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This is it. I have no idea what it's going to be like out there.
N-not that I'm scared or anything. It's exciting, really. Anything could happen.
This is all a very dramatic way of me saying, hi everyone! Everest here (but also, not?), and also, this is my goodbye to you all and this blog. Thank you for everything, and we will hopefully see you in the future <3
...Though, if you *do* want to hear more of why and stuff, it will be under the cut. Fair warning: it's long and also extremely dramatic
It's been seven months since my collective's syscovery and maybe two months since I, the person writing this message, a chaotic Tumblr gremlin who would randomly start the dumbest jokes for no reason and the resident skeptunist enjoyer, stopped feeling like "Everest Gale". What a strange thing to realize, right? To suddenly not relate to the identity that you have so carefully curated and that you have been cherishing so deeply for months and months. But on the other, it makes sense, doesn't it? It's an identity that belonged to someone *we* collectively thought of as "me". Of course as more and more of my headmates have begun to establish themselves as their own people, the less and less sense "Everest Gale" made for *me*.
I was in denial for a while. The exact reasons as to why are a little too personal to be shared publicly, but long story short, it was a combination of some insecurities, some struggles and doubt, and some people - or rather, a certain person - exacerbating my feelings that I *had to* cling to this identity of "Everest Gale", to do otherwise would be to betray people. And yet, all I've been doing this whole time was betraying *myself*.
I'm sure you all have noticed how little this blog has been getting used since our syscovery. And part of the issue was personal issues stacking on top of each other, sure, but another part of it was that it felt *awkward* to do that. The more time went on, the more it felt like a "performance", a show that I wanted to put on, rather than something that came directly from my heart like it had happened in the past. And in hindsight, it makes sense. This is *my* blog, so our headmates felt awkward using it, and yet now it also belongs to someone I no longer am. It feels weird to use when there is this image people have of who "Everest Gale" is, it feels weird to use when everything feels out of place, and it feels weird to use when *I am* not "Everest Gale" anymore. And so, as much as it kind of sucks for me to say, I think I have to let this blog go, along with everything "Everest Gale" related. And this is my goodbye.
...It's very bittersweet for me. I am parting ways with something that once meant so much to me. And in a way, it still does mean so much to me. "Everest Gale" made a lot of mistakes, some of which still haunt me to this day, and yet I can't help but be grateful for the version of us that got us where we are today. "Everest Gale" is how I forced myself to "put myself out there". "Everest Gale" is how I was able to find my joy, my voice and even reach people, when I had so much doubt, in a very confusing time of our life. And "Everest Gale" is how I found some of my closest, dearest friends, the support group that has helped us get through some very rough patches of our life, and who we could support back, the very people who are our foundation for us to finally be able to stand up tall and *breathe*.
Also nothing is getting deleted, for the record. And in fact, I will probably still use this account "for now" to lurk on my friends' blogs from time to time, but there will not be any new posts or reblogs here. It's just going to be an archive, a memoir of someone we used to be not too long ago.
And? What happens next? Who knows, really. Perhaps, when we are ready to make art and post on social media again, we will return to Tumblr and even StP Tumblr, just with a new blog and a new name. Perhaps, we will find a new fandom for us to bunker in and make stuff for. Perhaps, we will finally try making our own original stuff. I don't know, none of us do! Just like the Slay the Princess quote I pulled to start this post with, I'm excited to see where life takes us. Where we might go, what might we find, who might we meet, and what we might make, now that we are no longer shackling ourselves to an identity that doesn’t make sense anymore, now that we know we are *we* and can say so with pride.
Perhaps when that time comes, I will make one more post here, letting people know that we have a new blog. Or maybe we won't, and we will just let people discover ourselves naturally. I can't make any promises right now. "We will see" is the only real answer I have here.
But in any case, thanks for sticking around everyone! Perhaps we will see you all again in the future. But for now, take care everyone, and hope you have a wonderful time <3
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In that same vein as another ask you got awhile ago (just saw it on my dash now lol) but would you share some of your Jet thoughts?💚
Oh man I LOVE talking about Jet. Here’s a lil breakdown of some of my favorite talking points on him.
- I believe it’s heavily insinuated Jet is descended from Babylonian royalty. His father’s legacy, his assumption of leadership despite being considerably younger than Wave and Storm and how they automatically respect and listen to him, his determination to return to Babylon not exclusively for treasure but because it’s “theirs,” all points to hints of a royal heritage to me.
- Jet is Sonic’s purest rival, in the sense that their rivalry is based on an untouchable desire to compete against each other at their best. And regardless if they hate or love each other, that dynamic will never change. They don’t ever stop becoming rivals by becoming friendlier.
- Jet respects Sonic more than the fandom will admit, and Sonic respects him. After the first game concludes, there is no reason to think they dislike one another anymore. When Jet conceded his loss fairly to Sonic in the end and tried to hand over the key to Babylon garden, the ONE THING Jet wanted more than anything, Sonic recognized that he didn’t need or want this treasure, it didn’t belong to him whether he won in fairly in a race or not. So he gave it back, and Jet couldn’t understand why Sonic would do that. Simply put, a relationship of respect had been built between them, cemented in that moment. You especially see how this changed their dynamic in the following game Zero Gravity—their rivalry is still relevant, but is much more based around racing for a common goal rather than trying to tear the other down.
- Once AGAIN when Sonic wins the Arks of the Cosmos, he’s happy to return all of them to Jet. This annoys Jet at first thinking Sonic is running away from their rivalry by giving up his prize, something Sonic once again recognizes that Jet cares much more about than he does, but Sonic simply grins at him and tells him “Who do you think I am? I’ll see you at the Grand Prix.” Once more solidifying that he isn’t in this to take anything away from Jet, but for the love of racing him, and that it won’t stop just because they don’t have a “need” for it anymore. This is why I say they have the purest rivalry in the series, in my opinion.
- There is a funny parallel between Jet and Amy in the games. I don’t know if this was intentional, but it’s definitely there! Jet and Amy are juxtaposed in a few shots where it’s implied Sonic’s attentions are split. Jet also dislikes that Amy in any way distracts Sonic from him, and holds some hostility toward her for it. In zero gravity, the scene where Amy clings onto him and says “I finally found you” the shot is cut to Jet in hiding just overhead, who has also been chasing after Sonic. He and Sonic are looking for the same thing, but Jet also becomes pretty distracted even from his own goals when Sonic is in the picture. I just thought this was funny.
- Jet is canonically superstitious and believes in shooting star wishes. He also has canonically never seen Super Sonic. Pair that with the fact that Super Sonic can be mistaken for a shooting star in the distance (Sonic X), and I think there’s a really delicious opportunity there. Jet wishing on a shooting star to see Babylon again, and his wish inexplicably comes true; not because he wished on a star, but because Sonic is a dream maker. Also, Sonic’s hero story in Zero Gravity is literally called “Shooting Star Mission.” Much to think about.
- Jet abandoned his own dream of returning to Babylon Garden because of Sonic. At the end of Zero Gravity, Babylon is left hanging in orbit around the earth, risen from the depths of the sand. Wave asks Jet if he’s really okay with that, with never going back again after he’d made it his very purpose for years. Jet is okay with this, stating that as much as he’d miss the vastness of space, “this world still had its charm.” When he smiles, the very next scene is cut to Sonic. What did Jet do after saying that? He hopped on his board and went searching for Sonic once again, the new more interesting thing tying him to the earth, his new purpose—pursuing his only fulfilling rivalry that gives him reason to continue what he loves most, which is riding extreme gear. Hunting for treasure is how he survives, but it’s not a reason to push himself to his limits, that’s what Sonic provides.
I genuinely love Jet so much as a character. To be honest, I’m not fond of the characterization that depicts him as bitter, a loser, irrelevant as a rival, or a “cuck” to Shadow. Jet exists and stands on his own with his own unique relationship to him and that shouldn’t be compared to other dynamics imo. I encourage everyone who doesn’t know much about Jet to go watch the cutscene movies for Riders and ZG on YouTube! The games have really really fun and good stories despite being just racing games. Their story mode gives you so much interesting lore and character work to dive into and enjoy. For example: did yall know the Babylon Rogues are biologically part alien? 💚
Oh yeah, if you guys like sonjet and this kind of dynamic, I have a playlist for you: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3be2yLYQXwuoc9g05gbiS8?si=KnSy0h-uRnSo-Awmv6H6mQ&pi=FnwDHSeGTBCJC
My country got hit by an earthquake in the state my mother was staying, she is alive after being incommunicated for 24 hours but scared and lost our apartment there
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watching twilight and I keep making myself laugh imagining if it was just alucard or any other vampire instead of Edward. POV nausferatu goes to ur school
stuff with my stp voice designs :) i can't upload the actual ref sheets because they're not the right file type, so you can view them on my artfight, ig?? ;w;
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