Charley in the sky with diamonds

The craziest part about life is that there’s like nothing you can do..

I don't want a cast of healthy characters I want them all to be varying degrees of suicidal

If I keep practicing I might even be a person soon

knew from a young age that i was weird and unfixable

"it's ok to show (x) in fiction as long as the bad guy gets punished!" the bad guy doesn't have to get punished. in fact the bad guy can win altogether. the bad guy can entirely get away with it. hope this helps

and this part might make some people's head explode but: characters can be written to forgive things you personally wouldn't ever forgive. not everything is written as what you'd perceive to be the right choice. not everything is a self-insert & protagonists don't have to be relatable.

I think it's insane that even in the most leftist and "progressive" spaces the idea of equating morality with looks is alive and present and no one fucking bats an eye at it. like racists and mysoginysts are always portrayed as fat and hairy and generally unkept, as a contrast to the morally good and attractive leftists of course; people will have no problem being genuinely fucking awful about someone's appearance if they're deemed to be a "bad person". and the worst part is you point all of this out and people act like you're reading too much into things like no dude you gotta start using your brain more

anakin gets criticized for being too greedy but honestly the things anakin wants are often like. "for my loved ones to be safe" "to be around people that like me and are nice to me" "to be respected as a person"… he’s not really asking for much

i’m hiding worse, more secret emotions behind my big and obvious ones