╭ . ۫ ames 𐕣

HI !

⠀ ⠀ ꪆৎ ⠀ ⠀⠀ֺ  hello my names is amy but most people call me ames , i love pink , addison rae , pintrest , sabrina carpenter , polka dots and your typical pop girlie things !

⠀ ▹ •၊၊||၊|။||||၊| i’ve wanted to start writing on tumblr for a while so i’ve finally decided to start ! i’m mostly going to write for rafe cameron but if i ever get requests for others (outer banks characters) i’ll write them too

I’M NOT INLOVE .

bsfrafe x reader

i’m not inlove - 10cc

if you had told 10 year old rafe that he was gonna fall madly in love with you he would’ve thought you were an idiot . he could never fall in love with his bestfriend , sure you were always pretty but so was loads of girls on the island .

it wasn’t until you were both around 15 when rafe started to notice his feelings change , your family had taken a trip to europe and when you came back you were different , not in a drastic way just the sun made your hair lighter and your skin had this summer glow that made rafe think he was starting at the sun instead of you .

as you sat on the beach that night , telling him all about your trip and the moon shining down on the both you whilst the water danced around infront of you , he swore it wasn’t you it was with , it was someone else , someone who had his heart beating too fast and his mind moving at 100mph .

you too spent the rest of the summer together , late nights just laughing at nothing and getting drunk for the first time , he found it hilarious how carefree you both looked after just a few drinks .

it was all perfect till you went back to school , the classes changed and he wasn’t in as many as he would’ve liked but he didn’t let it seem like it bothered him , he was still your bestfriend , you’ve would’ve stilll always hung out with him .

that was until harry , a blonde boy in your math class. your teacher had sat you in between rafe and harry , at first rafe liked harry , he seemed fine but when he started to notice harry trying to hard to make you laugh and complementing you on too many things that’s when he started to feel his emotions shift , he didn’t know why it made him so mad , maybe it was just friendship jealous he tried to make himself believe that but when you and harry started dating he lost it , it felt like his heart would just go dead when he saw you two together , when you would go have lunch with harry instead of rafe . of course you didn’t flat out ignore rafe , you still hung out with him , he was still your bestfriend .

that’s what lead to you inviting rafe to hang out with you and harry . rafe hated the idea , having to watch you be all giggly with your boyfriend? he’d rather swallow a razerblade but he still went , he would’ve taken any opportunity to be with you so that’s how he found himself sat on your couch with you in between the two boys , watching a movie in silence when harry wrapped his arm around you , whispering in your ear , making you laugh rafe just snapped . he threw the blanket off his lap and got up , walking straight out the house without even speaking , you chased after him , concerned quickly .

when you caught up with him in the pathway you grabbed his hand , stopping him from walking any further .

“what? what’s wrong why’d you get up and leave?”

he scoffed “you think i want to watch that? might aswell have fucked him right infront of me.”

your eyebrows furrowed , confusion filling your head as you tried to understand why he was so mad “i’m sorry what? we weren’t doing anything? are you mad at me-“

he cut you off , his voice too calm for the expression across his face “why would i be mad? just don’t want to watch you and… that all night .”

“you’re lying to me.”

“no i’m not.”

“yes you are , you’re pissed off about something and don’t try and lie and say it’s just me and harry tonight , you’re always mad at me now.”

“y/n drop it.”

“whatever , go then . be mad but that’s not fair , you know i wouldn’t want to make you mad”

he didn’t respond , just gave you one last look and walked off , his body disappearing into the night sky .

the moment he got home and into his room he just collapsed onto the bed , a notification ringing through his phone but he didn’t even read it , his eyes focused on his wallpaper , the pictures of you and him now giving him a headache , he just picked up his phone and threw it.

“fuck it i’m not inlove with her.”

god was rafe cameron a terrible liar .

HOW DCC READER X FOOTBALLER RAFE GET BACK TOGETHER

“breaking up is funny , i forget you aren’t mine” - cedar , gracie abrams

it had been a few months since reader and rafe broke up , you knew even before dating him that you weren’t meant to , that it was against the “rules” but since you had met rafe after one of your sessions at training camp during your rookie year , you just couldn’t stay away and nor could he so you kept it a secret from kelly and judy , not needing anyone else to know .

by the end of your rookie year the team had found out and you had been left with an impossible decision , being a dcc or rafe? and your heart wanted nothing more than to be with rafe but it had to end so you could keep your job .

during the off season it was okay without him , the cold nights without him and the way your apartment lost that loving feel left you feeling lonely but it was easier knowing you didn’t have to see him constantly .

when you went back to training camp for your second year as a dcc you had to try and control your emotions , if you seen him you would just walk past him is what you told yourself but it was harder than you imagined .

one night after training you were making your way to your car when suddenly a black car that seemed so familiar stopped a few spots away and unlucky for you , rafe hopped out with his sports bag of his shoulder , his phone to his ear but as he walked and saw you standing at your car he froze , it was the first time he had seen you since the night of the breakup , the night of apologies and tears . he had to fight the urge to run up to you , he knew you weren’t wanting that anymore , well that’s what he thought but god you didn’t want anything more than to run up to him .

all you could do was muster a little wave , half a smile appearing on your face , he just did a half nod at you , walking towards the doors but having to walk past you on the way and for some reason he just stopped as he was walking by you , not looking at you before speaking .

“you trying out again? your gonna be a 2nd year?” he said , talking to you like this was normal , like you were just friends , like you had always been .

“uh yeah i- i loved it last year so i wanted to try again” you replied , your voice weirdly quiet or maybe that was just your mind playing tricks on you .

“well i hope you make it , you were always so captivating on the pitch” he said , giving you a strange smile before walking through the doors.

you just shook your head and got in your car but the whole way home you just couldn’t get him out of your head .

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after the long weeks of training camp the team was finally formed and you made it back for your second year as a dcc which meant more rehearsals but finally getting to perform at matches .

it was the first match of the season , the girls all stood in line with prefect hair and their pompoms shaking as they put on that photogenic smile that had mastered by now .

as you ran out to dance your eyes betrayed you and scanned the whole stadium for rafe but you didn’t see them , in fact you didn’t see any of the cowboys yet .

once the match was in full force you finally spotted rafe , even with his helmet on you could notice him but you looked away , continuing to smile and dance like you were hired to do .

after what felt like years the match was over and the cowboys finally won , you felt someone run up behind you , grabbing you and spinning you around before setting you down.

“you see that? i fucking got the winning touch down bab-“ the voice stopped abruptly, but you knew it was rafe behind that helmet , you could hear it in his voice and the way he spoke to you like nothing ever ended , the half finished “baby” killed you , you could’ve fell right there on the pitch .

rafe pulled his helmet off quickly “i’m sorry y/n- i didn’t mean to , i forgot im so sorry” he spoke quickly , his face full of fear and embarrassment.

“no don’t worry- i saw it , you were great” you replied trying to keep your cool even if you could feel your heart pounding quickly in your chest .

he nodded , looking over to try and spot his coaches and judy and kelly , once he knew he couldn’t see them he spoke again .

“it’s been so weird to miss you- i just you were always around me and i don’t know what im meant to do when your not around , i don’t know where to put my hands or who to call when something happens to me- i hate it , i hate it so fucking much y/n” his eyes scanned over your face , drinking in your features like it was his first time seeing you

“i know- it’s been strange to miss you too , i just don’t want to get in trouble again , rafe. i wont get another shot” you spoke quietly , like you were scared someone would come and shout at you .

“screw them ! if you want me you have me , you have me even if you don’t want me okay? i’m all yours”

“rafe- i just”

“i’ll talk to them , i’ll let you be with me i promise , i’ll do anything to have you be my prize after i win again”

you just looked at him , it was like something out of the cheesy romcoms you found yourself always watching , all you could do was nod and before you could even finish your nod his lips found yours , smiling against your mouth as you heard cheers around you

when he pulled back you both saw the big screen above caught the kiss , the whole stadium was cheering and all rafe could do was laugh .

“guess they can’t take you away from me now.”

DCC READER X DC FOOTBALLER RAFE

(if anyone else has done this concept i apologize and if anyone could lmk ill give creds !! (i have now seen the og rafecameronssl4t so creds to them !!) + creds to @rafeslvbug for the layout of this !!)

back to the basics !

rafes basics :

everything physical :

height : rafes around 6,4 , he definitely taller than you and loves it

build : around 210lbs , admirable build and biceps that could make any woman fall to her knees

age : rafes around 24 in this

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his looks :

tattoos : he loves tattoos , he has them covering his arms and some on his back , a few scattered around other places aswell

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personality :

he’s not a soft guy around his team mates , very competitive and sees this as a job , not “fun with friends” but he’ll have fun at training or when they go out for drinks he’ll loosen up

although around you rafe just switches , even if he doesn’t mean to a smile just appears on his face when he’s with you no matter how hard he tries to hide it he just can’t .

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readers basics !! :

everything physical :

height : 5,5 to 5,7 depending on the shoes she wears , although she is smaller than rafe so he loves its

build : slim figure , gorgeous calves , it’s like her body was made perfectly for that dcc uniform

age : probably around 22-23 , in her 3rd year as a dcc

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her looks :

tattoos : she has two tattoos , a little R behind her right ear and a hidden tattoo of her favourite lyric on her foot

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personality :

she’s very bubbly at training camp and rehearsal , she loves to make the new rookies feel welcome and become very quickly liked by the staff especially judy

with rafes she’s the same , just like a ray of sunshine , always happy and she gets little hyper moments around rafe which he finds hilarious !