I was going through some old videos from uni and more than half of them are of a guy I don’t talk to anymore. My beautiful friend Brandon. He was very important to me and I miss him!

The last fat tax return 🥲

I’m not satisfied and I’ve been made a fool of. Here we go again

I remember. Today is my first boyfriend’s birthday and to celebrate it at the time I woke up earlier than him and baked him a bunch of danish pastries in the kitchen of my student halls. I’ve been tender… I hope he’s doing well wherever he is. I’ve had strange relationships with men so far in my life where a great deal of them ended or never began properly because of the distance factor. It makes me wonder about many things, it makes me somewhat wistful. Not for the relationships themselves but for the missed opportunity to learn in close proximity about how to be with others and with others as myself. To all my old flames scattered around europe, or who knows, maybe closer to me than I’m aware of (as I’ve been made aware by bumping into one on the street two weeks ago), pouring one out metaphorically..

You know it’s different when I pick up an actual journal. I’ve learnt my lessons thank you!

A ladybird crashed into my face and landed on my phone

First iced coffee of the season! Wake up at 6 if you wanna do anything before the oppressive heat gets you!

Forgot how powerful “weird flex but ok” is