vani

I wish i was different i wish it all was different . *cleans and does laundry *

They should invent a song that's exactly like the song I currently like but also slightly different and unique but with the same vibes

I hate how one negative human interaction can send me into a full spiral

(in tears) next year i will have so much fun!

Reminding myself no one is secretly in love with me and that I’m allowed to have fun

it always dawns on me how disposable i am. yes i can be useful to people when they want me to be but the truth is nobody truly needs me. what i can give people, which isn’t much to begin with, can be found anywhere from anyone else. i’m not special and i know that. i imagine myself not present in the lives of the people i love and it’s clear they wouldn’t be missing out on much. not to mention how it feels like people only merely entertain me, maybe out of pity than anything else. i’m only as good as people want me to be and when they don’t want me anymore there isn’t anything i can say or do that’ll convince them i’m worthwhile. i am nothing.

Is it okay if I attach myself to U like a leech

i‘ll nvr get tired of u ! the lies u tell r interesting .. <3

god gives his saddest girls his most raging coke addictions

nice personality disorder did your mom give it to you

find urself a pretty boy that make u SO suicidal

babe wdym u don’t wanna eat my organs and keep my bones