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well thats depressing - got a comment on my latest chapter, was so excited with the thread, and then it was flagged as bot and all comments disappeared... :(
id rather be crazy like you 𓂃۶ৎ
♡ live update thread ♡
♡ master post here ♡
AND THE PROLOGUE IS LIVE FOLKS! thanks to you, and getting this post to SEVEN likes, i went ahead and uploaded the prologue!
link here
Just to note really quick - updates for this may not be super quick. I am currently writing my chanbaek fic and i do want to bang out as much as of that as i can! with that being said though, if this gains traction and if i can get 10 kudos & 2 comments on the prologue, i will shift and get the first chapter completed and up! I want a goal that I think could be achievable but yet a bit pushing for a smaller writer like myself!
Also, to add a bit of a backstory to this idea (if anyone is curious): back in, i think, 2018/2019, this original idea was set in strictly aesthetics with BTS and EXO being the main 2 groups I was doing them for! ironically enough, this was more an idea i had while talking with old friends on tumblr back in the day of what themed aesthetics should i do next (i think i just finished some of the disney princess ones). there was, at the time, no correlation to descendants (though, obviously now, I can't say that. I've watched the movies, and some elements may be similar) I then tried my hand at a social media au with Jimin being the main focus, but i ended up putting it on hold to cancel the au all together. I didn't know how to move forward with where I was, so it sort of just crumbled and died ahaha
now, i think then around 2021/2022, i sort of revisted the idea on my own, but with the idea to make aesthetics solely for nct members. this never happened, but the idea did stick with me for years. it was always something i wanted to really, really, really, dabble back into but i was never sure how. Did i write little one shots looped together in one fic with conflicting timelines for that sense of confusion? did I revive the social media au? or do I try something completely different.
so, now in 2025 and getting that boost from the likes on tumblr, here we are. i decided to go with nct dream being the main focus, but exo members will also provide relevance through the story (along with mention of some bts members for the sake of the original plot)! you can always go to my tumblr and look through my masterlist to find the old aesthetics for bts and exo, but i hope within the next few weeks to have updated exo as i see fit AND have nct dream done! In the mean time, enjoy the playlist! drop a kudo, leave a comment / leave a like or comment here on tumblr too! or send me an ask!
till next time! xoxo lexie
02/08/2025
I think I may have gotten too ambitious so I’ve merely made it a 5 kudo goal! I’m going to keep it at 2 comments because I really really want to hear thoughts, but if I hit the kudo mark, I’ll update! I love seeing the traction it got on here too!
WELL BESTIES, CHAPTER 1 IS UP AHAHAHAHAHA
link here
thank you everyone who showed support on here - i didn't quite reach the kudo / comment goal but thats okay - hopefully this chapter I will!
summary |
Na Jaemin embarks on his journey, entering Shadowspire Academy with a tsunami of emotions coursing through him.
well you guys, thanks to smashing the HECK out of the kudo goal AND all the support ive gotten so far on the moodboards, i released chapter 2!
link here
summary:
jaemin wakes the next day and only finds himself questioning just where the hell he allowed himself to get sent
update 2025-02-18
god DAMN in less then 24hrs my kudo goal and comment goal was reached ahahaha expect chapter 3 sometime today then! like actually this is insane - I appreciate all the support on this fic!
and just like that, from yall being absolutely INSANE and reaching my goal, chapter 3 is up!!
link here
summary: jaemin starts to realize that this school is a lot more then meets the eye, and quite frankly, he doesn't know if he's finding himself being thrown off the deep end without warning, or if he was just foolish to assume the best case scenario.
well, yall smashed the like goal once more and now that i finally have a chance to breath, chapter 4 is live and posted!
link here
summary: classes continues, jaemin and jeno finally cross paths, and well...a new nickname suddenly emerges.
and once again, yall hit that goal and i have to reward!
link here
summary:
after a rather...tasteful encounter with the son of Shan Yu, Jaemin is truly wondering what the hell he might be getting himself into at this school.
didn't quite reach the kudo goal, however bless one of the readers for the constant comments on the chapters <3
chapter 6 is live and here!!!
Summary:
jaemin gets trapped in his head...and somehow that leads him to having to prepare for a party? oh boy.
well, kudo goal WAS reached so darlings, chapter 7 is locked, loaded, and LIVE!
and booooy, its a PARTYYY!
link here!
Summary:
jaemin ventures into his first ever party...what could possibly go wrong? or...right? song vibes for the chapter (aka what I had on repeat while writing this beast: cinderella by limi bite me - enhypen 1-800-hot-n-fun - le sserafim
whoops, little behind but we are on chapter 10 now hehehe
link here
summary; jaemin has had some time to settle in, but of course, being left to his own devices is never a good thing. or is it?
okay once again REALLY behind but chapter 12 is up and live!
link here
summary: its clear that jaemin isn't hiding his...troubles, as well as he thinks he is. except, what he fails to realize is that sometimes...it is okay to trust those around you. especially when they truly do want to help.
uuhhhh chapter 13(?) is up and live!!! sorry it took so long!
link here
Summary: lets just say that jaemin is starting to slip...and probably not for the best.
uuhhhh chapter 14 is up and live!!!
link here
Summary: Detention drags Jaemin through whispers, watchful eyes, and the lingering weight of unseen forces. Amid teasing, quiet camaraderie, and subtle sparks of connection, he navigates the fine line between control and chaos—finding, if only briefly, a sense of belonging.
chapter 15 is up and live!!!
link here
Summary:
round 2? what could possibly go wrong
chapter 16 is up and live!!!
link here
Summary:
It's been a long time coming, and Donghyuck fears that they all failed to realize they were caught in the eye of the storm.
the eye of the storm being none other than jaemin himself.
after a long delay (my bad yall), chapter 17 is up and live!
link here
Summary: jaemin will need a hug...eventually.
if you’d like to support me, you can buy me a kofi here 🤍
CHAPTER 18 IS LIVE AFTER HOW LONG--
link here
Summary:
As winter closes in, Jaemin learns how to survive by becoming smaller, softer, easier to hold. While unease spreads among those who care for him, comfort comes from the one place it shouldn’t... and the line between safety and control begins to blur.
you would never believe it, but chapter 19 is FINALLY up omfg its a beast, i didn't want to cut it into 2 chapters, so enjoy like i think nearly 20k of just....fun :D
read here
Some days almost feel normal.
But trust has a way of revealing its true shape when you least expect it.
guess whose back... ME! and guess what is also up? CHAPTER 20!
read here
The truth finally surfaces beneath the snow.
What began as silence fractures into confession as Jaemin reveals the truth behind the village fire, the academy, the cuffs, and the name he was never supposed to carry out loud. But some wounds were already there long before Shadowspire ever touched him, and some betrayals cut deeper because they were placed carefully inside them.
And for the first time since the restraints were locked around his wrists, Jaemin is no longer standing alone
semi good news - chapter 20 - 24 are drafted and almost fully written :D
bad news - still editing chapter 20 / 21 T-T
im so sorry yall - this fic is a beast and mentally im just struggling. i was hoping for more interactions from readers and such, but i can see why its slowed down bc of my lack of updates. gaah
okay so chapter 20 should HOPEFULLY be up today omfg. this editing is killing me.
chapter 21 should follow within a week (i hope), then mentally need a small break from the other chapters.
with that break, i want to get 1-2 one-shots i have been working on in the background!!!
semi good news - chapter 20 - 24 are drafted and almost fully written :D
bad news - still editing chapter 20 / 21 T-T
im so sorry yall - this fic is a beast and mentally im just struggling. i was hoping for more interactions from readers and such, but i can see why its slowed down bc of my lack of updates. gaah
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id rather be crazy like you 𓂃۶ৎ
♡ live update thread ♡
♡ master post here ♡
AND THE PROLOGUE IS LIVE FOLKS! thanks to you, and getting this post to SEVEN likes, i went ahead and uploaded the prologue!
link here
Just to note really quick - updates for this may not be super quick. I am currently writing my chanbaek fic and i do want to bang out as much as of that as i can! with that being said though, if this gains traction and if i can get 10 kudos & 2 comments on the prologue, i will shift and get the first chapter completed and up! I want a goal that I think could be achievable but yet a bit pushing for a smaller writer like myself!
Also, to add a bit of a backstory to this idea (if anyone is curious): back in, i think, 2018/2019, this original idea was set in strictly aesthetics with BTS and EXO being the main 2 groups I was doing them for! ironically enough, this was more an idea i had while talking with old friends on tumblr back in the day of what themed aesthetics should i do next (i think i just finished some of the disney princess ones). there was, at the time, no correlation to descendants (though, obviously now, I can't say that. I've watched the movies, and some elements may be similar) I then tried my hand at a social media au with Jimin being the main focus, but i ended up putting it on hold to cancel the au all together. I didn't know how to move forward with where I was, so it sort of just crumbled and died ahaha
now, i think then around 2021/2022, i sort of revisted the idea on my own, but with the idea to make aesthetics solely for nct members. this never happened, but the idea did stick with me for years. it was always something i wanted to really, really, really, dabble back into but i was never sure how. Did i write little one shots looped together in one fic with conflicting timelines for that sense of confusion? did I revive the social media au? or do I try something completely different.
so, now in 2025 and getting that boost from the likes on tumblr, here we are. i decided to go with nct dream being the main focus, but exo members will also provide relevance through the story (along with mention of some bts members for the sake of the original plot)! you can always go to my tumblr and look through my masterlist to find the old aesthetics for bts and exo, but i hope within the next few weeks to have updated exo as i see fit AND have nct dream done! In the mean time, enjoy the playlist! drop a kudo, leave a comment / leave a like or comment here on tumblr too! or send me an ask!
till next time! xoxo lexie
02/08/2025
I think I may have gotten too ambitious so I’ve merely made it a 5 kudo goal! I’m going to keep it at 2 comments because I really really want to hear thoughts, but if I hit the kudo mark, I’ll update! I love seeing the traction it got on here too!
WELL BESTIES, CHAPTER 1 IS UP AHAHAHAHAHA
link here
thank you everyone who showed support on here - i didn't quite reach the kudo / comment goal but thats okay - hopefully this chapter I will!
summary |
Na Jaemin embarks on his journey, entering Shadowspire Academy with a tsunami of emotions coursing through him.
well you guys, thanks to smashing the HECK out of the kudo goal AND all the support ive gotten so far on the moodboards, i released chapter 2!
link here
summary:
jaemin wakes the next day and only finds himself questioning just where the hell he allowed himself to get sent
update 2025-02-18
god DAMN in less then 24hrs my kudo goal and comment goal was reached ahahaha expect chapter 3 sometime today then! like actually this is insane - I appreciate all the support on this fic!
and just like that, from yall being absolutely INSANE and reaching my goal, chapter 3 is up!!
link here
summary: jaemin starts to realize that this school is a lot more then meets the eye, and quite frankly, he doesn't know if he's finding himself being thrown off the deep end without warning, or if he was just foolish to assume the best case scenario.
well, yall smashed the like goal once more and now that i finally have a chance to breath, chapter 4 is live and posted!
link here
summary: classes continues, jaemin and jeno finally cross paths, and well...a new nickname suddenly emerges.
and once again, yall hit that goal and i have to reward!
link here
summary:
after a rather...tasteful encounter with the son of Shan Yu, Jaemin is truly wondering what the hell he might be getting himself into at this school.
didn't quite reach the kudo goal, however bless one of the readers for the constant comments on the chapters <3
chapter 6 is live and here!!!
Summary:
jaemin gets trapped in his head...and somehow that leads him to having to prepare for a party? oh boy.
well, kudo goal WAS reached so darlings, chapter 7 is locked, loaded, and LIVE!
and booooy, its a PARTYYY!
link here!
Summary:
jaemin ventures into his first ever party...what could possibly go wrong? or...right? song vibes for the chapter (aka what I had on repeat while writing this beast: cinderella by limi bite me - enhypen 1-800-hot-n-fun - le sserafim
whoops, little behind but we are on chapter 10 now hehehe
link here
summary; jaemin has had some time to settle in, but of course, being left to his own devices is never a good thing. or is it?
okay once again REALLY behind but chapter 12 is up and live!
link here
summary: its clear that jaemin isn't hiding his...troubles, as well as he thinks he is. except, what he fails to realize is that sometimes...it is okay to trust those around you. especially when they truly do want to help.
uuhhhh chapter 13(?) is up and live!!! sorry it took so long!
link here
Summary: lets just say that jaemin is starting to slip...and probably not for the best.
uuhhhh chapter 14 is up and live!!!
link here
Summary: Detention drags Jaemin through whispers, watchful eyes, and the lingering weight of unseen forces. Amid teasing, quiet camaraderie, and subtle sparks of connection, he navigates the fine line between control and chaos—finding, if only briefly, a sense of belonging.
chapter 15 is up and live!!!
link here
Summary:
round 2? what could possibly go wrong
chapter 16 is up and live!!!
link here
Summary:
It's been a long time coming, and Donghyuck fears that they all failed to realize they were caught in the eye of the storm.
the eye of the storm being none other than jaemin himself.
after a long delay (my bad yall), chapter 17 is up and live!
link here
Summary: jaemin will need a hug...eventually.
if you’d like to support me, you can buy me a kofi here 🤍
CHAPTER 18 IS LIVE AFTER HOW LONG--
link here
Summary:
As winter closes in, Jaemin learns how to survive by becoming smaller, softer, easier to hold. While unease spreads among those who care for him, comfort comes from the one place it shouldn’t... and the line between safety and control begins to blur.
you would never believe it, but chapter 19 is FINALLY up omfg its a beast, i didn't want to cut it into 2 chapters, so enjoy like i think nearly 20k of just....fun :D
read here
Some days almost feel normal.
But trust has a way of revealing its true shape when you least expect it.
NCT JNJM | BOTH SIDES Jacket Shoot Behind the Scenes
because i can, little spoiler (that still is being tweaked ngl) for chapter 19 heheheh
The words didn’t settle in any clean or contained way. They didn’t land and break apart into something sharp or immediate, something Jaemin could react to and push back against. Instead, they spread—slow, suffocating, invasive—threading themselves through everything that had already been said, everything that had already happened, until there was no part of this moment left untouched by them. It wasn’t just what Jeno was admitting now. It was what it meant for everything that had come before, every look, every touch, every moment Jaemin had thought he understood.
Jeno could feel it shifting in real time, and for the first time since this had started, he didn’t know how to stop it.
“I wasn’t supposed to—” he started, the words catching in his throat before they could take proper shape, because even now he was trying to make it sound smaller than it was, trying to contain something that had already gone too far. He dragged a hand back through his damp hair, breath uneven, chest tight in a way that felt foreign, wrong, like his own body was no longer responding the way it should. “That wasn’t the point,” he forced out, trying again, trying to anchor it in something that sounded controlled, something that didn’t immediately collapse under its own weight. “When you got here—it was about understanding you. That’s all it was supposed to be.”
Jaemin didn’t interrupt him.
He didn’t move at all.
But the stillness wasn’t empty. It wasn’t passive. It was focused in a way that made it worse, like he was taking everything Jeno said and fitting it carefully into something that was already forming, something that didn’t need to be rushed because it was already too close to finished.
“You weren’t the first case they couldn’t explain,” Jeno continued, his voice lowering despite the urgency still threaded through it, because the memory itself demanded something steadier, something more deliberate. “What happened in the village—before the academy—they couldn’t make it make sense. The damage didn’t behave the way it should have. The residue didn’t dissipate. It lingered. It clung to everything.”
That— that landed.
Jaemin’s breath hitched before he could stop it.
ive been working and editing chapter 19 the past 3 days omfg BUT I SHOULD HAVE IT UP SOON? MAYBE? HOPEFULLY?
in the meantime, not me trying to deep dive to see how old i actually made jaemin and crew bc i don't remember but im like...98% sure i said 18? 19? GOD
so, fuck it, jaemin being like 18/19 logically makes sense, along with most of that crew, and we are GOING with that and well, if it's wrong...ill deal with that later LOOOOL
now i need to make a note of this so I don't forget it again--
ive been working and editing chapter 19 the past 3 days omfg BUT I SHOULD HAVE IT UP SOON? MAYBE? HOPEFULLY?
in the meantime, not me trying to deep dive to see how old i actually made jaemin and crew bc i don't remember but im like...98% sure i said 18? 19? GOD
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ofc ao3 went down right when I got my shit together and motivated to write—
chapter 19 should hopefully be posted today AND i may also post a one shot ive been working on, bc fuck it, why not.
(i need a distraction from work & life bc everything fucking sucks right now and ive never been so done with life)
seeing nahyuck all over my tl has my brain turning and knowing a soft moment will be coming between them (+renjun) in irbcly 🥺
i want to read a very specific fanfic and i’m so mad that i can’t (it’s sitting in my drafts) (unfinished)
so glad this post is resonating with people bc it’s still resonating with me as i am once again not working on said fanfics that i want to read
so uh.. that little trailer for the nomin unit…listen—
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Snowfall Knows Your Name ❄️🌙
Nomin | Demigod AU | Soft Angst | Winter
The inn has always known how to keep people warm.
Jaemin has spent his life learning how to hold space—for grief, for travellers, for winter itself. When a stranger arrives on the eve of the Solstice, carrying more heat than the season should allow, the quiet balance of the village begins to shift.
Some storms are meant to pass.
Others are meant to stay.
For nights held gently, not hurried.
Read on AO3
if you’d like to support me, you can buy me a kofi here 🤍
just re-reading over the comments I’ve gotten this one-shot and im still in awe at the kind words 🥺 probably one of my fav one-shots I’ve written to date, an can’t wait to post more soon!
id rather be crazy like you 𓂃۶ৎ
♡ live update thread ♡
♡ master post here ♡
AND THE PROLOGUE IS LIVE FOLKS! thanks to you, and getting this post to SEVEN likes, i went ahead and uploaded the prologue!
link here
Just to note really quick - updates for this may not be super quick. I am currently writing my chanbaek fic and i do want to bang out as much as of that as i can! with that being said though, if this gains traction and if i can get 10 kudos & 2 comments on the prologue, i will shift and get the first chapter completed and up! I want a goal that I think could be achievable but yet a bit pushing for a smaller writer like myself!
Also, to add a bit of a backstory to this idea (if anyone is curious): back in, i think, 2018/2019, this original idea was set in strictly aesthetics with BTS and EXO being the main 2 groups I was doing them for! ironically enough, this was more an idea i had while talking with old friends on tumblr back in the day of what themed aesthetics should i do next (i think i just finished some of the disney princess ones). there was, at the time, no correlation to descendants (though, obviously now, I can't say that. I've watched the movies, and some elements may be similar) I then tried my hand at a social media au with Jimin being the main focus, but i ended up putting it on hold to cancel the au all together. I didn't know how to move forward with where I was, so it sort of just crumbled and died ahaha
now, i think then around 2021/2022, i sort of revisted the idea on my own, but with the idea to make aesthetics solely for nct members. this never happened, but the idea did stick with me for years. it was always something i wanted to really, really, really, dabble back into but i was never sure how. Did i write little one shots looped together in one fic with conflicting timelines for that sense of confusion? did I revive the social media au? or do I try something completely different.
so, now in 2025 and getting that boost from the likes on tumblr, here we are. i decided to go with nct dream being the main focus, but exo members will also provide relevance through the story (along with mention of some bts members for the sake of the original plot)! you can always go to my tumblr and look through my masterlist to find the old aesthetics for bts and exo, but i hope within the next few weeks to have updated exo as i see fit AND have nct dream done! In the mean time, enjoy the playlist! drop a kudo, leave a comment / leave a like or comment here on tumblr too! or send me an ask!
till next time! xoxo lexie
02/08/2025
I think I may have gotten too ambitious so I’ve merely made it a 5 kudo goal! I’m going to keep it at 2 comments because I really really want to hear thoughts, but if I hit the kudo mark, I’ll update! I love seeing the traction it got on here too!
WELL BESTIES, CHAPTER 1 IS UP AHAHAHAHAHA
link here
thank you everyone who showed support on here - i didn't quite reach the kudo / comment goal but thats okay - hopefully this chapter I will!
summary |
Na Jaemin embarks on his journey, entering Shadowspire Academy with a tsunami of emotions coursing through him.
well you guys, thanks to smashing the HECK out of the kudo goal AND all the support ive gotten so far on the moodboards, i released chapter 2!
link here
summary:
jaemin wakes the next day and only finds himself questioning just where the hell he allowed himself to get sent
update 2025-02-18
god DAMN in less then 24hrs my kudo goal and comment goal was reached ahahaha expect chapter 3 sometime today then! like actually this is insane - I appreciate all the support on this fic!
and just like that, from yall being absolutely INSANE and reaching my goal, chapter 3 is up!!
link here
summary: jaemin starts to realize that this school is a lot more then meets the eye, and quite frankly, he doesn't know if he's finding himself being thrown off the deep end without warning, or if he was just foolish to assume the best case scenario.
well, yall smashed the like goal once more and now that i finally have a chance to breath, chapter 4 is live and posted!
link here
summary: classes continues, jaemin and jeno finally cross paths, and well...a new nickname suddenly emerges.
and once again, yall hit that goal and i have to reward!
link here
summary:
after a rather...tasteful encounter with the son of Shan Yu, Jaemin is truly wondering what the hell he might be getting himself into at this school.
didn't quite reach the kudo goal, however bless one of the readers for the constant comments on the chapters <3
chapter 6 is live and here!!!
Summary:
jaemin gets trapped in his head...and somehow that leads him to having to prepare for a party? oh boy.
well, kudo goal WAS reached so darlings, chapter 7 is locked, loaded, and LIVE!
and booooy, its a PARTYYY!
link here!
Summary:
jaemin ventures into his first ever party...what could possibly go wrong? or...right? song vibes for the chapter (aka what I had on repeat while writing this beast: cinderella by limi bite me - enhypen 1-800-hot-n-fun - le sserafim
whoops, little behind but we are on chapter 10 now hehehe
link here
summary; jaemin has had some time to settle in, but of course, being left to his own devices is never a good thing. or is it?
okay once again REALLY behind but chapter 12 is up and live!
link here
summary: its clear that jaemin isn't hiding his...troubles, as well as he thinks he is. except, what he fails to realize is that sometimes...it is okay to trust those around you. especially when they truly do want to help.
uuhhhh chapter 13(?) is up and live!!! sorry it took so long!
link here
Summary: lets just say that jaemin is starting to slip...and probably not for the best.
uuhhhh chapter 14 is up and live!!!
link here
Summary: Detention drags Jaemin through whispers, watchful eyes, and the lingering weight of unseen forces. Amid teasing, quiet camaraderie, and subtle sparks of connection, he navigates the fine line between control and chaos—finding, if only briefly, a sense of belonging.
chapter 15 is up and live!!!
link here
Summary:
round 2? what could possibly go wrong
chapter 16 is up and live!!!
link here
Summary:
It's been a long time coming, and Donghyuck fears that they all failed to realize they were caught in the eye of the storm.
the eye of the storm being none other than jaemin himself.
after a long delay (my bad yall), chapter 17 is up and live!
link here
Summary: jaemin will need a hug...eventually.
if you’d like to support me, you can buy me a kofi here 🤍
CHAPTER 18 IS LIVE AFTER HOW LONG--
link here
Summary:
As winter closes in, Jaemin learns how to survive by becoming smaller, softer, easier to hold. While unease spreads among those who care for him, comfort comes from the one place it shouldn’t... and the line between safety and control begins to blur.
