MANY THOUGHTS. son squirming and struggling as he gets bent over dad's lap, saying that he's too old for this. but he shuts up quick when his dad grabs a fistful of his hair. dad telling him to sit still and take his punishment like a man. son letting dad pull his jeans down around his knees, letting dad run his hands up and down over the backs of his thighs. gasping at the first sharp smack coming down on his ass. feeling so humiliated and childish in his dad's lap, trying not to cry out as he gets spanked. his face flushed and hot, holding back whines. the fluttery feeling in the pit of his stomach. his dad's strong hands, one still in his hair, holding him down, and one coming down over and over again on his ass. his underwear being pulled down to reveal his bright red cheeks. praying dad doesn't notice the wetness dripping onto his thigh. dad coming down hard on him, asking him if he feels sorry yet. trying to respond, but the only noise he can make his a little sob as dad keeps going. so many things going through his head. pain, humiliation, remorse, and an aching need burning between his legs. trying to say sorry between sobs, to ask his dad to stop.