like the ten millionth time) and boy has a lot changed within the past two years.

I first would like to formally (somewhat) announce that I have retired from the chronically online lifestyle. I'm finding myself nowadays being offline and limiting my social media intake. Granted I can't go full on cold turkey (specifically for Tik Tok and Instagram) But for the most part I'm trying to keep my social media intake primarily to Youtube and Pinterest. I've always loved using Tumblr as a form of self expression as well and I will continue to explore that. Because ultimately I find myself happiest when I'm being creative and making others feel seen in the process. I only hope that I can make at least one person feel seen in this world just by me being me.

Ever since my journey of self love and self discovery; I've been learning how to be more in touch with my spiritual side as well! I'm currently a baby witch as well as an amateur healer. I primarily practice Taoism, Transcendental Meditation, ext. By opening my heart, learning about my Chakras, and opening my third eye, I've been able to have a miraculous undeniable love for life in itself. I may also be biased because I finally stared taking Lexapro as well which has also quite literally saved my life. I didn't think I'd make it this far. I know as well that what I practice is indeed a coping mechanism. And I know that all religion is a coping mechanism; but nonetheless spirituality has been an immensely healthy way for me to be more in touch with myself and the world around me.

I've also been fortunate enough to have had time to reevaluate my creative vision as an artist. Ever since I've been birthed from my mothers wound and ever since I could hold a pencil, I have ALWAYS been art artist or a creative in whatever which was possible. And being offline (as well as being spiritually at peace with the world) has made me a better artist as well. No longer am I insecure in my art and my voice. And for that I am eternally grateful. It's such a breathe of fresh air to be able to work off of my own authenticity, voice, story, ext. Without worrying so much about preconceived notions or judgement in the long run. Because ultimately, I finally know how to show up for myself and I know how to follow my own heart to its fullest.

And I also want to mention that who I am and what I do isn't perfect, it just makes sense to me. If you are chronically online and it makes you happy. More power to you! But I feel as a collective, we need to learn how to be more intentional with everything we do in our day to day lives. And sometimes, the digital world can be our greatest enemy when it comes to productivity, originality, etc. But of course I can only speak for myself. We live in a time especially where authenticity is so scarce. Especially because of AI. Therefore I'm trying to do my best that I can to constantly improve myself and my wellbeing while also being true to my creative voice. And of course I only hope to help others feel seen as well.

I'm just thankful that for once in my life I am not letting others dictate my narrative, but help to be my blueprint in inspiring my sense of authenticity and self. Even though I hyper fixate on others easily I'm thankful that I no longer have overly obsessive thoughts for others and instead have healthy thoughts about life. As well as having an easier time living in the moment, being less fearful, and conquering things as I can.

I hope to continue to use this platform as a semi digital journal and I'm hoping to also post some of my art on here as well (besides collages)!

don’t mess with this aura yall 😔 she’s coming of age 🧘🏻‍♀️

Day Dreaming About 2010s Makeup and How Fun the Beauty Industry Used to Be :,3

I remember back in the days growing up as a kid seeing all the bright, fun, and fascinating advertisements for cosmetic products and brands. I remember the MAC cosmetics Archie Collection (2013) clear as day. I remember seeing the advertisements for that collection and the fun colors of lipsticks and the cute packaging. I remember growing up feeling intimidated by the MAC stores as well as department stores with brand boutiques such as the Chanel counters. I remember thinking that one day when I grow up I would buy makeup of such a luxury status and have so much playing with makeup. And thankfully that's what ended up happening! :D I'm almost 20 and makeup is my biggest special interest. It's never ending fun and excitement especially when you're involved in the industry at times as well. I've been studying makeup theory for about 5 years now and I've been a professional makeup artist for two years now :,). I was always meant to be an artist, yet there's something so relieving about makeup artistry. It's so transformative, experimental, and multidimensional. Aside from makeup artistry in itself, products and especially collecting products is one of my favorite things about the makeup industry. There are so many different colors, formulas, textures, finishes, ext. I especially miss the industry back in the day because I find that it was easier for people to have more access to experimental and colorful makeup. But to be fair that is what was trending back in the day. Now the "clean girl" look has dominated the world of western beauty. Honestly I'm not too mad at it. The whole quality over quantity ideal is healing for the industry. But at the same time now the average person is afraid to experiment and have fun with makeup. But whatever that's their lost I guess. Regardless, I will always love and cherish makeup whether it's makeup history or thr future of the makeup world. Much love <3

~princess xeon

goated albums (from these recent months or whateva)

1. Carousel From Hell by LustSickPuppy (2024)

2. BRAT by Charli XCX (2024)

3. TOO FAST by Lil Texas (2023)

4. Scary Monsters and Nice Sprites by Skrillex (2010)

5. METAMORPHOSIS by Luluwav (2021)

6. G.O.D by Virgen Maria (2019)

7. SPEED RUN the Remixes EP by Frost Children (2023)

8. Devil by Virgen Maria (2020)

9. MOTOMAMI by Rosalía (2022)

raver era, bass face, positive vibes af (while also maintaining the punk status quo)

bangeranging as well as scary monsters & nice spritezing my way through this realm or whateva. gangsta vibez only.

seeing punk, electronic, experimental legend LustSickPuppy with my bestie Lex for the second time was life altering of course (aside from the towing) being injured after a punk show is my universal love language. Being a punk spiritualist isn't easy but damn is it relieving as fuck. Thank god for LustSickPuppy's new project "Carousel From Hell" for transcribing my new aura and ever-so dope punk ass vibes. I am forever grateful.

now for the miracle: ravinggg

cam and i saw Space Laces. it was goated af. I FINALLY UNDERSTAND RAVE CULTURE LETS GOOO!!!! its v gender affirming tbh. i will always be thankful for Cam for making me feel fully authenticated and realized through my own identity as a nonbinary creature. i lov me some edm dude. the vibes are p wholesome tbh. ive met so many beautiful and purehearted ppl through this scene! i just admire how much love and positive energy is in rave culture. v much wholesome family vibes. yet at times it can be terrifying when im surrounded by an ungodly amount of cis het men ew. my soul is forever laced with Lil Texas, Skrillex, & Virtual Riot dude.

chaotic as i may be. whatevers dude. if you aren't channeling ten million goated vibes at once than what da fuck are u doing with your life dude. never forget that. we're all multidimensional superstars if we believe it enough to be. we just gotta keep stimming and head banging our way through this dimension yk.

PIC CREDITS 1.me and LustSickPuppy show

2.goated rave pic

3. angel and lulu from frost children (essential)

4.goated quote

5. another goated rave pic

6.dawg vibing (me fr)

7.another goated quote to live by

8.a whisper meme i made to celebrate my new era

9.SKRILLEX LOOKIN ASS RAVE PIC

i am having a revelation of higher consciousness. her love drives my spirit and keeps me uplifted. i am reborn every single day.