A lot of times I wish to say something like “I am afraid that our relationship wouldn’t be as good as the hookup/ affair and I need both of us to take it slow and connect with each other more emotionally, yet as good as physically” to somebody that I deeply care for and who I have gotten to know so randomly, so out of the script and yet so magical. Or something like “leave, go back to where you belong and have me forgotten and forgotten, forget about all of these that we have, you take care,” then I’d open the door and leave without looking back, ideally he will call me after a couple of weeks, or 3 years later on a week day. That would be magical too. #35mm #tree #lake #bigbearlake the reason that I repost this photo, is that I re photoshopped it and I like this version better lol. https://www.instagram.com/lincolnlinfeb/p/BuMHjLtHX6p/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=wc7v9dh2486r