I Want To Bleed.

Thinking about George and Annie I want to kiss them so much

Ever feel like you’re in heat? Is this ovulation? No. I’m in heat

Sometimes I miss you so much it makes me sick to my fucking stomach. I feel so alone

Slowly getting back to normal, kinda, I hate being on so many meds they make me fucking miserable but at least I have a concert to go to!

Why are you so fucking cold to me when youre drunk? Makes me so sad

I hate my meds

Missing Thorin so unbelievably bad right now

High off my ass thinking about kissing cute boys or my big brother 💕🍃

I feel so sick and alone

Literally been looking forward to the baseball game for a month and now it’s canceled what a day

I’m so fucking tired. Why are people so fucking shitty, pushing me to the point of stressing so bad I bleed again, and no one ever fucking cares. None of my friends care enough to reach out except for my online ones and Mateo, everyone else’s forgets I fuckinh exist. Makes me so unbelievably suicidal. Back to my self harming. What a good fucking life so happy rn.

Thinking about bending her over anywhere and just being inside her, such a pretty lady

I love my king more than life. But I will never forget how badly they broke my heart.

I fucking hate you so much you fake two faced bitch

Shoutout to Lou for attentively listening to me yap about blue October and Justin’s book for 45 fucking minutes straight. I’m so sorry dude. Gotta turn you into a fan

I feel so unmotivated and shitty. I’m so tired of not being able to eat good food and having a headache every single fucking day, gonna crawl into bed and rot forever