looking at pigeons makes me happy :)

did have to go to the hospital a second time but finally an answer it's DOUBLE FREAKING KIDNEY STONES BABYYYY LETS GO. what's crazy is they scanned for that the first time I came in but because of the contrast they used it was covered up on the scan itself. legitimately one of the most painful experiences of my entire life but knowing what the hell is going on is such a fucking relief oh my god

still sick and last night i was like oh I will simply tough it out surely the meds will help soon (<- foolish) but it turns out when your condition starts to deteriorate further after already being on medication it probably means the meds aren't working. thankfully the fact that i did wait means I can see my regular doctor and not have to sit in the er for another like 6 hours. I may be cursed so please remember me fondly or not depending on your preference

also just sooo many incredible scenes. the repeated lights flashing and audience clapping, the single beam of light coming through the cover on the tank, lisa's entire sequence desperately trying to get home, her human legs taking out the lights and being what keeps her from reaching the potion in time...... incredible stuff