Parlour of memory

Not feeling understood. And if not understood, how is one loved? And then, again, if loved, where is the choice? Love is reciprocated effort and action, so what's the point?

Fortunately for me, i know what i want, what i like, & what i will not tolerate.

let people be exactly who they choose to be. it tells you everything.

Notice how some people behave a certain way even though they know it will hurt you. They just don't care enough. Because they don't feel you in their soul.

I find people’s lack of depth really disappointing

Men who initiate, know what they want, how to communicate and don't waste your time. Those who have the courage and loyalty of a knight and the intention of an emperor. The one's who are transparent, respectful and intentional. Not running from a past. Not hiding from present and future. Protectors that have a soft spot. Only for the one. Men who create with you, for you, for them. Those who have manners, values, passion (not lust) and emotional intelligence. Those that understand true love is not a game of power or anything to be ashamed of, but an artwork demanding two artists to work their hands. An inspiration. My type.

love loudly. protect your peace. read until your eyes grow heavy. learn an instrument. visit a bookstore. buy yourself flowers. learn a language. put yourself first. stay hydrated. watch the sunrise. dance it out. drink more tea. delete your apps. go to a museum. doodle. get a diary. write down everything. educate yourself. people watch. take a walk in nature. listen to jazz. out dress everyone. have faith. have fun. give love.

Put effort into the things/relationships that add to your life. After all, you are your greatest project.