austin butler fanclub (unofficial)

リンネ / Rinne 【Nekomura Iroha SV】

Don't worry it's not rude.

I wasn't harassed or anything. Short answer is I just took it down because I felt bad about it lol

Long answer, I had spent a considerable amount of time working on the video for it, and had a lot of expectations regarding the reception to it built up when I uploaded it. Not sure if it was timing, algorithm, quality, it not being Len, or what, but in my mind it basically bombed, even by my channel's standards.

I don't remember if anything in particular was happening in my life at the time to make me feel more moody or stressed, but having spent so much time working on it and hyping myself up over it just to see it "flop", I felt very humiliated, so I took it down.

I've mulled over putting it back up, but at this point, it felt more embarrassing to crawl back in with it and try again. I also figured so few people saw/acknowledged it that it didn't matter either way.

Cyber Thunder Cider 【Ryo】