No Direction
There are days where I feel like I am so tired of everything. I feel so empty and lonely. I can't even get out of bed to face the day. Sometimes I just want to stay in bed and think about life. I wonder so many times if life is still worth living. I feel so dull that I wonder what went wrong. I wonder when I started feeling sick of this life.
Some days, I feel like I'm on the edge of giving up. I lost all my motivation to live. I feel so messed up. I am so tired of lying to myself that it's okay to feel this way. The truth is, I am no longer living. I am just surviving and trying to find a way not to feel so f*cked up. Every day, whenever I wake up, I try to convince myself that better days are coming. But I end up lying down in bed again, feeling so unproductive and worthless.
I hate that I feel like I am slowly dying inside. Even if I try to convince myself that I am going to be okay, I still end up feeling so miserable.
— Shiori X Art by: hessah._.art (IG)
