SICK , SICK , SICK !

i was wondering if like. anyone had any decent experiences with ket*mine therapy or ECT (electroconvulsive therapy) because i’m starting one or both (if that’s a thing, idk, all i know is we’re talking to my doc about them Again n getting a referral) depending on cost as like...a last resort at this point (like i said, i’m fucking tired). so if there’s anyone reading this who knows more about it or especially has any personal experience/knows someone who has had personal experience with either of these or just having extremely treatment resistant mental health issues i would love someone to talk about it with. i’m having a really hard time and i’m very hopeless rn and my substance abuse problems are only getting worse because i’m forced to cope with SOME BULLSHIT every second of every day i swear to god.