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╰┈➤ ⋐ ɴᴏᴛ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ, ᴍʏ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛꜱ ᴀʀᴇ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʜɪᴍ ᴀɴᴅ ᴏɴʟʏ ʜɪᴍ. ⋑

ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ᴀ ʏᴀɴᴅᴇʀᴇ ʙʟᴏɢ, ᴍᴇᴀɴꜱ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ'ꜱ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴛʀɪɢɢᴇʀɪɴɢ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴇɴᴛ. ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴘᴜᴛ ɪᴛ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ.

ᴍɪɴᴏʀꜱ ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴀᴄᴛ.

ʜᴇᴀᴛʜᴇʀ ᴅɪᴠɪᴅᴇʀ ꜰʀᴏᴍ: ꜱɪꜱᴛᴇʀ-ʟᴜᴄɪꜰᴇʀ, ɪ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅɴ’ᴛ ꜰɪɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʀᴇᴅɪᴛ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴅɪᴠɪᴅᴇʀ.

"ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴅᴀʏ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪꜰᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅɴ’ᴛ ʙᴇ ᴀ ʜᴜᴍᴀɴ ʙᴇɪɴɢ. ʏᴏᴜ’ᴅ ʙᴇ ᴀ ɢᴀᴍᴇ-ꜱʜᴏᴡ ʜᴏꜱᴛ.” —Veronica

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Honestly, I thought of deleting this blog plenty of times already, but I can’t. Always when it says, are you sure? I become a scardy cat… so I will leave it be. I don’t think I will return here to this blog anymore. I have to forget you. Move on for good. Even tho it hurts me, I have to. I bet you would want me to do that too. I should also let your soul rest in peace. You wouldn’t be able to properly do that, when I still hold on to you. To be honest I cried a flipping hard, two days ago. I couldn’t help it, it suddenly came over me. Remembering our time together, our plans, our messages, everything. I …forgive me for being boring the last past weeks of messaging you… I should have been more…aware. I can’t remember, but I should have asked if you are safe and if you are well. Properly. If I could have somehow help you. I regret that deeply, that I didn’t. Only naive and giddy cause I had the opportunity to talk to you. I truly had developed deep feelings for you, and as you see I still feel this way, or I wouldn’t have returned here. As you see…it’s not like you will actually see it…oh well…what I wanted to say is…it’s random, but you would have loved to play Voorhees… yeah, it finally came out… unfortunately you can’t get to see it. Anyway…I downloaded the app a few days ago…wasn’t aware that I could read our messages like that, but that only hurt me more, so I deleted it the day after. In the end…we did end up being divided, even tho you said you would be damned if we would. Whatever happened…I hope you are safe.

farewell my love. I hope you are happy, resting and being treated well.

Love you…

#3:37 am … oh well…

How in the world is it already almost 3 am???

I mean…deep down I knew that it would be a losing game…and yet I still got addicted and attached to the hope that you…might be my person…

Not sure if deleting both of my blogs will help me somehow…

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I seriously can’t do this anymore …get out of my heart and mind please…please…I wish…I wish I can forget you…

I hate that I returned here… It still feel’s weird being on my first one. It still feels so empty too…I just miss the time. I miss you. It’s mean to see everyone moving on while I am still…not. Even that disgusting person found someone and apparently three others are joining in? Idk and I don’t care at the moment.

I felt so moody and annoyed today. I couldn’t recognise myself. I felt so mad too. Especially seeing couples being all lovely to each other…I felt out of place…Hate it. I wish you weren’t taken away from me like that. I still think it’s unfair. We had plans…at least I think you genuinely planned them to do them too. You know sometimes I tell myself you are probably out there, healthy and well…and you just got sick of me…trying to convince myself…to keep my sanity…and that the emptiness I feel would lessen but it still hasn’t stopped yet. Wonder when it will be…

Miss youuuuuu flipping much but you probably won’t ever get to know about it. I feel weak and weird now after all this crying. I shouldn’t have logged into this account.

I miss knowing what you are thinking, feeling and hearing how your day has been

I wonder…the day you deleted your blog, did you known that something will happen to you? Did you plan to do something or… did something unexpected happen to you? It’s sickening that I will never know. I hate to be in the unknown.

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I will never know if …you genuinely were interested in me. I mean…I thought you probably were joking with me. Looking back at some messages I was quite childish wasn’t I? Embarrassing. It’s absolutely embarrassing. Then again… some say you can only be vulnerable with the true person.

It fucking hurts…you probably suffered more than me but still am wondering what happened to you. You deserve justice…

Laughing at myself as I still have hope that I might get a notification from you.

I never thought that after months I will cry again …

Watching heathers is pointless if you are not in my life anymore…

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ah I am spiralling again and guess no one will know…somehow it has its perks to have a secret account…

Honestly… I miss you. I am still trying to avoid reading our messages the screenshots I made and your profile picture. It’s unfortunate how it all feels like a dream like you never really existed at all, just some beautiful illusion my mind had created. I keep telling myself it’s only my brain playing tricks on me, but the truth is… I don’t even know what to believe anymore. Trying to distract myself with literally everything and anything, but deep down I know you are not here anymore.

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