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“I could’ve died right then, cause he was right beside me” fucking Lana said it right And I believe the most spoken word from me today is “fuck”. And I fucking love it. #35mm I wish that I fucking died when I was with him so I don’t have to go thru all of those bs https://www.instagram.com/lincolnlinfeb/p/BuwcPjXHB8L/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1cqcrlmvbntnc

I could see the moon from 3 at midnight overlaps the sun from 11 in the morning in the dark sky with my imagination of my story of me and you inserted I could see the beaches from 10 miles away from Malibu near the house that I’ve been wanting to build with my one and only you from spring to fall I could see the summer with sweaty white shirt goes with blue Converse and ripped jeans on the man that I kept seeing in the dreams of mine while I was lonely and scared I could see me as the dead man in the living room with a drunken you by the side holding my hand imagining I was still there and carrying remaining love of yours I could see things that meant shit in the air between your blue eyes and my hate fighting with swords casted in the cold river of memories, I could still fucking see you, but you ain’t real. #35mm #memories I loved Florida. https://www.instagram.com/lincolnlinfeb/p/Buwab6RnnHe/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=x2bv1e90ituu

A lot of times I wish to say something like “I am afraid that our relationship wouldn’t be as good as the hookup/ affair and I need both of us to take it slow and connect with each other more emotionally, yet as good as physically” to somebody that I deeply care for and who I have gotten to know so randomly, so out of the script and yet so magical. Or something like “leave, go back to where you belong and have me forgotten and forgotten, forget about all of these that we have, you take care,” then I’d open the door and leave without looking back, ideally he will call me after a couple of weeks, or 3 years later on a week day. That would be magical too. #35mm #tree #lake #bigbearlake the reason that I repost this photo, is that I re photoshopped it and I like this version better lol. https://www.instagram.com/lincolnlinfeb/p/BuMHjLtHX6p/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=wc7v9dh2486r

#sequoianationalpark #nationalpark #mountain #35mm #cloud #summer #subset #roadtrip https://www.instagram.com/lincolnlinfeb/p/BuKvVIDHU6w/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1daz757dftl2m

#35mm #filmphotography #countryside chicken, yummm https://www.instagram.com/lincolnlinfeb/p/BuJpqFUnu1r/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1x14ecmmjyifu

#35mm #shanghai #film #filmphotography #green https://www.instagram.com/lincolnlinfeb/p/BuI2vJUH9f7/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ngkxf6g1a7pc

Funeral https://www.instagram.com/p/BtToNFRnqvm/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1gnvun0zx7cez

My first #tbt post lol! My freshman made jeans and an oil painting after high school. https://www.instagram.com/p/BstNU8snfWQ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ojnerwv348wj

With Kundai and a few others in a gay bar last summer in Wuhan. #35mm https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsp6DbfnJbx/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1i3px4heshyve

Sherry in my room. #35mm https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsp5xXin46c/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=11kqm3zsv3eha

Left to right. Ray, Abdul, Kundai! #35mm https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsp5g9tnDjx/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ovm8qm3tyols

Vivian, hotpot. #35mm https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsp5ZRcHjLZ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=sblmii2utokd

Left to right. somebody’s bf, the drunk girl, the gay friend. #35mm https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsn42tvHbfW/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1m4pdpm0jdtwr

Vivian and my stupid thumb. #35mm https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsn4oQnHOof/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1avdor7gvb7ic

She bumped into something you couldn’t possibly miss in the middle of the street and her lips were swollen. #35mm https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsn4dCcnkOQ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=chmyfv3lzkbv

Random dude I asked for a picture and here it is. #50mm https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsn4EAQHJ4W/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qojbc6qqiwl5