prettygirl.

im in such a shitty mood right now. my birthday is this week and im busting my ass trying to make my 21st as perfect as i can make it. i just want to have fun, enjoy myself, and actually be happy for once. it would be the first birthday without worrying about tae and his shit and for me to show how I’ve grown and healed myself.... i feel like nobody understands that and sees that... but its not up to them to see it so imma do what the fuck i need to do. its really only one thing but its my actual birthday outfit and shit just didn’t go right now im in a time crunch to make sure its at my house by the time im trynna go out friday night. Hopefully my little plan works in the morning or ol dude fucking responds. Its literally one thing and i have everything else but its such a huge thing and nothing else makes me feel the same way this outfit makes me feel... I’m going to get it. period.