pinocchio is ill

isolation so unbearable that i dont know how i survived being alive this long without ANYBODY

thanks for calling me spoiled despite none of you doing anything to help me mature as a person 🫶

feeling that muzzled dog imagery again

i was crying (or barely) and feeling so depressed so yo make myself feel better i just looked at videos of brian and especially ended up smiling from the shoutout vid. he truly is hopium

adhd is terrible

what if you wanted to see your cousin but god said LITTERMATE SYNDROME !!!!!!!!

theres a part of me that enjoys hurting people in some sort of power trip

dissociating rn

sleepytime go bye bye hours are insane cuz why tf do i now realize that my repulsion to being loved and relationships lasting long is due to how i hate myself and keep to myself and have been doing so since my childhood so now i cant love people and have them love me back otherwise id just get upset

thinking of stabbing my brother to death

the only way to lose the pain is to destroy

therapist said something about how my mom and brother always force me to do shit for their approval. i am a daughter but never a person