fuck capitalism,, ima get happy with my life

I hate posts that are like "someone less talented than you is doing what you want to do because they aren't scared" of course they ain't scared of shit they're nepotism babies — they got the name, the ressources and the money.

I think I got rejected from my dream internship yesterday :( I was so sad and depressed, I literally couldn’t do anything. Spent the entire day thinking about all the shit that I went through, and if it was really all worth it. Like I don’t know. Would I have been better qualified, more knoweldgable and skilled, if I didn’t have to go through so much shit with my family and community? Like I see my peers, who have actually not had people pulling them down and telling them they belong in the kitchen and below men, and they’re doing well! Would I have had the same chance at life as them if I had a similar background? Would I? or is failure inherent in myself?

okay this post is no longer relevant because I got myself a new better dream internship, and I got accepted so yolo now

bro not to start again on names but u ever think abt how some names have been used for centuries, millenniums even…like how many times has the earth heard a mother calling, ‘alexander!’…how many times have the stars caught a lover whispering, ‘freyja’…how many times has the ground we’ve walked on and continue to walk on felt vibrations of a friend excitedly yelling, ‘mary!’

@spiritspodcast

one day you’ll wake up at 9:30am on a Sunday w the love of ur life and you’ll make some coffee and pancakes and it’ll all be alright