A young girl who became suicidal

Join the club??

I'm so sick I just wanna feel better. I wanted to have a good weekend. I got a test this Friday now.

It pisses me off so much because it's YOUR OWN FAULT stop guilt tripping people and crying about it and making everything bigger than it is.

My throat hurts. I'm so tired of it.

I wanna look that way

My throat hurts and I'm so sick

Well, that went good, I guess. I got diagnosed with bipolar disorder, so that's a strange feeling. I don't know how I feel right now. She basically said there's no more medications to help and that makes me sad. I knew all of this but hearing it kinda broke my heart.

I'm joining my psychiatrist meeting soon, and it starts on about 10 or 15 minutes, and I'm so anxious. It's an hour long assessment. But after this, I'm like done with stuff until the weekend, so I'm gonna rest a bit more than clean later. Don't wanna mess up my sleep schedule, so I wanna get up early still, but I genuinely feel so sick, so I kinda wanna just rest a bit. I've had a lot going on and a lot to process lately. Hopefully, this is it for a bit. I need to do more and do better. I don't know.

Someone will leave me on read then complain that they have no one. Yeah okay. Imagine how I feel.

Goodnight

Like yeah okay

I'll never be that way

Cleaned up the house, did some laundry, and now headed to bed. I don't know how I'm feeling. Appointment tomorrow. I'm taking my meds. Goodnight. Thank you for everything, God ❤️