Physicist-wannabe

I’ve been asked a few times how I make my lecture notes so I thought I’d make a post about it.

First thing’s first: I use OneNote on the surface Pro! I absolutely love it - it is great for organisation - and I organise subjects into sections like this:

On the first page of each section, I have a list of learning objectives for that module, and then I make a page for each learning objective, and it ends up looking a bit like this (here is an example from my Genitourinary section) I’ve highlighted and arrowed some examples

So - for each lecture I have a template which covers most of the core aspects of a disease (aetiology, patho, epidemiology, treatment etc) and as the lecturer talks I make notes in the relevant paragraphs - I did this because my lecture notes used to just look like bodies of nonsensical text which I had to spend time organising and prioritising - my template for lecture notes looks like this:

And then when I get home, usually a few weeks after the lecture (It’s better to do it straight away but I struggle with doing that, so i normally do it in my revision) I tidy up all the notes, add  colours and pictures so that the finished product looks like this:

Those are my Huntington’s disease notes that I made today as an example.

Despite it all, Mila is definitely Yuri’s family during the times where he cannot go home to his grandpa. 

She’s the one who drops in on him with takeout on the days she knows he’s too tired from practice to eat. 

She’s the one who ices his wounds and buys him aspirin

She’s the one who buys him cool souvenirs when she travels places for photoshoots/interviews or competitions

Although Yuri finds Mila’s teasing annoying, he misses it when she is away and tries to hide how excited he is when she comes back

Mila is one of the few people Yuri feels comfortable talking about his personal issues with because she has been a constant in his life and he trusts her.

They know everything about each other and each go to the other for advice. They’re also painfully honest with one another and they’ll speak the truth to one another even if it is hard. 

Mila was the first person who encouraged Yuri to grow out his hair because she thought it would look beautiful.

Mila tries to go to all of Yuri’s competitions. When she really can’t make it, she’ll open a beer, sit where the wifi signal is the strongest, open her laptop and cheer embarrassingly loud for Yuri.

Yuri trashes Mila a lot but will fight anyone who speaks badly of Mila. She’s his older sister only HE can complain about. 

Yuri is skeptical of all of Mila’s love interests because he’s scared that they’ll break her heart. 

Scrubbed through all four times Yuuri’s performed his Free Skate to see if I could get an idea of what the whole thing looked like!

I was mostly successful, I think.

I do not own any content in this video.

Music used is Yuri On Ice -  Umebayashi Taro 梅林 太郎 Footage used is from Episodes 5, 7, 9, and 12 of Yuri!!! on ICE (2016)

Here is my magnum opus. I have spent hours creating it, and it goes into many different topics. Without further ado, History of the Yuri on Ice fandom.

On Mar 26, 2016 the first official Yuri on Ice preview is posted to avex pictures

It’s reported in this article that the Tuesday around March 26th (The 22nd of March I believe) The yuri on ice offical website was opened, as well as the first tidbits of information

The preview is fairly well received. I remember the comments having a surprising amount of russian in them, and I found it off a tumblr link. My first impression was, “Woah, this looks really pretty.” I hyped it up to all my friends based on the animation, and that was it. I didn’t see it as something more than Cheer Danshi, or Days that were prospective “Yaoi-bait” anime for me, and I thought it was nice that there was no shown fanservice at the time.

On April fifth, @yaoionice was created, one of the first blogs to pop up for yuri on ice, and on August 29th @fyeahyurionice one of the more prominent first blogs was created. 

And on August 21st (Or the 22nd, depending on timezones and such) the first longer preview was posted, but has since been made private. This created the first real wave of attention

Also on the 21st, the first supporting cast members are added

August 26th, the first recorded prominent post that I could find by @karmallika claims the iconic ship “Vikturi” 

and… the first fanarts come in. The first one I have seen so far on record is from August 22th, done by @italiano-biscotti and is the one of Victor skating at the bottom

August 30th, TalkingIsJustAWasteOfBreath uploads the first fanfiction in the archive, which is a crossover.

On September 5th, even more characters are added and Wataru Hatano is confirmed to be singing the ending theme song

September 11th, @seiyuuslittleforest makes this post, which gets a little over 6,000 notes and builds more hype for the show. People theorize why exactly it barely passed the censorship law

September 14th, the official Yuri on Ice twitter uploads this tweet. It basically solidifies the homoeroticness of the show, and builds an even higher hype based around the gayness shown

On September 21st, the preview is re-uploded (I have no idea why it was privated in the first place) and creates another splash of GIFS, art, ect.

FINALLY, LETS GET TO THE FANDOM. 

Episode 1:

Oh boy. This one was a tizzy. The fandom seemed relatively fine most of the episode, but there are two major bits that caused a stir. Yuuko was pretty much a meme (pretty hilarious) about how it seemed Yuuri was going to confess to her about his crush but her daughters popped up. Lmao. And the most important part, the end. Victor’s ass. This was basically hell for people who wanted to GIF the show but keep their blog sfw, and also gained the title “Gayer than Free!” people loved that ass. The preview for the next episode also showed an EVEN MORE homoerotic scene

It was around this time people realized this was a decent show and contender for anime of the year, with people such as Chibi Reviews who passed it off as nothing earlier, taking an interest. I can’t remember exactly how long it trended on tumblr, but it was for around FOUR FUCKING DAYS, so it drew in a lot of people. People also praised the instagram ending for being modern. On October 6th, the first big NSFW post is made by someone (I don’t know if they want themselves to be known here for drawing porn) and gets 6,300 notes

Episodes 2-3:

Yuuko and Yurio: For some reason a few people thought they had crushed on each other, despite Yuuko being 9 years older than him and being married and having 3 kids. People justified this with Yuuko being Yurio’s mother figure since it was hinted at he had an absent mother

Episode 3 lip touch scene: This was in the previews, and one of the most hyped up and gayest moments in the whole show. People flipped.

“Yuuri! Lets sleep together”: Quote by Victor, easily taken out of context by fandom. After this, the fandom notes he cried when Yuuri turned him down

Yuuri’s posters: People talked about wanting to see Victor walk in on Yuuri’s photos of Victor. The fandom notices Yuuri leaves a photo of Victor behind even when he cleans up all the posters frantically

Yurio Discourse: Russian fandom takes offense to Yuri being abbreviated to Yurio. I’m not Russian so I can’t comment on this, but it did happen

Fatshaming: People get angry at Victor for calling Yuuri a pig. Athletes try to defend this saying that he physically cannot skate competitively while overweight

Evgenia Medvedeva: October 12th, she tweets about Yuri on Ice for the (first?) time. Fandom picks up on it in multiple posts. People consider her as the fandom queen for making posts every time a new episode comes out

History Maker: People fucking love History Maker. A lot.

Whistle: Episode 3, Yuuri whistles at Victor during his performance, which causes quite the reaction

Playboy: Lots of the fandom are happy when Yuuri chooses to be the seducer because it fits him more, proving he can find strength in being someone who isn’t just a playboy and not fitting to the norms. They also praise his choice of costume for its feminity

Episodes 4 through 5:

Love confession: At the end of Episode 5, the confession is seen as one of love to Victor

Tie: It becomes a meme that faces with a love confession from Yuuri, the only thing Victor thinks about is his ugly tie

Language barriers: People theorize that maybe Victor didn’t react as well to Yuuri’s confession because he doesn’t understand Japanese and they speak in English to each other. This is later confirmed.

Man Praying: When Yuuri and Victor get “intimate” in the hotspring, an old man is seen praying while looking at them. The fandom sees this and realizes that’s basically them watching it

Boyfriend: Victor asks if Yuuri wants him to be his boyfriend. Yuuri suspiciously leaps into the air and yells almost frantically “No No No”. This is seen as a push towards non-queerbaiting because Victor says he’s fine with dating another man

Hair bop: For some reason in Episode 4, Yuuri bops Victor’s hair. Of course, the fandom can’t not analyze literally everything, and take this as a sign Victor’s literally dying

Minami: People compare him a chicken nugget or McDonalds because of his hair and costumes color scheme

Episode 6:

Christophe: He comes on the ice. First off, what the fuck, and second off the fandom literally hates him for this, the primary reason being he made a lot of people uncomfortable. He also shakes his ass a lot. Plenty of memes are made from this.

Georgi: Fandom makes tons of memes about his outrageous eyeshadow. People can’t decide if he’s a “nice guy” that needs to move on or is just deeply in love

Victor getting drunk: Victor gets extremely drink and begins to strip. Fandom notices he wears black panties as he throws them on Guang-Hong Ji. Victor is hanging onto Yuuri naked

Proud dads: Victor and Yuuri show great happiness in Yuri’s success, leaving many fans with the headcannon that Victor and Yuuri are Yuri’s proud dads

Episode 7: THE LEGENDARY KISS. Victuri is confirmed canon in a kiss!

Victor offering to kiss Yuuri: Victor seeing Yuuri upset has no idea how to deal with it. So, he offers to kiss Yuuri, which Yuuri says no to, just wanting Victor to believe in him

Censorship: In the kiss, an arm is obstructing the lips. People go to blame Japanese tv censorship, which is actually not to blame

Further confirmation: Creator compares the episode which Victor and Yuuri kiss to another episode of a show where two characters also shared their first kiss giving further confirmation

Episode 8:

Not much happens until the end.

Makkachin: Yuuri is called and told that Victor’s dog Makkachin choked on some steamed buns and may die. Yuuri selflessly tells Victor to go back and see Makkachin for what may be the last time

Makkachoke: Pretty self-explanatory meme about Makkachin choking. lol. 

Makkachin reaction: People are pretty upset over this in the fandom. The episode wasn’t very fluffy, and people begin trying to defend Makkachin and explain why he’ll survive. Art is made for Makkachin. People fucking love Makkachin.

Episode 7 vs. Episode 8: People make memes about how episode 7 saved them and episode 8 destroyed them due to the angst

Episode 9:

Yuuri hugging everyone: Yuuri is drained without Victor, so he at the end just runs up and hugs everyone

Airport scene: This scene made me and many others cry. Victor and Yuuri embrace at the airport after spending a day separated. They talk about their future, and one particular comment makes Victor kiss Yuuri’s ring finger and comment that it was almost like a proposal

Victor leaving: Victor has to go back to Russia to see his dog, leaving Yuuri stranded with Yakov for most of the episode

Ring or Medal: The previews show Yuuri and Victor in front of a church looking down. The phrase gold and round are also said, making it seem like a ring. But, most people pass this off as an impossible joke, and settle on it being a medal. Others, not so much. Thus begins the Ring or Medal war, packed with theories

Episode 10:

Proposal: In this episode, Yuuri purchases rings and he and Victor exchange them in front of a church with a choir. Later, Victor confirms they’re wedding rings. The whole fandom flips their shit because never before have a gay couple ever gotten engaged in anime.

Otayuri: Otabek and Yuri share a tender moment on the roof of a building after Otabek saves him from Yuri’s obsessive fans. Thus, Otayuri becomes the fandoms second most shipped ship, despite the controversy around Yuri being 15 and Otabek 18

Phichit: When Phichit sees Victor and Yuuri’s matching rings, he thinks they’ve gotten married and shouts it out to the restaurant, to the pleasure of the fandom

Pole-dancing: It’s revealed in the episode that Yuuri got drunk last year at the banquet and pole danced with Christophe 

Plot twist: At the end of Episode 10, it’s revealed at the same banquet last year Yuuri asked Victor to be his coach. This completely changes many things, including snide comments from Victor previously unnoticed that now make sense

Wedding ring discourse: Fandom members overanalyzing the receipt of the ring(s) Yuuri bought, trying to decide if it was one ring, two rings, a wedding ring, and how much it cost based on a piece of blurry paper in an animation

Episode 11:

End this: At the end of episode 11, Yuuri says “After the final, let’s end this” Everybody freaks out, thinking of the worst. What’s going to end?

Angst: Fandom members make jokes on how angsty the episode was, and how it had this weird sad vibe the whole time, courtesy of Victor being extremely reminiscent. Like episode 7 vs episode 8, people compare the happiness of episode 10 to episode 11

JJ flopping: JJ completely messes up his performance, but he tries hard and everyone cheers him on. Because of this, many fandom members cry during this scene and JJ previously hated on starts being liked

Breakup theories: People theorize the angstiest stuff, thinking “Lets end this” means Yuuri wanting to break off his entire relationship with Victor rather than retirement

Episode 12:

Pair-Skate: It was revealed on a track that Stammi Vincino had a duet version, so many people had anticipated the pair skate. It’s a gorgeous scene with Yuuri bathed in blue light and Victor in purple

Retirement: Victor announces he’s coming back, and Yuuri says he also is after loosing to Yuri and wanting to win a gold medal before he retires

Wedding: People had also theorized a wedding would happen if Yuuri won gold. Yuuri did not win gold, therefore no wedding occurred

Yurio winning: When Yuri won, it was a surprise to many. People thought Yuuri would win, but Yuri won by only a matter of .12 points. Mixed reactions came from this, some accusing the studio of changing the result for a second season, which the creator denied

See you next level: At the end of Season 1, the title card “See you next level” is flashed. People theorize this is the announcement for a second season.

Victor Theories:

And here it begins. Around this time, people begin theorizing Victor is using Yuuri in the way he doesn’t smile when he hugs him or even theorizing Victor is dying based off of a “was” statement at the end of episode 1. These theories were taken seriously by some, and laughed off by others. I THINK WE CAN ALL AGREE BY NOW THEY WERE ALL COMPLETE BULLSHIT

Mistranslations:

Multiple times “lover” is corrected to boyfriend, and in many episodes words are chopped so badly they fuck up EXTREMELY important scenes, that literally warp Yuuri saying that his love for Victor is indescribable to “It’s not a romantic love” which is dumb because it left more room for people to pass it off as queerbait.

Yurio:

Headcannons are mostly about him being an angsty teen and liking trashy animal print and heavy metal. Also about him calling skates “knife shoes” and him being disgusted by Yuuri and Victor’s PDA. Also referred to as being Victor and Yuuri’s adopted son

Queerbait:

Until episode 7, wild accusations of queerbait are going around, with people comparing it to Free! and being angry about it. People in the fandom defend this saying not all the episodes have aired yet and that queerbait is a western term.

Nanithefak:

Known for their over the top reactions to yuri on ice, gaining thousands of views on her instagram. The most famous reactor who screams way more who they should. Extremely well known around the fandom and had around 60k instragram followers

Yuri on Ice Dub:

Yuri on Ice dub is well… not exactly received nicely. People immediately start comparing Victors accent to Gru, even editing over audio from despicable me or photoshopping Gru’s face onto Victor. It’s constantly made fun of, and is basically a joke. It does (at least to me) improve in later episodes. A post with a compilation of funny things said in the dub reaches 100,000 notes.

Crunchyroll Anime Awards:

Yuri on ice won 7/14 of the Crunchyroll anime awards, to people’s outrage. Because of this, massive amounts of hate were directed to Yuri on Ice, because apparently some people don’t understand the word “popular votes” Many of the fandom became angry and defensive by this, and rightfully so as the hate started being directed towards fujoshi’s and female fans, saying they shouldn’t be allowed to vote

IRL Figure Skating:

It started becoming a bit of a problem when Yuri on Ice fans started comparing anime characters to actual skaters, going as far as spamming their comments and changing their wikipedia pages. This has led to some figure skating fans hating yuri on ice fans

DVD/Blu-Ray:

Yuri on Ice, to the surprise of some and not to others, sold 50,000 Blu-ray/DVD copies in it’s first week. As of January 22nd, 2016 it has sold 66,000 Blu-ray/DVD volumes, an extremely high number

Phichit:

Phichit has become sort of a meme for his face, which has been photoshopped onto shocking photos. He is also known around the fandom as a Victor and Yuuri shipper.

Cafe Discourse:

Small amount of discourse, but something that should have been bigger. Korean fans started accusing the Yuri on Ice cafe of racism after having the South Korean character Seung-gil Lee be represented by a soup rather than something more filling. Japan and Korea have a long history of hatred, and I wouldn’t be surprised if these accusations had some merit

Sara/Michele Discourse:

So um.. there’s some pretty major incest vibes between these two, especially coming from Michele who seems dependent on Sara and goes as far to say he loves her. It’s pretty weird and most of the fandom agrees on that

Name Discourse:

Victor vs Viktor. Yuuri vs Yuri. Yurio vs Yuri. Victuuri vs Viktuuri vs Victuri vs Vikturi. Sala vs Sara. Nobody can seem to decide on how to spell any of the names

LGBTQ+ Representation: 

Yuri on Ice has been called by many in the LGBTQ+ community a good representation, taking the examples from yaoi and how they are usually heteronormative, sexualized, and stereotype LGBTQ+ characters. Even in non-yaoi, LGBTQ+ characters can be villains, be killed off, or face homophobia. There’s none of that in Yuri on Ice, the creator Kubo literally taking to twitter to say that in her universe there’s no hate

Figure skaters:

Many figure skaters, including Johnny Weir, Evgenia Medvedeva, Dennis Ten, and more have come out saying that they have watched and love Yuri on Ice. They tweet about it, and some find similarities between them and the characters. Johnny Weir especially as a former openly gay figure skater has done interviews about it.

Crashing Websites:

Episode 12 actually managed to crash many streaming sites, including Gogoanime, Kissanime, and Crunchyroll. People also suspect Tumblr was crashed from this

Chris’s Mysterious Boyfriend:

Christophe has a mysterious person, who the fandom have concluded as his boyfriend. He shows up at his house, and comforts him at the kiss and cry. Chris is shown to be extremely gay, so the theory is plausible.

Yaoi on Ice:

When it was revealed that Yuri on Ice was not about lesbians and instead gay men, some people were outraged. Others created this extremely cringe and overused joke that should only be used ironically by now.

Edit: Love on Ice:

My favourite Viktor moments are when he is an adorable idiot.

I love exploring Viktor’s character because despite being the most senior character among the skaters and being seen as the one to chase and look up to, this boy truly does a lot of stupid things. To be fair, 27 is still quite young. It’s a shitty age when everyone plus their dog seems to think you know what you are doing except you. I can tell you all the weird decisions and unnecessary drama people have and get into at 27, but then this post will never end.

Now, we know about the whole banquet fiasco and the whole impulsively flying to Japan arms open, dick out thing, not to mention the whole car park “let’s shatter his heart” shenanigans, but I also have these screencaps stewing for maybe a month in my phone because I remember I was rewatching the show and these just made me go, “Oh, Viktor.”

Okay, so we know Hot Springs on Ice all started with Viktor’s idea…

…to which Yurio gamely accepts the challenge and issues his own (while Yuuri adorably panics in the background like the puppy he is)…

…which Viktor also accepts.

Look at him all excited.

Here, though, is where Viktor gets himself in trouble:

He’s been riling Yurio up the entire morning that the kid just up and threw a tantrum and demanded this prize. But then, no problem, since it’s not like Viktor had to accept or anything–

Yuuri’s face when Viktor agreed, though.

*sigh* Same, Yuuri. Same.

It seems that it’s not until later that Viktor realises the trouble he put himself in. At this point, we didn’t know yet just how invested Viktor was in Yuuri Katsuki (i.e., very invested and nursing a weird kind of crush, probably) and how important it is that he doesn’t coach just anyone, but Yuuri Katsuki only. How ever good Yuuri could potentially be, however, there was still a big chance that he could actually lose to Yurio. Yuuri sometimes choked during competition. Yurio, on the other hand, was the juniors gold medallist. There was a very real possibility that Yurio would win and Viktor to have to go back to Russia.

Having realised this, Viktor then began to sport this face:

This is Viktor during Yurio’s performance:

At this point, Viktor didn’t know yet that Yuuri had a breakthrough on his Eros performance. As far as he knew, Yurio was the one who found his Agape. While Yurio’s performance was not perfect, he was doing well enough.

That, right there, is what Viktor Nikiforov looks like when he knows he is in very deep shit.

What’s interesting though is that these expressions were not really blatantly pointed out in the show. No one notices this, and Viktor just stands in his corner looking like that. With what knowledge we had at episode 3, we don’t know, maybe he just looks thoughtful because Viktor Nikiforov is just a mysterious character. Lol, but rewatching this after season 1 is over?

Yeah, Viktor. Because of you, for about an entire episode, we were in danger of never having the events that would lead to the kiss at the Cup of China, the exchange of rings in Barcelona, and the glorious masterpiece that is Yuuri’s record-breaking free skate. Viktor, Viktor, Viktor… sometimes just *facepalm*

Thankfully, Yuuri DID find his Eros at the last minute, wins the competition, and consequently saves Viktor’s gorgeous but impulsive arse and gives us the wonderful events of season 1. Thank you, Yuuri! ♡

Lol, look at how happy and relieved this dork is:

There he is, ladies and gentlemen, our Viktor Nikiforov - king of impulsive decisions. For a long time we thought he was such a mysterious character. Now, we just… wtf, we know him better and we love him very much, but sometimes

Viktor, no. For fuck’s sake.

*sigh* Same, Yuuri. Same.

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Bonus: Viktor during Yuuri’s Eros performance. He probably realised he’s safe at this point, and I bet he was enthralled again, and possibly getting turned on by Yuuri Katsuki falling in love again.

I still fucking love this episode for many reasons but something that struck me today.

When Yuri starts to feel anxious when he’s alone in the hotel room he says out loud “Victor help me”

Having anxiety being able to ask a specific person to help you, even in your own head and even if they aren’t in the room, is a big deal.

Your go to state is often “I’m a burden” or that you’re more of a failure because you want help and you worry your need will mean you are rejected in some way.

Here Yuri is mentally aware he can go to Victor for help and be accepted.

AND YOU SEE, THE INTIMACY THESE TWO SHARE HAS TO BE BIGGER THAN WE COULD EVER IMAGINE, IF VICTOR’S GOT TO THE POINT HE CAN UNDERSTAND YUURI, JUST BY LOOKING AT SOME OF HIS ACTIONS.

This not only shows how much the russian man cares for yuuri, but how much thought he puts when it comes to the other man’s actions. How much he has come to understand from watching him everyday since they started living together.

VICTOR LOVES YUURI WITH ALL HIS HEART, TREASURES HIM TO THE POINT HE KNOWS WHEN THE OTHER BOY IS ANXIOUS, HAPPY, ABOUT TO CRY… HE UNDERSTANDS WHEN THE OTHER BOY HAS COME TO A DECISION, WHEN HE IS DOUBTFUL ABOUT HIS ACTIONS, WHEN HE IS THINKING ABOUT SOMETHING IMPORTANT.