i literally just want to scream. i'm just so sick of ALWAYS being the one to consider everybody else's feelings and always trying to change MYSELF and what i like and what i wanna do to fit what everybody else wants like i ACTUALLY want to [redacted] bc i'm so tired of it it's fucking exhausting and the fact that NOBODY understands and nobody sees it NOT EVEN THE PEOPLE THAT ARE SUPPOSED TO BE CLOSEST TO ME like at the end of the day its true you LITERALLY only have yourself.................................















