Phreia 🥀

Toji 🥺✨

Toji closed the door shut, placing the duffel bag and your things on the countertop. He turned around, his eyes locked with yours.

You were still in awe, trying to process everything. The silence between the two of you was thick with intensity. It wasn't tension, but the anticipation of what was to come. It was the kind of silence that spoke volumes, the kind that was comfortable, the kind that was filled with a sense of belonging.

In that moment, you both knew what you wanted. Toji's eyes darkened, his gaze heavy with love, lust and desire. "Y/N..." he whispered.

You bit your lower lip, "Toji..." you replied, your voice breathy.

Without another word, Toji pulled you into his arms, his lips crashing against yours in a deep, torrid, passionate kiss. His tongue danced with yours, exploring every inch of your mouth. He pushed you against the wall, his hand firmly gripping your arm above your head, pinning you in place. His other hand roamed your body, his fingers tracing the curve of your hip, making you moan into the kiss.

The intensity of the moment grew, becoming wild and rough. You could feel his hardness pressing against your stomach, reminding you of the depths of his desire.

Toji's lips left a trail of kisses down your jawline, his hands roaming over your ass, squeezing it tightly. The kisses continued down your neck, making you shiver with each one. You could feel his need for you, the way he devoured you with his mouth, the way he held you against the wall, the way he explored your body as if he was memorizing every inch of you.

Toji's tongue flicked out to lick your skin, tasting you, savoring you. Then he sucked on it, his lips leaving a mark on your skin, making you whimper. His grip on your arm tightened, the intensity of the moment making you feel both pleasure and pain.

You felt like you were being devoured, consumed by his need for you. The way he held you, the way he claimed you with his mouth, the way he owned you in that moment.

His hand moved up to your hair, gripping it tightly, pulling it to expose more of your neck.

The pleasure was overwhelming, your body arching into him, wanting more of his touch.

Toji lifted you up, your legs wrapping around his waist instinctively as he carried you into your bedroom. He kicked the door open, not breaking the kiss, his lips still rough against yours.

The passion between the two of you was palpable, the way he gripped you, the way he carried you, the way he kissed you, and the way he devoured you. It was as if he couldn't get enough of you.

Toji laid you down on the bed, your body bouncing slightly from the impact. He immediately ripped your top uniform apart, revealing your black bra underneath.

You blushed, your eyes shifting to the side, feeling shy about being exposed.

"Look at me." he commanded.

You hesitated, biting your lower lip, but you met his gaze, your cheeks flushed.

Toji's eyes softened, his hand cupping your chin, forcing you to keep eye contact. "You're beautiful. You're everything I ever wanted and more."

Toji's eyes were glued to your chest, his breath hitching as he unclasped your bra, revealing your breasts to him. He blushed, and his dick pulsated in response to the sight of you. He could feel his pre-cum leaking inside his pants.

He leaned in, his lips wrapping around your nipple, sucking it hard enough to make you moan. His tongue swirled around it, making you arch your back and hold onto the sheets.

Toji's eyes roamed down your body, his gaze stopping at your shorts. He unzipped them, his fingers trembling with anticipation. He pulled them down, along with your panties, revealing your wetness to him.

His eyes widened, a sly grin playing on his lips. "Shit! You're pussy is dripping wet already." you could sense the effect you were having on Toji, and his eyes says it all.

He inserted one of his fingers inside of you, making you gasp. "Fuck, you're tight." He muttered, his finger moving in and out of you slowly.

"How does that feel? You like that, don't you?" He asked, his voice husky, his fingers moving faster, and rougher.

You nodded, your moans getting louder with each thrust. "Yes, Toji, I like it."

"Good. I'll make sure you'll never get enough of it."

"Toji..." you moaned, your hands gripping his hair tightly.

Toji's fingers moved aggressively, his thumb brushing against your clit, then hitting your g-spot. The pain from the roughness mixed with the pleasure, was only making you moan louder.  "Fuck, you're so wet. I can't wait to feel your pussy around my cock." 

Toji bit your neck, and whispered "I'm going to lick your cunt, and I want you to cum on me."

He pulled his fingers out, your juices coating them. He spread your folds open,  darting out his tongue to taste you before flicking it against your clit, making you moan.

"Mmm, you taste so good....So fucking good." He said, his voice thick with lust.

You gripped the sheets, your body arching off the bed. "Toji..." you moaned, your body trembling.

"Cum for me." He commanded, his tongue fucking you relentlessly.

"T-Toji......I-I'm c-cumming..." you stuttered, gripping Toji's hair tightly as you pushed his tongue deeper into your pussy.

You felt the buildup, the tension in your core, the heat spreading through your body. And then, you came, squirting onto Toji's mouth. He eagerly lapped it all up, making you moan his name, your body quivering from the pleasure.

He looked up at you, surprised. "Damn, you're a squirter?! I'm going to make you squirt for me all the time..."

Toji pulled away from your pussy, his eyes roaming over your body, admiring you. "You're so beautiful when you cum. I want to make you feel so good that you'll beg for me to fuck you, to make you cum again and again."

He leaned in, pressing his lips against your forehead. "I've never done this for anyone else. I usually let the woman do the pleasuring for me. But you, Y/N, you're an exception. I wanted to do the work for you. I want to fill you up with my cum, to make you feel how good I can make you feel. To make you feel like no one else can."

You smiled, feeling flattered. "Well, I'm glad you did. I've never felt this good before."

Toji's eyebrow raised, a smirk playing on his lips, "Not even that fucking Sorcerer?"

You hesitated for a moment, furrowing your brows. There was no denying that Suguru was a good man. But you couldn't compare him to Toji. Suguru was gentle, sweet, and kind. But Toji was... Toji. He was rough, wild, and passionate.

You smirked, teasing Toji. "Why? If I were to mention how amazing Suguru is in bed, what would you do about it?" The jealousy in Toji's eyes was unmistakable.

"I'll make you forget about him. I'll make you see that no one can compete with me. I'll make you scream my name, not his. I'll make you cum so hard that you'll never want anyone else." he whispered, leaning in to bite your lip.

His response was teasing, but you could sense the confidence in his voice. You knew he meant every word, and the thought of it made your heart race.

"I'm going to fuck you until you can't walk straight. I'm going to give you the best sex of your life."

"Show me, Toji. Show me what you can do."

He groaned, his eyes darkening at your challenge. You kissed him fiercely, your hands roaming over his body, pulling off his shirt.

You broke the kiss, pushing him down onto the bed, your eyes locked with his as you straddled him. Toji's eyes roamed over your flesh, taking in every inch of you. You leaned down, your lips brushing against his neck, your tongue trailing down, tasting him. And then you nipped at his skin, making him wince. "Fuck!"  He breathed out, his hands gripping your hips, holding you in place.

You bit him again, making him moan. "Your dick is throbbing." you teased, feeling his hardened shaft twitching underneath his pants.

You smirked, your eyes filled with lust. You started to grind against him, your wetness seeping through the fabric of his pants. You could feel his excitement against your core, making you moan.

"Do you like that?" You asked, your voice husky, your hand gripping his cheek, pulling his face up to meet yours. You captured his lips in a deep, passionate kiss, your tongue dancing with his.

"How badly do you want to fuck me, Toji?" You asked, your voice dripping with desire.

Toji's breathing hitched  "I want to fuck you so badly. I want to feel your pussy wrapped around my cock, I want to hear you scream my name, I want to make you mine."

Slowly, you let your fingers brushed against the bulge in his pants. Toji flinched, his eyes widening as you gripped his cock through the fabric. "You're so hard for me."

You started rubbing it roughly, your hand moving up and down, making Toji moan into your neck.

"Fuck, stop..." he panted, his hand gripping yours, trying to stop you. But instead, you started grinding against his cock, making him groan.

Toji's hips started bucking wildly, his body tensing. And then, he came, his seed leaking through his pants.

You stopped, your eyes wide with surprise. "T-Toji...You..." you trailed off, your eyes fixed on his crotch.

Toji's eyes darted away from yours. "FUCKING SHIT!!!" He was overcome with embarrassment, a deep shade of red coloring his cheeks. It was a moment of first for him, experiencing the unexpected pleasure of cumming through dry humping with the woman he loves, a situation he found utterly ridiculous.

You couldn't help but laugh, finding the situation amusing. "Don't worry, Toji. You're still hard. I'll make you cum again."

He cursed under his breath, trying to regain his composure. "You're going to be the death of me. This is so fucking embarrassing..."

"Don't be embarrassed, Toji. It's a good sign. You're so aroused by me that you couldn't even wait. I find that flattering."

Then your hand started moving to unbuckle his belt, pulling down his pants slowly, revealing his wet, throbbing cock. Your eyes widened, taking in the sight of his dick. It was huge, thick, and veiny, making you bite your lower lip.

"Fuck, Toji. You're huge." You whispered, your hand wrapping around it, stroking it gently "Let's see how many times I can make you cum tonight."

Toji groaned, his hands gripping your waist, holding you in place. "Fuck, you're going to drive me insane."

You leaned down, your tongue darting out to lick up the cum that had leaked from his cock. "Mmm........." You hummed, your tongue swirling around the head of his hardened shaft.

Toji's eyes rolled back, his hands holding your hair tightly. "Shit, you're driving me crazy!"

You continued to suck him, your hand moving up and down his shaft, your lips wrapped snugly around it. You could feel his cock twitching, the veins pulsating against your tongue. Toji groaned, his hips bucking, thrusting it deeper into your mouth. "Urgh, you're so good at this!"

You gagged, feeling him hit the back of your throat. But you didn't stop, you continued to move your lips up and down his dick.

Toji's breathing hitched, his grip on your hair tightening. "Fuck! Your mouth is so tight around my cock. I could cum just from this."

He suddenly pushed his cock deeper into your mouth, making you aggressively gag. But you still kept on going, your eyes watering from the force, your throat stretching to accommodate his girth.

Toji started bobbing your head up and down, the sound of your lips smacking against his skin filling the room.

You could feel his cock twitching, "Fuck, I'm close. I'm going to cum....Y/N, I want you to swallow everything..."

You nodded, gripping his dick tightly.

Toji groaned,  his cock pulsating. "FUCK! I'M CUMMING!" He shouted, his seed filling your mouth, making you gulp it down, swallowing every drop.

He pulled out, his chest heaving, as he locked his eyes with yours. "You've made me cum twice, and I'm not done with you yet. You're going to feel every inch of me. I'm going to punish you for making me so weak."

Toji smirked, his hands gripping your thighs, flipping you onto your back. He spread your legs wide, exposing your wet, aching pussy to him. "You're mine. Mine to love, to protect, to pleasure, to use and to abuse in bed until you can't take it anymore."

He positioned himself at your entrance, his cock pressing against your folds. "Are you ready for this?" He asked, his voice deep and husky.

You nodded, "Y-Yes, Toji...."

He growled, his hips pushing forward, slowly sinking into you. You cried out, your body arching off the bed, your eyes watering from the intense sensation. "Fuck, Toji. Your cock ....I-It's so....huge..."

Toji's eyes darkened, his hands gripping your hips tightly. "I'll make you feel every inch of me."

He started to thrust into you, his cock stretching you wide, making you moan his name.

"Fuck, you feel so good. So fucking tight." He grunted out between clenched teeth.

"Yes, Toji, harder, please!" Your moans getting louder with each thrust. 

"You want me to fuck you harder? Is that what you need?" he whispered, while nibbling your earlobe.

You nodded, your voice hoarse from the pleasure. "Y-Yes, Toji, please, I need it!"

Toji's thrusts became more aggressive, his balls slapping against your skin with each powerful stroke. His grip on your hips tightened, his fingers digging into your flesh.

"Fuck, you feel so good. So fucking tight. I could fuck you all day. All fucking day." He groaned.

He leaned down, his lips capturing one of your nipples, sucking it hard, his teeth grazing it. You cried out, the pain and pleasure intermingling, making you arch your back.

"You're so responsive. You love it rough, don't you?" He growled, his hand moving down, his fingers rubbing your swollen clit in circles.

Your body trembled beneath him, the pleasure building within you. "Yes, Toji, please, don't stop!"

"You're going to cum for me, aren't you? I want you to scream my name!"

You nodded again, your voice shaking, "Y-Y-Yes, Toji, I'm going to cum for you..."

Toji's thrusts became even more brutal, his cock hitting your cervix with each powerful stroke, making you cry out in a mixture of pleasure and pain. "Fuck, Y/N!!! I can't hold back any longer!"

He leaned down, his lips capturing your nipple, biting down hard. "I'll kill anyone who tries to touch you and anyone who looks at you the wrong way. You're mine."

You whimpered, your nails digging into his back. "I'm close, Toji. I'm going to cum!"

"Y/N.....Can I cum inside of you?" Toji's gaze held a sincerity that seemed to silently plead for a deeper connection, as if he longed to be completely united with you.

"Yes, Toji...Let's cum together..." you replied, wrapping your arms around his neck, ready to have his seed inside of you.

Toji groaned seductively, his thrusts becoming more aggressive, his cock hitting the deepest part of you nonstop, "Fuck, Toji, it hurts so good."

You cried out, your body arching off the bed, your orgasm hitting you like a tidal wave. "Toji, I'm cumming!"

He cursed, his hips bucking wildly, his cock pulsating inside you "Fuck, I'm cumming! Y/N. I LOVE YOU! I FUCKING LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!"

You wrapped your legs around him, your nails digging into his back, your body trembling as you came, your orgasm washing over you, making you moan his name. "AHHHHH! TOJI....I LOVE YOU..I LOVE YOU TOO SO MUCH..."

Toji rested his head on your chest, his breathing heavy, his heart racing in sync with yours. He closed his eyes, taking a moment to enjoy the feeling of your beating heart.

"Y/N, that was... That was the best sex of my life. I've never cum so hard before. You're incredible." he whispered...

He lifted his head, his eyes meeting yours with so much love and sincerity.."I promise, I'll never hurt you. I'll protect you with my life, with everything I have."

In his heart, Toji knew that he had finally found what he had been looking for all his life. He had found his one true love, and he would do anything to keep you safe and happy. His thoughts were filled with the overwhelming love he felt for you, and he knew that he would never want another, for he had already found the one that made him feel complete.

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End Of Chapter 27 🥀....

It was lunchtime, and you were hunched over your desk, trying to finish up some paperwork. You took a sip of your coffee, rubbing your temples, when the door to your office suddenly opened. You peeked over your documents to see your workmate, Hiro smirking at you.

"Hey. Someone's down at the lobby for you. Looks like that person is not leaving anytime soon." Hiro informed you, his grin growing wider.

You raised an eyebrow, setting your pen down. "Who could it be?" You asked, curious. There were only a few people you knew personally in this line of work, and none of them would wait in the lobby for you.

Hiro winked, "Better go check it out. He also brought something nice for you!"

You gasped, already knowing who it could be. "Toji..." you muttered, standing up.

"Go get him, Detective. We'll take care of this pile of paperwork for you." Hiro joked, motioning to the stack of papers in front of you.

"Shut up, Hiro." You retorted, rolling your eyes at him.

You left your office, making your way to the lobby, your heart beating faster as you descended the stairs. When you reached the bottom, there he was, Toji, with a bouquet of flowers and a box from the French bakery.

Your coworkers whistled and cheered, teasing you mercilessly. "Looks like Toji's trying to win you over, Detective!" One of them shouted.

You blushed, glaring at them before walking up to Toji. "What's this?" You asked, gesturing to the bouquet and the box.

Toji handed you the flowers, "These are for you. I thought you might like them."

You took the flowers, admiring them, and then opened the box, revealing a box of éclairs. "I remembered you mentioned you loved these, so I got you some." Toji added, smirking.

You looked at the box of éclairs, your eyes widening. "Toji, these éclairs are expensive!" You exclaimed, giving him a worried look.

Toji chuckled, "Don't worry about the price. I got paid a lot during this previous mission." He assured you, patting your head.

You glanced at the bouquet and the box, feeling overwhelmed by his generosity. "Toji, why are you doing this? You didn't have to spend so much money on me." You asked, genuinely concerned.

He leaned in closer, his voice low and gentle. "I said one month, remember? I'm working hard to win you over. Don't be surprised by my actions anymore." He replied, smiling at you.

You softly smiled at him, appreciating his sweet gestures."Come on, let's eat these in the canteen. I'm sure they'll taste better when shared." You said, leading the way with a smile.

In the canteen, you both found a table and settled down. You took a bite of your éclair, savoring the delicious filling. Conversation flowed naturally between the two of you, and the atmosphere was comfortable.

Midway through your snack, your pen slipped from your grip, falling onto the floor. Before you could react, Toji swiftly moved his hand, covering the edge of the table. It was an instinctive action, preventing your head from hitting the table's corner.

Your eyes met his, and you realized what he had done. A warm flush crept up your cheeks, and you fumbled with your napkin. "Thanks... I would've hit my head pretty hard." You murmured, looking down at your food.

Toji chuckled, "Anytime." he said, winking at you.

As the conversation continued, Toji noticed a chocolate stain beside your lip, and without thinking, he gently reached out, wiping it away using his thumb. His touch was so subtle and delicate, and it sent shivers down your spine.

You froze for a second, feeling your heart race. You quickly grabbed a napkin and dabbed your lips, trying to regain composure. "Um... thanks, Toji." You managed to say, your voice barely above a whisper.

Toji smirked, leaning back in his chair, "My pleasure." He replied, his eyes never leaving yours.

From that moment on, you knew that Toji's charm offensive was working. The days passed, and Toji kept his promise, showering you with affection, gifts, and sweet gestures. And you found yourself slowly falling for him.

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You tossed and turned inside your bedroom, clinging tightly to your pillow. Sweat trickled down your forehead as your mind raced, trying to pinpoint exactly when these confusing emotions had started to grow.

"It must've been yesterday, right? No, wait. Maybe it was last two weeks when Toji bought me those flowers and éclairs. That's it. It's definitely last two weeks." you argued with yourself in your head.

But as you delved deeper into your memories, you realized that it wasn't a few weeks ago. It wasn't yesterday either. You recalled the time when you first met Toji. You remembered how he'd always been a jerk, but there was something about him that made you smile. "No way. He's an Assassin, for god's sake!" you protested, trying to convince yourself that your feelings for him were nothing more than mere infatuation.

But as you lay there, your heart ached, and your mind refused to accept the truth. "No-no-no, it can't be. It doesn't make any sense!" you tried to reason with yourself.

Yet, as you closed your eyes, you saw Toji's face and those piercing dark blue eyes. You felt your heart skip a beat, and you couldn't help but smile. "Oh, great. I'm screwed. Completely and utterly screwed." you grumbled, throwing the covers aside.

You quietly slipped out of bed, padding barefoot across the floor as you made your way to the kitchen. You needed a glass of water, and you hoped to sneak by without disturbing Toji. Unfortunately, fate had other plans for you.

As you reached for the glasses, you heard the creak of Toji's bedroom door opening. You froze on the spot. You could practically sense his presence looming behind you, his heat radiating against your back.

"Can't sleep, Detective?" He asked, his voice husky with sleep.

You jumped, spinning around to face him, your hands flying to cover your chest. "Don't sneak up on people like that! You scared the shit out of me." You scolded.

Toji chuckled, stretching his arms above his head. "Sorry. I thought I heard you moving around. What's keeping you up tonight, huh? Worried about work or something else? Or is it because of me?

You blushed, trying to hide your embarrassment. "No, it's not because of you, Toji! I'm just having trouble sleeping, that's all." You insisted, your voice shaking.

Toji stepped closer, "Well, if it's me keeping you up, I can fix that." He said, his voice laced with seduction.

You gulped, your eyes widening, "N-No, Toji, it's fine. I'm good." You stammered, taking a step back, your cheeks burning hotter.

Toji chuckled, a mischievous glint in his eye as he flicked your forehead lightly. "Just kidding. I'm just teasing you. I'll let you go back to sleep now."

Before Toji could turn around, you suddenly reached out, grabbing his shirt, and leaned your head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat. The sudden gesture made Toji nervous, but he didn't push you away.

"A-are you... are you okay?" He asked, his voice wavering slightly.

You stayed silent, your face still pressed against his chest. You took a deep breath, finally pulling away from him. "I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me." You apologized, averting your gaze.

Toji's eyes traced your features, his gaze lingering on your lips for a moment before he met your eyes again. "It's alright. I'm glad you felt comfortable enough to do that." He replied, his voice soft.

You looked at him, surprise flashing across your face. "You are?" You questioned, tilting your head slightly.

"Yes. I'm happy you trusted me enough to do that." He said, his eyes never leaving yours.

You hesitated for a moment, then gently took Toji's hand, guiding it to rest over your heart. "Feel it. My heart is racing, and I don't know what's happening to it." You whispered, looking up at him.

Toji's eyes softened, his thumb gently tracing the outline of your heartbeat. "Is this because of me?" He asked, his voice barely audible.

You nodded, biting your lower lip. "Yes. It's because of you." You confessed, your voice quivering.

Toji gave you a questioning look, his brow furrowing slightly. "Me?" He repeated.

You simply smiled at him, and squeezed his hand gently.

Toji opened his mouth to speak, but you placed a finger on his lips, silencing him. "Goodnight, Toji." You whispered, releasing his hand and turning around to walk back to your room.

As you reached the doorway, you paused, glancing back at him. "By the way, you're giving me a hard time here, aren't you?" You said, a playful note in your voice.

Toji blinked, taken aback by your statement. "What do you mean?"

"Nothing." You said with a chuckle, as you closed the door behind you.

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You were sprawled on the couch, your laptop open as you scoured through a stack of files. It was your day off, and you want to make the most of it by catching up on some work.

Toji, who had been quietly sipping his coffee in the corner, suddenly looked up, his eyes narrowing. "You're working on your day off? What's so important that you can't even spend a day relaxing?" He asked.

You looked up from your screen, frowning "Just trying to clear up some loose ends, that's all. I can't afford to slack off, you know."

Toji sighed, putting his coffee down and standing up. "Come on, let's take a break. I'll make us some breakfast." He said, heading towards the kitchen.

You hesitated for a moment, then closed your laptop, following him. "Fine, but just for a little while." You agreed, your stomach growling in hunger as you haven't eaten anything since last night.

As you entered the kitchen, you couldn't help but notice how Toji was dressed. He was wearing a nice shirt and pants, his damp hair intensifying his sex appeal. You raised an eyebrow, "You look nice today. Got a date or something?" You teased, yet your heart was secretly hoping that Toji wasn't doing this for another woman.

Toji chuckled, "No, I don't have a date. I'm just trying to look presentable."

You leaned against the counter, watching him as he prepared breakfast. "You're not going to tell me the truth, are you?" You asked, a knowing smile on your face.

Toji glanced at you, his expression serious. "I haven't been with a woman since I got out of the hospital. I'm not interested in anyone right now. I'm only interested in you." He confessed, staring at you.

Your breath hitched, and you could feel your heart pounding in your chest. "Toji..." you whispered, your voice barely audible.

He turned around, his eyes locking with yours. "I mean it. I only want you." He repeated, his voice serious and filled with conviction.

You took a step back, feeling your face heat up. "S-Stop making things awkward, Toji. I-I'm not sure what to say to that." You stammered, your voice shaking.

Toji closed the distance between you in an instant, his lips a breath away from yours. "I'm not going to stop until you say yes, Detective. I'm not going to stop. I'm going to keep trying to win you over until you're mine."

Your heart raced as Toji closed the gap between you. And before you knew it, your instincts took over. Panic set in, and without thinking, you headbutted Toji, making his nose bleed.

You stumbled back, your hands covering your face in shock, "Shit, I'm sorry, Toji. I didn't mean to do that!" You exclaimed, your voice trembling.

Toji's hand immediately went to his nose, his eyes wide with surprise. "What the hell?!" He exclaimed, his voice filled with disbelief.

You didn't give him a chance to say anything else. You turned around, practically running to your bedroom, and slamming the door shut behind you.

From behind the door, you heard Toji's voice, "You know, Y/N, you're the only woman who's ever headbutted me." He said, sounding amused.

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Over the next few days, Toji continued his gestures, and you found yourself falling deeper into his web of affection. He would tease you, inching his face away from yours as he talked, just to see you blush.

You'd find him leaning in close, whispering in your ear. And you knew that he was doing all of this on purpose.

Toji's actions were like a siren's call, drawing you further into his world. You tried playing it cool. But Toji's antics only served to fan the flames of your growing affection. He charmed his way into your heart, making you realize that he was the one you couldn't live without. He was the one you couldn't resist.

[A day later...]

Toji showed up at the precinct, waiting for you to finish up your paperwork. He had a duffel bag over his shoulder, and a grin plastered on his face. "I left the car back at the apartment, so let's just walk for today."

You raised an eyebrow, amused. "You're serious?"

He chuckled, "Yup. I'm serious."

You gathered your stuff, Toji offering to carry your things for you. You accepted, feeling grateful for his sweetness.

As you walked side by side, your hands brushed against each other. This sudden action made you blushed, and you looked away.

Toji's eyes traced your features, his grip on your things tightening. He hesitated for a moment, contemplating whether he should do it or not. Then his gaze met yours, and before you knew it, Toji reached out his hand to hold yours. "I'm sorry for scaring you the other day. I was just trying to win you over."

You looked back at him, your heart racing, but you didn't pull away. Instead, you intertwined your fingers with his.

"I guess I can't blame you for trying.." You replied, smiling.

As you walked side by side, your hands still intertwined, you couldn't help but steal glances at Toji. He looked so confident, so in control, and you couldn't help but admire that about him.

Your gaze shifted to your hands, and you felt your heart swell at the sight. For the first time in your life, you felt comfortable, you felt safe. You felt like you could be yourself around Toji.

You couldn't take it anymore. You stopped walking, causing Toji to stop as well, a look of confusion on his face. "Toji." you started, your voice trembling. "I give up." you said, your eyes meeting his.

Toji furrowed his brows, his eyes searching yours. "Give up on what?" He asked, concern etched in his tone.

You smiled, your heart beating wildly against your chest. "I couldn't deny it anymore, Toji......I'll admit it."

"I've fallen for you, Fushigiro Toji..." you confessed, your voice barely audible as you smiled at him.

Toji felt like the world had stopped spinning. Everything around him seemed to slow down, and his eyes widened in disbelief. He dropped the things he was carrying, as he felt his heart started beating fast inside his chest.

Without saying anything, he pulled you closer, and Toji sealed your confession with a sweet, gentle kiss on the lips.

"Finally." he whispered, his voice laced with a hint of humor and love. "I was starting to think I'd have to chase after you for the rest of my life." Toji broke the kiss, looking deeply into your eyes, a smile tugging at the corners of his lips.

You blushed, your cheeks flushed. "I'm sorry, Toji. It's just hard for me to admit my feelings." You replied, biting your lower lip.

"Don't be sorry. I'm glad you finally admitted it. I've been waiting for this moment." He said, cupping your cheek with his hand.

You smiled, leaning into his touch. "Well, I'm glad you were persistent, Toji. I wouldn't have admitted it otherwise."

"Well, I'm glad I'm persistent. It paid off, didn't it?

"Yes, it did."

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End Of Chapter 26 🥀....

(A/N : This is your theme song with Toji)

"What the hell, Toji?!" you groaned, covering your eyes with your pillow as Toji's loud knocks on the door rudely interrupted your much-needed sleep. "Why are you waking me up on my day off?"

Toji peeked through the crack in the door, smirking. "Wanted to wake you up for brunch, lazy bones." he said, his voice teasing.

You squinted at him, your vision blurry. "You're an asshole, you know that?" you grumbled, sitting up in bed, disheveled hair and a mess of blankets around you.

"You look like you've been run over by a truck, but hey, brunch is on me, so get dressed and let's go." Toji said, smirking.

"I need more time, Toji. I need to take a shower first." you said, rubbing your eyes.

Toji rolled his eyes, "Come on, you just need to wash your face and brush your teeth, and you'll be ready to go. You're not that bad." he said, his tone dismissive.

"I look like shit, Toji. Why would you want to parade me out in public looking like this?" you asked, gesturing to your rumpled appearance.

Toji's eyes roamed over you, and he gave you a once-over. "Nah, you look fine. Besides, you're beautiful as hell, no matter what you look like." he said with a cheeky grin.

Your cheeks instantly flushed red, heat creeping up your neck as you looked away from his gaze. "Don't act all nice and sweet out of nowhere, Toji," you said with a roll of your eyes, trying to hide your embarrassment.

"Get a move on, Y/N. I'm not waiting all day for you to get ready." He said, throwing your towel at you before pushing you towards the bathroom. "Ten minutes, and I mean it. I'm not joking around."

You huffed, but obeyed, entering the bathroom and shutting the door behind you. You heard Toji's footsteps moving away, muttering something about giving you some privacy.

[8 minutes later]

You emerged from your bedroom, smoothing out your dress, feeling surprisingly confident. Toji's jaw dropped, his eyes wide as they roamed over you.

"Wow, you put an effort into looking good for me today, didn't you? And you even took a shower!" he said, his tone teasing. "You're usually a slob when you're not working. I'm impressed. "

"I'm not dressing up for you, Toji." You shot back defensively, crossing your arms.

"Sure, sure. Just admit it, you look good, and you know it." Toji just grinned, grabbing your wrist and pulling you along with him.

You playfully tried to struggle, but he held on firmly, leading you to his car. "Wait, where are we going?" You asked once you were settled in the passenger seat.

"I'm taking you to an all-you-can-eat restaurant in Dogenzaka. I hear they have a great brunch buffet, so we're gonna pig out today." Toji replied, starting the engine.

You rolled your eyes, but couldn't help the smile tugging at the corners of your lips. "You're such a glutton, Toji."

He winked at you, revving up the car, and driving off towards the promised land of food. "And you need to eat more." He retorted, laughing, clearly enjoying the banter.

As soon as you stepped into the restaurant, your eyes widened, your pupils dilating at the sight of the endless array of food in front of you. "Toji, this place is a dream come true!" you exclaimed, your voice full of excitement.

Toji chuckled, watching your reaction. "Looks like I made the right call bringing you here, huh?" He said, patting you on the back.

You were like a kid in a candy shop, grabbing foods like fried rice, sausages, eggs, pancakes, and fruits, stacking them onto your plate. Toji watched you, raising an eyebrow.

Toji laughed, shaking his head. "Slow down, you're gonna get indigestion." He warned, watching you fill your plate with various dishes.

You glanced at him, your cheeks flushed, but you couldn't help but smirk. "I'll be fine, Toji. I can handle it." you said, biting into a juicy slice of watermelon, the juice dripping down your chin.

Toji shook his head, grinning. "You're something else..." he said, taking a seat beside you, grabbing a plate for himself. "But I guess that's part of your charm." Toji quietly thought to himself, staring at you with a smile.

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"Man, that was delicious. Thanks for bringing me here, Toji." you said, giving him a grateful smile.

"Anytime, Y/N." Toji replied, "So, any plans for the rest of the day?"

You tilted your head, thinking for a moment. "Not really, just gonna relax at home. But I'm bored. How about you? Do you have any missions lined up?"

Toji shook his head, "Nope. Nothing scheduled for today. I'm free as a bird."

"Well, since you're free, how about we go to the arcade?" you asked, your eyes sparkling with excitement. "I haven't been there in forever. I bet you're good at fighting games, right?"

Toji almost choked on his water at the suddenness of your invitation, his face flushing a deep shade of red. In his mind, he imagined the scenario playing out, and yes, it did seem like you'd be mistaken for a couple if you went to the arcade together.

He managed to recover and wiped his mouth, smiling sheepishly. "Arcade? Sounds like a plan. I'm pretty good at fighting games. I can teach you some tips if you're interested." Toji replied, trying to play it cool.

You grabbed Toji's hand and started pulling him along, your excitement getting the better of you. "C'mon, let's go! I want to play Street Fighter!"

Toji, on the other hand, felt like he swallowed a swarm of butterflies. His heart was racing, and his palms were sweating. He felt like a teenager on a date, but he tried to act as if nothing was happening.

You led Toji to the arcade, still holding his hand. "This place looks fun!" you exclaimed, your eyes wide and bright, taking in the sights and sounds around you.

"Alright, Toji. Let's see how good you are. Chun-Li vs Ryu. On!" you said, selecting your character.

Toji grinned. "Watch and learn, Y/N." he said, starting the match.

At first, the match was close, but Toji's character seemed to have a knack for dodging your attacks. After several rounds, you were losing, and your frustration began to show.

"Damn it, Toji! How are you so good at this?! I'm going to beat you next time!" you exclaimed, slamming the joystick with a huff.

Despite losing, the two of you continued to play, taking turns and having a blast. You even tried your hand at other games, from rhythm games to shooting games, and Toji was surprisingly good at them all.

"Man, I never knew you were this skilled in gaming, Toji." you commented, leaning against the machine, exhausted from all the playing.

"Well, I do have a lot of downtime between jobs, so I fill it up by playing these games." he explained, giving you a mischievous smile. "Plus, I'm competitive by nature, so I tend to practice a lot."

After a long day of gaming, Toji suggested a break, and the two of you stepped outside, the cool breeze hitting your faces. You followed him, intrigued by the sudden change. As you walked further, you found yourself at a seaside boardwalk.

"Toji, where are we going?" you asked, your curiosity piqued.

Toji grinned, pointing to a small ice cream shop. "Let's get ice cream, and we'll watch the sunset from the bench over there." he said, nodding towards a secluded area with benches.

You smiled, agreeing. Then a few minutes later, you sat down next to Toji.

"Thank you. This is a nice way to end our day." you said, taking a bite of your ice cream.

"No problem. It's always nice to enjoy the sunset." he replied, gazing at the horizon.

"It's beautiful, isn't it?" you asked, gesturing to the sky as the sun slowly disappeared below the horizon.

Toji nodded, his gaze shifting from the sunset to meet yours. "Yes, it's beautiful." he whispered, staring at you.

You felt your heartbeat quicken, and your cheeks grew hot. You looked away, breaking the intense stare.

"So, um, thanks for today, Toji. You made my day." You said, trying to change the subject and break the tension.

Toji's eyes lingered on you for a moment before he looked away, "No problem. I'm glad I could make you smile today." He replied.

You smiled, relieved that the mood had eased. "I owe you one, Toji. For the brunch and the arcade. Next time, I'll return the favor."

Toji chuckled, "Next time, I'll expect a spa day, okay?" He teased, trying to lighten the atmosphere as he finished his ice cream.

You laughed "You know what, Toji? You're starting to creep me out. Did you see God or something? You're being way too nice today. It's a little unsettling." You said, trying to joke around. "I mean, it's not meant to offend you or anything. I'm just saying, you're usually not this kind."

"Why? Are you getting butterflies whenever I treat you nicely?" He asked, teasing you, making sure to emphasize each word.

You rolled your eyes, trying to hide your embarrassment. "No, I'm not getting butterflies. I'm just surprised, that's all. Usually, you're too busy being an annoying dickhead to care about anyone's feelings."

Toji couldn't help but laugh at your comment, his eyes crinkling at the edges. He leaned in, gently tousling your hair before pulling back, "Well, I'm not an annoying dickhead all the time. Sometimes I can be a nice guy too, you know."

You pouted, but you couldn't help but snicker. "You're still an annoying dickhead most of the time, but I'll give you this, Toji. Today, you redeemed yourself a little." You said, crossing your arms, but your tone held a fondness that betrayed your words.

"Mission accomplished." Toji said, giving you a thumbs up. "Now, I'll go back to being an annoying dickhead tomorrow. You've been warned." He teased.

"Whatever." you said, dismissing his threat with a wave of your hand. But after a pause, curiosity got the best of you, and you turned to face him. "Seriously, why are you being so nice to me lately, Toji?"

Toji hesitated for a moment, his expression serious. "Do you really want to know why?" he asked, looking directly into your eyes.

You considered his question for a moment, then nodded. "Yes."

He let out a breath, looking away before meeting your gaze again. "Are you sure?"

You nodded again. "Yes, I am."

Toji's voice was soft, but his words hit you like a ton of bricks. "I like you, Y/N." He said, his gaze fixed on yours.

You blushed bright red, stunned by his confession. Your mind raced, trying to process his words. "What... what did you just say?" You stuttered, looking away, embarrassed.

Toji shrugged, standing up from the bench, his hands shoved into his pockets. "I said I like you, Y/N. Does that need clarification?" He asked, trying to sound casual.

You looked back at him, your cheeks still burning. "You... You like me, Toji? Like... romantically?" You asked, your voice barely audible.

Toji nodded, "Yes. Romantically. And it has been a while already." he admitted, avoiding eye contact.

You stared at him, trying to wrap your head around his confession. "Wow... I don't know what to say."

"One month. Give me one month, and I'll make you fall in love with me." he said, locking eyes with yours.

Your blush deepened, but you shifted your gaze, trying to deny it. "I'm never going to fall in love with you." you insisted, feeling nervous.

"Alright. I'll change that." he said confidently.

Toji turned around, glancing at you over his shoulder. "Let's go home. It's getting late." he said, trying to break the tension.

Once you arrived at your apartment, Toji helped you out of the car, being the gentleman he claimed to be. You thanked him, moving past him to unlock your door.

You spent the entire night tossing and turning, your mind reeling from Toji's confession. You couldn't believe he liked you, and you couldn't believe that you, in turn, felt butterflies in your stomach at the idea.

In the end, you fell asleep, dreaming of a future where you were happily in love with a certain Sorcerer Killer.

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End Of Chapter 25 🥀....

[Three Weeks Later...]

Days turned into a week, and then another. Still, there was no word from Suguru. You tried calling, texting, emailing, but every attempt went unanswered. Panic began to set in, and you found yourself constantly checking your phone, refreshing your emails, hoping for some sign that he was okay. But still, nothing...

[A day later...]

You were napping on the couch, your head resting on Toji's shoulder. He was focused on the screen, watching a movie while absent-mindedly munching on chips, when your phone suddenly started buzzing loudly, startling him.

"What the hell?" he muttered, glancing over at your phone on the coffee table. It kept buzzing and vibrating, the screen lighting up with notifications. He picked it up, intending to turn it off so it wouldn't disturb the movie, but then he noticed the name flashing on the screen.

'Suguru'.

His curiosity piqued, he glanced at you to make sure you were still asleep before swiping to unlock your phone, only to be greeted with a barrage of messages, all from Suguru.

(SMS)

Suguru: Y/N 😭!!! I'M SO SORRY! I'M REALLY REALLY SORRY! I know I FUCKED up big time. I accepted a special grade mission on that day during the morning and got caught up. I got sucked on another dimension where time passes slower. I shouldn't have accepted the mission knowing that I had plans with you on that day. I'm so sorry for making the same mistake twice just like what I did six years ago for choosing something else over you. I'm so sorry for hurting your feelings. I was wrong. Please forgive me.

Suguru: I know it sounds like an excuse, but I swear it's true. I couldn't contact anyone when it happened. I lost all means of communication. I'm so sorry for making you worry. I never wanted to hurt you like this.

Suguru: I know I messed up big time. I should've known better than to accept a mission knowing I had plans with you. I'm such an idiot.

Suguru: I know I don't deserve your forgiveness, but I'm begging you to give me another chance.

Suguru: How long did you wait for me at the park? I feel so awful for making you wait. I'm so sorry for making you worry. I never wanted to hurt you like this. I'm the worst.

Suguru: I know I don't deserve your forgiveness, but I'm begging you to give me another chance. I'm willing to do anything to make it up to you. I'm willing to cancel all my upcoming missions to make time for you.

Suguru : Did I ruined my chance to court you again? What should I do to make you forgive me? Should we meet up somewhere? I will wait for you no matter how long it will take. I promise.

Suguru : Can we meet today instead? I'll make sure nothing gets in the way this time.

Suguru : I can't focus on anything else. All I can think about is making things right between us. Please, just give me a chance.

Suguru : I found a quiet place where we can talk. No interruptions, no distractions, just you and me.

Suguru : Here's the address [Address Name], I'll be waiting for you at 11am sharp. Don't worry about the time. I'll wait for you as long as it takes.

Suguru : I just want to see you, Y/N. To explain, to apologize, to make things right. Please, come. I'll be waiting.

(End)

"Special Grade Mission, my ass." Toji growled internally, his grip tightening on the phone. "More like he couldn't be bothered to show up, and now he's trying to sweep it under the rug with these half-assed excuses."

Toji couldn't believe the audacity of this guy. Accepting a mission and disappearing for weeks without a word, leaving you worried sick. And now, begging for forgiveness like he hadn't just shattered your heart into a million pieces. AGAIN.

He scoffed, shaking his head as he read through the desperate pleas. "Unbelievable." he muttered under his breath, his tone laced with disgust. "This guy is a real piece of shit. Choosing a mission over you. What a fucking idiot."

He looked down at you, sleeping peacefully on his shoulder. Your face was relaxed, your breathing steady. But Toji had seen the signs. The puffiness around your eyes every morning, the way you'd zone out for hours at a time, lost in thought. He knew you were hurting, and it pissed him off.

Toji sighed, his eyes softening as he looked at you. "You're too good for him, you know that?" he whispered, gently brushing a strand of hair from your face. "You deserve someone who puts you first, not someone who makes you wait for scraps of their time."

He hesitated for a moment before speaking again, his voice low and serious. "When you wake up, I need you to think about this, okay? About what you really want. Because you're better than this, Y/N. You're better than being someone's second choice, over and over again. You deserve someone who's going to fight for you, not someone who's going to bail on you whenever something came up."

"I know you care about him, and I know you've been through a lot together. But you can't let him keep hurting you like this. You can't keep letting him treat you like this. You're worth more than that, Y/N. You're worth so much more."

[10:38am]

Toji carefully lifted your head off his shoulder, placing it gently on the pillow. He stood up slowly, making sure not to wake you. He grabbed his jacket and slipped out the door, closing it quietly behind him.

"I'm not going to let this guy get away with what he's done to you." he muttered under his breath. "He's going to learn that he can't just disappear on you and expect everything to be okay."

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Toji gripped the steering wheel tightly, his knuckles turning white as he navigated through the streets.

"I'm sorry, Y/N. I know I shouldn't be doing this. But I've reached my limit. I'm going to make him pay for what he's done to you."

Toji pulled up to the location that Suguru had given you, a secluded spot overlooking the city. Toji parked his car and got out.

Suguru was leaning against his motorcycle, waiting for you to arrive. He was lost in thought. He felt like the biggest idiot for accepting that mission, for choosing it over you. He knew he had fucked up big time, and he was prepared to do whatever it takes to make things right with you.

Toji approached Suguru with a death glare, his fists clenched tightly at his side. He didn't say a word, just stared at Suguru with pure hatred in his eyes. Suguru was taken aback by Toji's sudden appearance, but before he could even react, Toji's fist connected with his face, knocking him back against his motorcycle.

Suguru stumbled backwards, and stared at Toji in shock, "Fushiguro Toji?!" he exclaimed, his voice laced with anger and confusion.

Toji smirked, his eyes gleaming with malice. "Yo. Long Time No See." he said, his voice dripping with sarcasm.

"What are you doing here?!"

"I'm here to give you a piece of advice. Leave Y/N the fuck alone." he growled, his voice low and dangerous.

Suguru mockingly chuckled when the realization hit him "Ah, I see. So you were the roommate she was talking about." Suguru replied, his tone laced with amusement, as he walked towards Toji.

Toji's eyes narrowed and grabbed Suguru by the collar, and hissed "Mess with her again and I will fucking end you. Do you understand me?"

He smirked, and swatted Toji's hand away. "You're not in a position to threaten me, Fushiguro." he said, summoning his Rainbow Dragon. The dragon suddenly appeared in a flash of light, and blasted Toji a few feet away, sending him crashing into a nearby tree.

Slowly, Suguru apprcoahed Toji, and said. "You're not expecting me to believe that you're just a concerned roommate, are you?" he asked, "So why don't you tell me the real reason why you're so worked up about my relationship with her?"

"I'm not telling you shit." Toji spat out. "Just stay the fuck away from her. You've hurt her enough." Toji rose to his feet, brushing the dust off from his pants.

Suguru scoffed, shaking his head. "I see now. So you like her? Or maybe more than that?" he asked, staring at Toji with amusement. "Is that why you're so upset right now? Because you have feelings for her?"

Toji was about to say something when his phone rang and it was from you. He ignored the call, and looked at Suguru with a confident grin. "She's not coming back to you."

Suguru looked surprised, but he quickly recovered and laughed. "Oh? And why is that?" he asked, a smug look on his face.

Toji smirked, and replied "Because she's smart. She won't fall for your bullshit again. She knows her worth."

Suguru shook his head, and said "We'll see about that."

"She'll only come back for your funeral. You can wait until then." Toji said, giving Suguru a mocking smile before walking away, showing him the middle finger as he left.

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[Apartment]

Toji walked into the apartment and saw you in the kitchen, stirring something in a pot with a wooden spoon. Your hair was pulled back neatly, and you were wearing a plain white apron that looked perfect on you.

You turned, a smile lighting up your face as you saw him. "Hey, Toji. You're back!" you said, your voice warm and welcoming.

Toji's eyes met yours, and he saw the happiness shining in them. It told him everything he needed to know. It was enough to tell him that you'd made a decision. A decision he couldn't be happier about.

"Yeah, I'm back." Toji replied, smiling.

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End Of Chapter 24 🥀....

[Morning]

Toji blinked his eyes open, and looked down to find you still nestled in his arms, your head resting on his chest. A soft smile played on his lips as he realized you were still hugging him, your leg thrown over his, your breath coming out in soft puffs against his skin.

He couldn't help but feel a warmth spread through him at the sight. He gently brushed a strand of hair away from your face, his thumb tracing the curve of your cheek. You let out a soft murmur in your sleep, nuzzling closer to him, making his heart skip a beat.

Concerned, he reached up to place the back of his hand against your forehead, checking your temperature. Relief washed over him as he found it cool to the touch. Your fever was finally gone.

He was lost in thought, when suddenly his gaze drifted downward, and he caught a glimpse of the curve of your breast peeking out from the collar of your pajama top. Memories of last night flooded back, and he felt a familiar stirring in his pants. "Fuck, not again." he muttered, trying to shift discreetly to ease the pressure.

But then, you chose that exact moment to nuzzle even more closer, your breath hot on his neck. Toji's body stiffened, and he let out a strangled noise, trying desperately to hold back a groan. "Jesus Christ, woman." he muttered, his voice strained. "You're like a damn cat, aren't ya? Always seeking out the warmest spot, regardless of the consequences." he grumbled, trying to maintain his composure. "You're killing me here. I'm gonna have to go jerk off in the bathroom after this."

Toji was just about to give in to his urges and sneak off to the bathroom when the sudden, shrill sound of your phone's alarm pierced the air, jarring him out of his internal struggle.

The alarm made your eyes snapped open, and you found yourself in a compromising position - wrapped around Toji like an octopus, your leg thrown over his, and your head resting on his chest. You let out a yelp, jumping back like you'd been electrocuted, and landed on the floor with a thud.

"Ow, fuck!" you exclaimed, rubbing your ass. Toji looked down at you, a mix of confusion and amusement on his face.

"Hey, you okay?" he asked, suppressing a laugh.

"I'm fine, I'm fine!" you insisted, scrambling to your feet and brushing yourself off. "I, uh, I must've been really out of it last night. I didn't mean to...to do that." you gestured vaguely between the two of you, your cheeks flaming. "My fever must've made me delirious. I was probably just looking for a heating pad, and you were the closest thing to one." you said, trying to play it off as a joke.

Toji raised an eyebrow, "A heating pad, huh? Well, I guess I should be honored to have been mistaken for one." he smirked, sitting up and stretching.

You rolled your eyes, grabbing a pillow and throwing it at him. "Shut up, Toji. You know what I meant." you grumbled, trying to hide your embarrassment.

Toji caught the pillow mid-air, laughing. "Alright, alright, no need to get violent." he teased, tossing the pillow back onto the bed. "By the way, what do you want for breakfast?" he asked, staring at you.

You hummed, your gaze drifting away from him as you tried to think. "Um...I'm not really in the mood for anything, to be honest." you replied, looking down at the floor. "I guess you can just get whatever you want, Toji. I'm not hungry." you added, trying to play it off.

Toji smirked, placing his hand on your chin. "Don't be coy. I'm sure you're faking it. You're just trying to be cute, aren't you? Just tell me what you want, I'll order it." he said, a teasing glint in his eyes.

You rolled your eyes, and pushed him away "Fine. Fine. Ramen. Ramen it is." you muttered, crossing your arms over your chest.

Toji chuckled, standing up and grabbing his wallet. "Ramen it is. I'll be back in a flash." he said, heading for the door.

You tilted your head, watching him go. "Wait, wait, wait! Why are you being so nice all of a sudden? This is weird, Toji. When did you become Mr. Considerate? Are you feeling okay? Did a cursed spirit possess you or something? Brain tumor, perhaps?" you asked, narrowing your eyes suspiciously. "Because let me tell you, this is not normal behavior for you. You're usually more of a 'let's argue and whatever' type of guy, not 'let me go get you ramen'."

Toji turned his head, looking back at you. and stuck his tongue out before slamming the door shut. You narrowed your eyes, shaking your head. "You're lucky I'm not in the mood to argue right now. Otherwise, I'd have a few choice words for you." you muttered, sitting back down on the bed, brushing your hair behind your ear in annoyance.

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You grabbed your phone from the nightstand, checking for any messages. A sigh escaped your lips as you found nothing from Suguru. You let out a frustrated sound, throwing the phone beside you and slamming your body back onto the bed.

"Damn it." you muttered, burying your face into your pillow. "Why can't he just give me some kind of heads-up?

Your mind began to wander, spiraling into a dark place you hadn't visited in years. "Is he doing it again? Is he ghosting me, just like he did six years ago? I thought we were past that..." Your voice trailed off, a lump forming in your throat. "Something must've come up. Something important enough to make him abandon me again." You felt a tear slip down your cheek, and you quickly wiped it away, swallowing the lump in your throat. "I just want to know what's going on. Is he safe?" You took a deep, shuddering breath, trying to calm yourself down. "I just want this to work out, for once."

[17 minutes later...]

"Hey, your ramen's ready!" Toji called out from the kitchen, completely oblivious to the emotional turmoil you were experiencing. "Come grab it before it gets cold!"

Startled, you quickly wiped away the remnants of your tears. Taking a deep breath, you composed yourself and walked into the kitchen, trying to appear cheerful.

Toji was already seated at the table, a steaming bowl of ramen in front of him. He looked up as you entered, his eyes flickering briefly to your reddened nose and damp cheeks, but he said nothing.

Instead, he cleared his throat and said, "Knock, knock."

You paused, raising an eyebrow. "What?"

He continued, "Why don't skeletons fight each other?"

You sighed, rolling your eyes. "I don't know, Toji. Why?"

"Because they don't have the guts. Get it? They don't have the guts!" he exclaimed, laughing at his own joke.

You stared at him blankly for a moment before bursting into laughter. "That was terrible, Toji. Absolutely terrible." you said, shaking your head as you sat down across from him, but he managed to put a genuine smile on your face. "But thank you. For the ramen, and for the laugh."

There was a comfortable silence as you both slurped down your ramen, when suddenly, as if on cue, you both opened your mouths to speak.

Your voices overlapping.

"Toji, I-" you started.

"I'm sorry-" Toji said at the same time.

You both paused, staring at each other.

"Go ahead." Toji said, gesturing to you.

"No, you." you insisted, shaking your head.

Toji sighed, setting down his chopsticks. "Look, I owe you an apology. I've been an asshole to you since we met, and I'm sorry. I had no right to tell you what to do with your life, or to treat you like shit. I was rude, disrespectful, and I didn't give a damn about your feelings or your privacy. That was wrong of me, and I'm truly sorry." He looked at you with a sincere expression etched on his face. "I hope you can forgive me."

Toji waited for you to respond, shifting uncomfortably in his seat. After several moments of silence, he cleared his throat and spoke up, "So...are you just going to sit there and stare at me? Say something, dammit. This is the first time I've ever apologized to anyone, and it's making me feel really fucking weird. So, say something. Anything. Even if it's just 'okay', 'get lost', or 'whatever'. Just give me some kind of response." He looked at you nervously, a faint blush coloring his cheeks. "I'm not used to this whole 'apologizing' thing. So either accept my apology or tell me to piss off, but stop looking at me like that. You're making me nervous." He rubbed the back of his neck, averting his gaze. "Say something. Anything. Just don't leave me hanging here."

You couldn't help but chuckle, shaking your head. "Wow, Toji. I never thought I'd hear those words come out of your mouth." you said, a playful smirk on your lips. "An apology? From you? I must be dreaming."

Toji rolled his eyes, looking away. "Yeah, yeah, laugh it up. I knew you wouldn't take me seriously." he grumbled.

"No, no, I'm serious. I appreciate the apology, Toji. Really. I know it wasn't easy for you to say that." you said sincerely. "And I forgive you. Completely."

Toji looked at you, his eyes widening in surprise. "Really? Just like that? No strings attached?"

You nodded, smiling softly. "No strings attached. We all make mistakes, Toji. And I know you didn't mean to hurt me. You were just looking out for me, in your own way."

There was a pause before you spoke up again, "Actually, I owe you an apology too." you said, looking down at your hands. "I...I said some pretty harsh things to you a few days ago. Things I didn't mean. I was angry and hurt, and I lashed out. I'm sorry for that."

Toji waved his hand dismissively. "Don't worry about it. I deserved it. I was being a dick."

"Still, I'm sorry. I didn't mean any of it. Especially not the part where I said I hated you. Because the truth is, I don't."

Toji looked taken aback, "You...you don't?" he asked softly.

You shook your head, smiling weakly. "No. I might not understand you sometimes, and you might drive me crazy, but I don't hate you. Not even close...I'm sorry, Toji."

Toji smiled softly, "Well, we both said some pretty shitty things, but let's put it behind us, okay? You're forgiven. So, fresh start?" He held out his hand, waiting for you to shake it.

You smiled back, taking his hand and shaking it firmly. "Fresh start."

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End Of Chapter 23 🥀....

Toji returned exactly ten minutes later, carrying a small bag with him. "You're dressed already?" he asked, raising an eyebrow.

"Yeah, I didn't want to stay naked all night you know." you replied, your voice still weak but your spirits slightly lifted. Toji chuckled, walking over to the bed and placing the bag on the nightstand. He pulled out a capsule of tylenol and a glass of water, handing them to you.

"Here, take this first." he said, his voice soft. You took the medicine, downing it in one gulp. Toji watched you, a thoughtful expression on his face. "I'm gonna make you some chicken soup." he said suddenly, turning to leave the room.

You blinked in surprise, looking after him. "You don't have to do that, Toji." you called out. "I can just eat something later."

Toji paused, looking back at you. "I want to." he said simply, before disappearing into the kitchen.

As you listened to him clanging around in the kitchen, you couldn't help but wonder why he was doing all of this for you. He had never been this...nice before. It was almost unnerving. You shook your head, trying to clear your thoughts. Maybe he was just feeling guilty for what he said to you a few days ago.

[Meanwhile]

Toji stood in the kitchen, surrounded by a chaos of pots, pans, and ingredients he barely recognized. He had never cooked something like this in his life, but here he was, trying to make chicken soup for you. He grabbed a chicken breast, holding it up and examining it like it was a foreign object. "Okay..." he muttered to himself, "You can do this. It's just chicken. How hard can it be?" He dropped it into a pot with a clang, adding water and turning on the stove.

He watched as the water began to boil, then suddenly realized he had no idea what to do next. "Shit, shit, shit." he chanted, frantically searching through the cabinets for anything that might help. He found a can of chicken broth and dumped it in, then added some carrots and celery because he remembered seeing that in a TV show once.

"There." he said, satisfied with his progress. "Now what?" He scratched his head, looking around the kitchen. "Why the fuck did I tell her I was making chicken soup? I don't know how to make chicken soup. I don't even know what a real chicken soup is supposed to taste like. Fuck, I'm gonna mess this up!"

Toji did his best to make the soup taste as delicious as possible, adding a generous amount of salt, pepper, and some herbs he found in the pantry. He didn't know if it was the right combination, but he hoped it would do. He tasted it, winced at the saltiness, and quickly spit it out. "Shit, this is too salty. But I guess it's better than nothing." he muttered to himself, ladling some soup into a bowl, and carrying it back to your bedroom.

He handed you the bowl, his eyes darting to yours, waiting for your reaction. "Here you go. I...I didn't know what to do, so I just did what I thought was right. But I'm sure it's not that good." he said sheepishly, already preparing for the insults.

You took a spoonful of the soup, your eyes widening in surprise. "Toji, this is actually really good." you said, a smile tugging at the corner of your lips. "It's tasty." you added, taking another spoonful.

Toji's eyes widened in disbelief. "You're not going to insult me? You're not going to tell me how disgusting it is?" he asked, looking at you skeptical. "Does your tongue not working or something? I was expecting you to tell me how horrible it is."

You chuckled, taking another spoonful. "Well, I mean, it's not perfect, but it's better than nothing. And you went out of your way to make this for me, so I'm not going to insult it. It's actually a nice gesture." you said, taking a sip of water to cleanse your palate. "Thank you, Toji."

Toji's face lit up, his cheeks flushing. "A-ah, it's nothing. I just...I don't cook, so I'm not the best at it." he said, his voice soft. "I'm glad you like it." he added, smiling slightly before leaving the bowl with you, before heading back to the kitchen to clean up.

As soon as Toji's back was turned, you quickly downed another glass of water, grimacing as you felt the salt crystals coating your tongue. "Oh god, that's like tasting the ocean." you muttered, shaking your head. "I'm going to need to drink a gallon of water to flush this out. I'm pretty sure I just aged my kidneys ten years. I swear, if I wake up tomorrow with a kidney stone, I'm blaming him." you said, laughing to yourself.

"But hey, at least he tried. I can't exactly tell him his cooking is going to give me a heart attack. That would just be mean. I'll just have to suffer through it and hope for the best." you said, taking another spoonful of the soup, your face contorting slightly at the taste. "At least it's the thought that counts, right?" you said, trying to convince yourself.

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Toji returned to your bedroom after about 20 minutes, wiping his hands on his pants as he walked in. He stopped in his tracks, his eyes widening as he saw you had finished the entire bowl of soup. "You...you ate all of it?!" he exclaimed. "I was expecting you to just leave it, but you ate it all? You didn't even gag or anything?" he asked, a hint of surprise in his voice.

"It was good, Toji. I mean, it could use some tweaking, but it's a good start." you replied, sugarcoating your words. "I didn't know what I was doing, but I'm glad you liked it." he said, a blush creeping up his cheeks.

"Uh....by the way, I wanted to check your temperature to see if it's still high." he said, a hint of worry in his voice. He grabbed the thermometer from the medkit and placed it under your tongue, his face tense as he waited for the beep.

*Beep, Beep, Beep*

Toji read the thermometer, his eyebrows furrowing. "Shit, it's still up there. 102.2 degrees. You should get some rest"

He sat down at the edge of your bed, taking a deep breath. "I'll be sleeping on the couch. If you need anything, just yell, okay?" he said, a reassuring smile on his face. "I'll be right there." he added, ruffling your hair, a rare display of affection from him.

As he disappeared into the living room, you couldn't help but tilt your head, a puzzled expression on your face. "What the hell just happened?" you muttered to yourself, pulling your blankets up to your chin. "That was...that was Toji Fushiguro, right? The same guy who keeps pissing me off? The same guy who told me he'd rather eat dirt than listen to my ramblings?"

You shook your head, trying to wrap your brain around the events of the evening. "Did I slip and hit my head earlier? Did I wake up in some alternate universe where Toji is actually a decent human being? Or...or did he get possessed by a cursed spirit that's making him act all nice and caring? Unless...unless it's some kind of reverse psychology thing. Yeah, that must be it. He's trying to lull me into a false sense of security before he strikes. Yep, that's definitely it."

You nodded to yourself, satisfied with your explanation, even though it was ridiculous. "Yep, that's it. Toji Fushiguro is definitely plotting something. I just need to keep my guard up and not fall for his tricks." you said, snuggling deeper into your pillows before closing your eyes and drifting off to sleep.

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Two hours later, the sound of soft whimpers echoed through the apartment, stirring Toji from his restless sleep on the couch. He bolted upright, his eyes landing on your bedroom door. Without hesitation, he rushed inside to check on you.

He hurried to your side, his hands reaching out to touch your forehead. A hiss escaped his lips as he felt the heat radiating from your skin. "Fuck, you're still burning up." he muttered. Toji quickly grabbed another blanket from the closet, draping it around your shivering body, "Damn it, why isn't this fucking fever breaking?"

He tucked it in, and gave you one last worried glance. "You'll feel better in the morning. Just get some rest." he murmured. But before he could leave, your hand shot out and grabbed his wrist, stopping him in his tracks.

"Wait." you whispered, your voice hoarse from fever and exhaustion. Toji looked back at you. "Don't go." you said, your grip tightening slightly on his wrist. "Stay with me tonight." your eyes pleading with him. "I...I feel cold."

You pulled on Toji's wrist, surprising him as you dragged him closer to the bed. "Sit down." you rasped, your voice barely above a whisper. Toji hesitated for a moment before giving in and sitting on the edge of the bed, his eyes wide with uncertainty. "Now lie down beside me." you said, scooting over to make room for him.

Toji's face turned a deep shade of red, and he shifted uncomfortably. "Are you sure that's a good idea? I mean, I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable or anything." he stammered, his eyes darting away from yours.

You let out a weak laugh, your grip on his wrist loosening. "Don't worry. I just...I just feel cold, that's all. And I also don't want to be alone tonight." you admitted, your voice barely audible. "Besides, you're the only one here."

Toji looked at you, his expression softening. He kicked off his shoes and carefully lay down beside you, keeping a respectable distance between you both. "Alright."

He propped his head up on his hand, looking down at you. "So, what's got you so worked up that you're burning up with fever?" he asked, his brow furrowed in concern. "And don't tell me it's nothing, because I know it's not."

Toji's eyes widened as he saw tears welling up in your eyes. "Whoa, whoa, whoa!" he exclaimed, his hands shooting up in surrender. "Nevermind, nevermind! You don't need to answer that! I shouldn't have asked!" he quickly backtracked, "I-I was just trying to make conversation, but I didn't mean to upset you! Just...just forget I said anything, alright? Let's just pretend I never brought it up."

You took a deep breath, composing yourself. "No, it's fine. I just...I've had a rough day, that's all." you said, wiping away your tears. Toji let out a sigh of relief, his shoulders relaxing. "Alright, well, if you ever wanna talk about it, I'm here." he said, patting your head awkwardly.

But then, you snuggled closer to him, pressing your body against his. Toji's eyes widened, and he stiffened, his body tensing up like a board.

Toji's mind immediately went into overdrive, his thoughts racing like a freight train. "Fuck! What the actual fuck is happening right now?! She's cuddling up to me like a damn koala, and she's so fucking soft! Like, softer than anything I've ever touched! And why the hell does she smell so good? Is that some kind of fever perfume or something? And holy shit, is that my dick getting hard right now? Goddammit! This is not the time to be thinking with your dick! She's sick, you idiot! She's not doing this on purpose! But hell, she feels good pressed up against me. I just wanna bury my face in her neck and...no! This is not appropriate behavior! I need to get out of here. Now. Before I do something stupid. Like, really stupid. Like, 'I need a cold shower' stupid. Fuck, why did I agree to this again?!"

You could feel Toji's body tense up against you, and you couldn't help but notice the growing bulge pressing against your thigh. You let out a weak chuckle, your eyes fluttering open to look at him. "Toji, relax....I can feel you getting excited over here."

Toji's face turned beet red, and he let out a choked sound, trying to play it off. "W-what? No! You're mistaken! I-I'm just cold, that's all! My body's just trying to warm up!" he stammered, his voice cracking slightly. "Y-yeah, that's it. Cold. Very, very cold. Brrr." he said, shivering exaggeratedly, attempting to hide his obvious erection.

You couldn't help but laugh, even as you felt your cheeks grow warm. "Sure, Toji. Whatever you say." you teased, snuggling closer to him. "Just try not to poke me with that 'cold', okay?" you said, smirking.

[32 minutes later...]

Despite his earlier panic, he found himself relaxing, enjoying the closeness. Your weight against him felt right, and he couldn't help but wrap an arm around you, pulling you even closer.

As you drifted off to sleep, your head resting on his chest, Toji felt a warmth spread through him that had nothing to do with lust. He looked down at you, a soft smile playing on his lips. "So, this is what they call love, huh?" he whispered to himself, his thumb gently stroking your cheek. "Just having you near makes my heart flutter like a damn butterfly. Who would've thought?"

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End Of Chapter 22 🥀....

Toji gently placed you on the couch, his brows furrowed in concern as he took in your shivering form. "Alright, let's get you warmed up." he muttered, heading towards your bedroom. He returned a moment later, empty-handed and looking more flustered than before. "Uh, Y/N? Where do you keep your extra towels?" he asked, scratching the back of his head.

You didn't respond, of course, still lost in your feverish state. Toji sighed, turning back towards your bedroom. "Fine, I'll just...find one myself." he said, disappearing into your room once more.

Toji yanked open the first drawer of your dresser, expecting to find towels, but instead, he found himself staring at a colorful array of your undergarments. His eyes widened, and he quickly shut the drawer close, his face turning a shade of red that rivaled the brightest color of your lingerie.

Toji quickly moved on to the second drawer and finally found what he was looking for - a stack of neatly folded towels. He grabbed a few, storming back to the living room, "Seriously, who puts their underwear in the first drawer? That's just...that's just weird." he said, shaking his head.

Toji knelt down in front of the couch, "Alright, Y/N." he said softly, "I'm going to dry you off now, okay?" He gently unfolded one of the towels, his movements careful and slow as he began to pat your skin dry. He started with your arms, his touch feather-light as he worked his way up from your wrists to your shoulders. He was mindful of your feverish state, making sure not to press too hard or move too quickly, as he was afraid to cause you any discomfort.

Toji paused, his gaze softening as he looked at your face. He gently brushed a strand of wet hair away from your forehead, his thumb lingering on your cheek. "Y/N." and then he said softly, "What happened? Why were you out in the rain like that?" Toji's brows furrowed in concern. "And why were you crying? Your eyes were all puffy and shit."

Toji stopped, his hand still on your cheek, as he realized what he was doing. "Stupid. She can't even hear you." he chided himself, turning his attention back to drying you off.

As he continued to pat you dry, he noticed the trails of tears on your cheeks, and his heart ached at the sight. He had never seen you like this, so vulnerable and broken. It was a side of you he hadn't known existed, and it made him feel...uneasy.

"You look...terrible when you cry." he said, his voice gentle despite the harsh words. "I don't like seeing you like this. You were even crying in your sleep, for fuck's sake." He reached out, his thumb gently wiping away the tear that had escaped from the corner of your eye. "I don't know what happened, but just...just don't let it get to you like this, okay?"

Toji sighed, looking you up and down as he assessed the situation. "Great, just great." he muttered to himself. "Now I have to change your clothes. How the hell am I supposed to do that without seeing or touching...you know, the goods?" he said, scratching the back of his head, a blush creeping up his cheeks.  "I mean, I've seen plenty of bodies, but you're...well, you're not just some random body, you know? And I don't wanna accidentally grope you or something." He chuckled nervously. He paused for a moment, considering his options. "Maybe I should just leave you in your wet clothes and hope you don't catch pneumonia or something. No, no, that's stupid. You'd kill me if you found out I let you freeze to death. Fuck, why is this so difficult?" he said. "I'll just...grab some clothes for you and figure it out from there." he called out over his shoulder, leaving you alone on the couch.

Toji returned from your bedroom, his arms laden with a blanket and your pajamas. He approached the couch cautiously, his eyes darting from you to the blanket and back again. "Alright." he said, his voice uncharacteristically soft. "I'm gonna cover you with this blanket, okay? Then I'll...uh...I'll figure out how to change you into your pajamas."

As Toji carefully pulled your dress down, inch by inch, he was as cautious as a bomb defuser, making sure not to touch any of your skin. He was so focused on his task that he didn't notice the blanket slowly slipping off the couch until it was too late.

In a sudden whoosh, the blanket slid down, revealing you in your lacy underwear.

"Fucking hell!" Toji exclaimed, his eyes widening in surprise. He quickly averted his gaze, his face turning beet red. "Shit, shit, shit, I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to...I mean, I was trying not to...fuck, this is so fucking awkward." he stammered, his hands flailing about as he tried to cover you back up. "I swear, it was an accident. I didn't mean to see...you know, the goods. Damn it, why is this so fucking hard? I've disarmed bombs with less fucking anxiety than this." he muttered, shaking his head in disbelief. "I'm sorry, I'm really, really sorry. I promise I won't look again. I swear." he smirked, clearly amused by the situation.

But then his heart raced as he realized that he would have to remove your bra and underwear as well. He bit his lip, his face flushed, and his eyes darted to the side, trying to avoid looking at you. "Fuck me," he muttered, taking a deep breath. "This is gonna be a fucking disaster." 

Toji gently nudged you aside, slipping his hands under the blanket to unclasp your bra. "Why on earth did you let yourself get soaked like this?" he asked, his voice laced with annoyance.

Toji's hands were shaking as he fumbled with the clasp. "Why the fuck are these things so complicated?" he grumbled, finally getting it unhooked. He quickly pulled it off, his face turning beet red as the blanket slipped again and he caught a glimpse of what he wasn't supposed to see. "Fuck, fuck, fuck!" he chanted, throwing the bra onto the floor like it was on fire "I swear it was just the sides!!!" Toji quickly pulled the blanket back up, covering you again. He took a moment to collect himself before tackling your underwear, which was proving to be even more of a challenge. He tried to pull them down, but they kept getting caught on something, and he couldn't figure out what it is. "What the fuck is going on here?" he exclaimed, his face now a deep shade of purple. After what felt like an eternity, he finally managed to get them off, holding them up in triumph before realizing what he was holding. 

Then you suddenly stirred awake, your eyes flying open to find Toji holding your underwear up in front of his face. Your eyes widened in shock, and you quickly glanced down to realize you were completely naked under the blanket. You gasped, your face turning a shade of red, and before you could even process what was happening, your hand flew up and connected with Toji's cheek with a loud smack.

"AHHHHHHHHHHH!!! TOJI FUSHIGURO YOU PERVERT!!!!" you screamed, your voice echoing through the room. "What the hell do you think you're doing?!" You pulled the blanket tighter around yourself, your eyes blazing with anger and embarrassment.

Toji, on the other hand, looked completely bewildered. He stumbled back, his hand flying to his cheek, which was now bright red from your slap. "Ow! What the fuck?!" he exclaimed. "I was just trying to help you! You were passed out and soaked, and I was trying to change you into something dry! Why the hell did you slap me?!"

You glared at him, your cheeks still flushed. "Because you were holding my underwear in front of your face like some sort of weirdo!" you shouted. "And I woke up to find myself naked under a blanket! What was I supposed to think?!"

Toji opened his mouth to respond, but then closed it again, looking sheepish. "Well, when you put it that way..." he muttered, scratching the back of his head. "But still, you didn't have to slap me. That fucking hurt." he said, rubbing his cheek.

You were about to continue your tirade, but suddenly, a sharp pain shot through your head, causing you to wince in pain. "Ow...my head..." you groaned, your vision blurring for a moment. Toji's expression softened, and he took a step closer, his hand reaching out to touch your forehead. "Shit, you're burning up." he said, staring at you with a concerned look on his face. 

Toji quickly scooped you up into his arms, wrapping the blanket tightly around you. "Come on, let's get you into bed." he said. You let out a small yelp of surprise, but didn't protest as he carried you to your bedroom. He laid you down on your bed, pulling the covers up to your chin. "Stay here and rest, okay? I'll be right back." he said, turning to leave.

"Wait, where are you going?" you asked, your voice weak.

"I'm going to go buy you some medicine." Toji replied, looking back at you. "You're burning up. Let's not wait for it to get worst. I'll be right back in ten minutes."

"Okay." You nodded weakly, watching as Toji disappeared out the door.

As soon as Toji left, you forced yourself to sit up, your head still pounding. For a moment you were lost in thought thinking about why Suguru had stood you up, but you pushed it aside, not wanting to dwell on it. Instead, you focused on getting dressed.

You quickly put on the pajamas that Toji got for you, your hands shaking slightly as you buttoned your shirt. You couldn't help but wonder if Toji had seen more than he should have, and the thought made you blush. But despite your embarrassment, you felt grateful for his help. You just hoped that he hadn't seen too much.

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End Of Chapter 21 🥀....

A/N : Finally! Toji IN, Suguru OUT 🥴

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You stepped out of your bedroom, your eyes scanning the living room briefly before you noticed that Toji wasn't there anymore. A small part of you felt a pang of regret for arguing with him, but you pushed it aside, determined not to let him get to you.

You grabbed your bag from the coat rack by the door, slinging it over your shoulder as you headed towards the exit. You didn't bother to look back, didn't bother to see if Toji is in his room or what. You had a job to do, and you weren't going to let your personal life get in the way of that.

[Office]

"Hey, Y/N" your colleague, Koyuki, greeted you with a smile. "You're looking... different today. Is that a new shirt?"

You looked down at your turtleneck, realizing that you'd subconsciously chosen to wear it to hide the hickeys on your neck. "Oh, uh, yeah." you replied, feeling your cheeks flush slightly. "I just felt like trying something new."

Koyuki raised an eyebrow, a smirk playing on her lips. "Well, it suits you. You look... sophisticated. I didn't know you were into turtlenecks."

You chuckled nervously, brushing off the comment. "Yeah, well, you know, change is good, right?"

Koyuki nodded, but you could see the curiosity in her eyes. "So, what's the story behind the sudden style change? Got a hot date last night or something?"

Your mind flashed back to Suguru. "Something like that." you muttered, turning your attention back to your computer.

Koyuki winked at you, a knowing smile on her face. "Well, whatever it is, it's working for you. You look good, Y/N."

You forced a smile, trying to push the thoughts of Toji and Suguru out of your mind. "Thanks, Koyuki. I appreciate it."

The rest of the day proceeded as usual. You worked on your tasks, chatted with your colleagues, and even had lunch together. Despite the chaos in your personal life, you managed to keep it together professionally.

After finishing everything at work, you remembered your promise to Suguru.

Pulling out your phone, you dialed his number, biting your lip nervously as it rang.

(On Call...)

"Hello?" his voice came through the line, calm and sweet as always.

"Hey." you said, a small smile playing on your lips. "I'm just calling to check in, like I promised."

"Hi, Y/N." he replied, a hint of warmth in his voice. "I'm glad you called. I was actually just about to head out on a mission."

"Oh, really?" you asked, trying to hide the disappointment in your voice. "When will you be back?"

"Tomorrow, hopefully." he said. "It shouldn't take too long, but you know how these things go."

You nodded, even though he couldn't see you. "Yeah, I know. Be careful, okay?"

"Always am." he reassured you. "And Y/N, I...I had a great time last night. With you."

Your cheeks flushed at the memory, a small smile playing on your lips. "Me too, Suguru. Me too."

"Y/N..." Suguru started, his voice hesitant. "I was wondering...are we...are we past the courting stage now?"

You chuckled softly, shaking your head. "Suguru, I think it's a bit early to skip straight to the main course, don't you? Well, except for last night...I'm going to blame the alcohol for it."

He sighed, a slight laugh escaping him. "You're right, of course. I just...I don't want to waste any time with you. I want to do this right."

"That's sweet, Suguru." you said, your voice softening. "But you should still take your time, and enjoy the process, okay? And who knows, maybe next time we can go on a proper date. Somewhere fun and nice! I was thinking about going to the Theme Park with you!"

He perked up at that, a smile in his voice. "Really? You'd go out with me again?"

"After we had sex last night? Of course. And well, you did promise to court me properly, didn't you?" you teased.

He chuckled, a sound that made your heart flutter. "I did. And I promise, when I get back, I'll make it up to you. I'll take you on the best date you've ever had."

You smiled, feeling a warmth spread through you. "I'll hold you to that, Suguru. Be safe, okay?"

"I will." he promised. "I'll see you soon, Y/N."

"Bye, Suguru." you said, hanging up the phone with a smile on your face.

(End Of Call...)

Upon arriving home, you found the apartment empty and quiet, with still no sign of Toji. You tried to brush off the guilt that hit you, telling yourself that it was for the best.

You washed your face, changed into your pajamas, made yourself dinner, and settled down on the couch with a book. You wanted to have a normal night despite the tension between you and Toji.

As you read, you couldn't help but steal glances at the empty space on the couch where Toji usually sat, your mind filled with thoughts of where he was and what he was doing. But you pushed them aside, focusing on the words in front of you, while trying to convince yourself that you didn't care.

As the night wore on, the thoughts of Toji continued to gnaw at the back of your mind, like an itch you couldn't quite reach. You tried to ignore it, but it persisted, growing more and more insistent.

"Fucking idiot." you muttered to yourself, frustration building within you. "Why am I even thinking about him? I'm better off without that asshole."

But even as you said the words, you couldn't shake the feeling that there was something more to it. You questioned yourself, wondering why you couldn't just let it go. Why did Toji's absence weigh on you like this?

"Fuck it!" you yelled, slamming the book shut and throwing it hard against the wall.

You stood up, pacing the room back and forth. You didn't understand why Toji was affecting you like this. You didn't want to care, but somehow, you couldn't help it.

"Fucking Toji Fushiguro." you cursed under your breath, rubbing your temples as you tried to make sense of your emotions. "Why the hell do I care about him?"

You grabbed your phone, your fingers hovering over Toji's contact. You took a deep breath as you debated whether to call him or not.

"No." you said firmly, putting the phone back down on the table. "I'm not going to let him affect me like this. I won't call him. He could die doing his own thing for all I care." you muttered, storming towards your room. "I'm done caring about him. I'm done letting him control my emotions!"

You slammed your bedroom door shut behind you, climbed into bed, and went to sleep.

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The next day, you woke up without worrying about Toji's absence anymore. You went about your morning routine as usual, making breakfast, getting ready for work, and even humming a tune as you brushed your teeth. You left the apartment without batting an eye at Toji's empty room.

Work was busy, but you welcomed the distraction. You threw yourself into your tasks, taking on extra work and even staying late to help a colleague with a certain investigation. It took you both hours to finish it, and it was already dark outside when you left the office.

As you walked home, your phone buzzed in your pocket. You pulled it out, and you smiled as you saw Suguru's name on the screen.

Suguru: Hey! I'm back. I had a successful mission 😄.

Suguru : By the way, Y/N. I wanted to see you this Thursday. How about we meet at Shibuya park around 1 pm that day? Is that okay with you? Let's do something fun ☺️❤️!

You read the message, a smile spreading across your face. "Thursday, huh?" you murmured to yourself.

You : Alright, Suguru. Thursday it is 🥰.

You quickly replied, confirming your availability for Thursday.

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You woke up on Thursday morning with your head pounding and your body aching. You felt like you'd been hit by a truck, and the last thing you wanted to do was get out of bed. But as you glanced at the clock, you remembered that today was Thursday - the day you were supposed to meet Suguru. You couldn't cancel on him, not after he'd been so sweet and patient with you. With a sigh, you forced yourself out of bed, your body protesting every movement. You stumbled into the bathroom, turning on the harsh fluorescent light that made your head throb even more. You grabbed the thermometer, and checked on your temperature. It's confirmed. You definitely have a fever. "Shit." you muttered, running a hand through your disheveled hair. "I look like a mess." you said, staring at yourself in front of the mirror. But you didn't have time to wallow in self-pity. You had a date to get ready for.

Despite your discomfort, you still forced yourself to take a shower, wash your hair, and dress up in a simple yet elegant outfit. You applied makeup to hide the fact that you were feeling under the weather. You checked the time on your phone and saw that it was still early, so you left the apartment, walking briskly to the meeting place.

You arrived 30 minutes before the agreed time, finding a spot on a bench under a tree, hoping for some shade. But as you waited, the sky grew darker, and the first drops of rain began to fall. You grimaced, realizing you didn't have an umbrella with you. You tried to ignore the discomfort of the cold rain, hoping that Suguru would appear soon.

The rain started to pick up, soaking your clothes and making your fever spike. You clenched your teeth, trying to stay still and not let your discomfort show. You pulled out your phone, dialing Suguru's number, but it went straight to voicemail. You left a message, asking him to call you back as soon as possible, while your voice cracked slightly from your fever.

You still waited. The rain getting heavier, and the wind were picking up, but still, no sign of Suguru. As the time passed, the rain turned into a torrential downpour, and you were soaked through. You huddled under the tree, trying to stay warm, but your teeth began to chatter from the cold.

Hours passed, and the rain showed no sign of stopping. Your phone buzzed, but it was just a notification, not a call from Suguru. You bit your lip, frustration growing within you. You had been waiting for hours, and there was still no sign of him.

At 6 PM, you finally stood up from crouching down, the cold and wetness making you shiver. You had waited long enough. And with a sigh, you started walking back home.

The rain pounded against you as you walked, each drop that hit your skin felt like a physical reminder of the disappointment Suguru had left you with. The thought of him ghosting you like he had six years ago crept into your mind, and the pain that you had tried to bury had resurfaced.

You had been so hopeful, so certain that this time would be different. But here you were, alone in the pouring rain, just like before.

You cried, the rain merging with your tears as you walked, your heart heavy with the realization that perhaps, some things never changed.

You felt frustrated at Suguru for letting you down, and at yourself for allowing your hopes to be raised only to be dashed again.

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[Outside The Apartment]

As you trudged through the rain, your vision blurred by the tears streaming down your face, you failed to notice Toji standing across from you a few feet away, his umbrella shielding him from the downpour. He watched you, his eyes softening as he saw the sadness on your face.

"Y/N." he called out, the way he said your name cutted through the sound of the rain.

You startled at the sound of his voice, and you looked up to see him standing there. You swallowed hard, your voice cracking as you whispered, "Toji."

He was staring at you as if you were the most vulnerable person he had ever seen.

But before he could even take a step forward, you suddenly swayed on your feet and collapsed onto the wet pavement with a soft thud. Toji's heart leapt into his throat as he rushed towards you, leaving his umbrella behind. He caught you in his arms just before your head hit the ground, his heart pounding in his chest as he cradled you close. "Y/N, what's wrong?! Wake up!" he urged, his voice laced with worry as he shook you gently. But you didn't respond, your body limp and cold in his arms.

"Shit." Toji cursed under his breath, his grip on you tightening. "You're soaked and freezing. Let's get you home." he said, scooping you up into his arms and bringing you back inside the apartment. Toji couldn't leave you out here in the rain, not like this.

He had to get you home, and fast.

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End Of Chapter 20 🥀....

"Good morning, Beautiful." Suguru greets you, propped up on one elbow, looking down at you with a soft smile. The blanket covers you both, but you can still feel the heat of his body next to yours.

You stretch, your body still sore from the previous night's activities. "Morning." you murmur, returning his smile.

He leans down, pressing a soft kiss to your lips. "How did you sleep?" he asks, his hand gently caressing your cheek.

"Like a baby." you admit, snuggling closer to him. "What about you?"

"Better than I have in a long time." he confesses, wrapping his arms around you. 

"By the way, do you have work today?" Suguru asks, glancing at the clock on the bedside table.

You blink, trying to focus on the time. "Yes, I do. Why?" you respond, still groggy.

"It's almost eight. You should probably get dressed." he says, his brow furrowing in concern.

You bolt upright in bed, your eyes widening in panic. "What? Already? Shit, I'm going to be late!" you exclaim, scrambling out of bed and rushing to the bathroom.

After a few minutes, you realize something and call out to Suguru. "Uh, Suguru? I don't have any clean clothes here. I can't go to work like this."

There's a pause before Suguru responds, "Oh, right. Well, how about I give you a ride home? That way you can change and I can make sure you get to work on time."

You emerge from the bathroom, wearing Suguru's shirt and your dirty jeans from the night before. "I'm just going to grab a cab back home." you say, avoiding eye contact with him. "But could I borrow your shirt? I can wash it and return it later, or maybe tomorrow?"

Suguru looks taken aback, but he nods nonetheless. "Oh, okay...Are you sure you don't want me to take you home? I don't mind."

"No, really, it's fine," you insist, grabbing your phone.

Before leaving, you turn to Suguru, giving him a tight hug and a quick kiss on the lips. "Thank you for last night, it was amazing," you whisper, smiling at him. "I'll call you later, okay?"

"Alright, alright. I'll be waiting  your call, then." Suguru chuckles. "But hey, before you go, can I at least get a proper goodbye kiss?" He leans in, capturing your lips in a passionate, lingering kiss. When he pulls away, he smirks. "Now that's what I call a goodbye."

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You step out of the hotel lobby, the bright sunlight momentarily blinding you. As you adjust your eyes, you remember to check your phone, which has been silent all night.

As soon as the screen lights up, you're greeted with a flurry of notifications - 56 missed calls, all from Toji. You cursed under your breath, realizing you'd completely forgotten to let him know you wouldn't be coming home last night.

You quickly dial his number, bringing the phone to your ear but he didn't answer.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck!" you curse under your breath, pacing outside the pharmacy. "Why did I even forget about it?!"

You take a deep breath, trying to calm yourself down. "It's not like he's my boyfriend or anything." you reason with yourself. "He doesn't need to know my every move."

But the guilt of making him wait lingers, and it's gnawing at you. You shake your head, determined not to dwell on it. "I'll apologize later. Right now, I need to take care of this."

You push open the door to the pharmacy, the bell chiming overhead. The pharmacist behind the counter glances up, giving you a nod of acknowledgment. You walk over, keeping your head down, and mumbled "I need a morning-after pill."

The pharmacist raises an eyebrow but doesn't comment. "ID, please." she says, extending her hand.

You hesitate for a moment before handing her your driver's license. She scans it, then turns to the shelves behind her, searching for the medication.

While she's busy, you glance around the pharmacy, feeling self-conscious. A couple of people are browsing the aisles, but they don't seem to notice you. You let out a sigh of relief.

The pharmacist returns, placing a small packet on the counter. "Here you go." she says, ringing up the purchase. "Take it as directed on the package. And consider using some form of birth control in the future."

You nod, taking the packet and handing her the cash. "Thanks," you mutter, turning to leave.

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[Apartment]

"Where the fuck have you been all night?" Toji demanded, standing up and striding towards you. "I called you multiple times. Didn't you hear your phone?!"

"I had it on silent." you mumbled, avoiding his gaze.

Toji's eyes narrowed as he took in your disheveled appearance. "What the hell happened to you?" he growled. "And why do you look like that?"

But before you could answer, Toji stepped closer, his hand reaching out to grasp your chin, tilting your head to the side. He brushed your hair away from your neck, his eyes widening as he took in the sight of the hickeys covering your skin.

"What the fuck?" he snarled, releasing your chin and stepping back. "You fucked him, didn't you? How many times did he mark you like this? Did you enjoy it? Getting fucked by that man?!"

"What the hell is wrong with you?! It's none of your business, Toji!" you snapped. "Why the hell do you care if I fuck someone? You don't own me, and I certainly don't own you. You fuck whoever you want, whenever you want, and I don't bat an eye. So why should you care if I have a little fun too?"

"Because you're not some random slut!" he shouted. "You're supposed to be better than that. You can't just go around fucking strangers, especially not ones like him!"

"Like him?! What's wrong with him? He's kind, and he treats me well. Unlike some people I know."

"That's not the point!" Toji roared, slamming his fist on the table. "Men like him, they're dangerous!"

"And you think you're any better?!" you scoffed. "At least he's honest about what he wants. You, on the other hand, you act like you care, but you're actually the worst! What am I supposed to think, Toji? What am I supposed to believe?"

"Tell me what you want!" Toji barked, his face contorted with anger. "What do you want from me? Huh? Do you want me to treat you like one of my whores? Is that it? Do you want me to fuck you like I fuck them?"

"Fuck you, Toji!" you spat, advancing on him. "You think you're so high and mighty, but you're nothing but a fuckboy! At least that man respects my boundaries, unlike you! You don't give a damn about my privacy or feelings! You treat me like shit, and you expect me to just take it? No, I won't! I deserve better than that!"

Toji grabbed your arm roughly, pushing you against the wall and pinning your arms above your head. "Do you want me to treat you like a whore too?" he growled, his face inches from yours. "Is that what you're fucking asking for?"

"Fuck you!" you spat, struggling against his grip. "Let me go, you asshole!"

"Not until you answer me," he snarled. "Do you want me to fuck you like I fuck those other women? Say the word, and I'll gladly oblige. Any time, any place."

"Go to hell!" you screamed, thrashing in his hold. "You're pathetic, Toji! You think you're God's gift to women, but you're nothing but a piece of shit! You can't keep it in your pants for five seconds, and you have the audacity to judge me? You're a hypocrite, and you're disgusting!"

"Shut it." he hissed. "You don't know what you're talking about."

"The fuck I don't!" you yelled, continuing your tirade. "You're a worthless, arrogant prick who thinks he can control everyone around him! News flash, Toji, you're not in charge of my life! I can do whatever I want, whenever I want, and there's nothing you can do about it!"

"Why Suguru Geto, of all people?!" Toji suddenly snarled, his voice dropping dangerously low. "Why a fucking Sorcerer?!"

Your eyes widened in shock, surprise written all over your face. "Y-You knew?!" you stammered, caught off guard.

Toji's grip on your arms tightened, his eyes blazing with fury. "Answer the fucking question! Why him?!"

"Oh, you mean the Sorcerer who was my first love?!" you sneered, wriggling in Toji's grip. "The one I lived with for four fucking years?! Yeah, I guess I forgot to mention that little detail, huh?!"

Toji scoffed, his grip loosening slightly. "So you ran back to your ex, huh? How fucking original. Desperate for attention, aren't you?"

"Fuck you, Toji!" you spat, finally managing to wrench your arms free. "You don't know shit about me or my past! Suguru and I have history, something you couldn't possibly understand! And you think I'm desperate because I chose to be with someone who actually cares about me? Someone who doesn't treat me like shit? Yeah, I guess that makes me desperate, Toji. Desperate for a decent human being in my life!"

"You're pathetic. Running back to your ex because you can't handle being alone. You're so fucking desperate for attention, you'll spread your legs for anyone who gives you a second glance."

"At least I'm not a fucking whore like you!" you screamed, lunging at him. "You're the one who can't keep it in your pants! You're the one who sleeps around like it's nobody's business! You're the pathetic one, Toji! Not me!"

Toji caught you mid-air, pushing you back against the wall with a thud. "Watch your mouth." he growled, his face inches from yours. "You don't want to piss me off any further."

"Or what?" you challenged, panting heavily. "You'll hit me? Go ahead, Toji. Show me what a real man you are. Hit me, you coward!"

Toji paused, his eyes boring into yours, the anger in them simmering like a pot ready to boil over. For a moment, neither of you moved. And then, with a sudden burst of rage, he pushed off from the wall, releasing his grip on you.

"FUCK YOU Y/N!!!"

You stumbled slightly, catching yourself before falling. 

"FUCK YOU TOO, FUSHIGURO!!!" you screamed, your voice echoing through the apartment. "And yes, I fucked Suguru last night, and it was amazing! Something you wouldn't understand, considering your idea of 'fun' involves fucking whores and beating the shit out of people for money!

Toji's eyes flashed with anger, but you didn't care. You were too far gone in your rage to stop now.

"I hate you, Toji!" you spat, your voice shaking with emotion. "I've hated you ever since I met you! You're a worthless, arrogant, selfish bastard who only cares about himself! I wish I never had to meet you, never had to live with you! You're a fucking burden, and I don't need you in my life!"

Toji was left speechless, shock etched on his face. But you didn't care. You were done caring about his feelings. Without another word, you turned on your heel and stormed towards your bedroom. You slammed the door shut behind you, leaving him standing alone in the living room.

Toji stood frozen in place, your words echoing in his mind like a physical blow. He felt a strange sensation in his chest, a tightening that made it difficult to breathe. He stumbled backwards, collapsing onto the couch as he tried to process what he was feeling.

"What the fuck is wrong with me?" he thought, his heart pounding in his chest. "Why does hearing her say that make me feel like this? Like...like my insides are being squeezed aggressively."

He leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees as he tried to catch his breath. He could feel the sting of unshed tears in his eyes, and he blinked rapidly, trying to force them back.

"This is ridiculous." he told himself, clenching his fists. "I've never cared about anyone like this before. Why start now? Especially with her?"

But despite his attempts to rationalize his feelings, the ache in his chest persisted. He couldn't deny the fact that hearing you say those things, seeing the disdain in your eyes as you looked at him, had cut him deeper than any blade ever could.

"Why does it hurt so much?" he wondered, his breath coming in ragged gasps. "Why do I feel like my heart is being crushed in my chest?"

("I hate you, Toji." - Y/N) Your words still echoing in his thoughts.

He swallowed hard, the lump in his throat making it difficult to breathe. He'd never felt like this before, never experienced this gut-wrenching pain that seemed to consume him whole. It was terrifying.

"I must be losing my mind." he thought, rubbing his temples. "There's no way I could be...feeling this way."

But try as he might, he couldn't ignore the ache in his heart, the longing that filled him whenever he thought about you. He couldn't deny the fact that the mere idea of you being with someone else made him want to tear apart anyone who dared to touch you.

"Fuck." he breathed, his eyes widening as the realization hit him like a punch to the gut. "I...I love her."

He staggered back, shock coursing through his veins. He loves you. He, Toji Fushiguro, the Sorcerer Killer, the man who had never cared about anyone or anything, is in love. WITH YOU.

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End Of Chapter 19 🥀....

A/N : No more DENIAL for our Dadeeeh Toji.

[Afternoon]

As you walked out of the police station, you spotted Suguru leaning against his sleek black Ducati motorcycle, his arms crossed over his chest. A charming smile played on his lips as he watched you approach.

"Hey, Beautiful." he called out, pushing off from the bike and striding towards you. "Ready for our date?"

Your cheeks flushed at the sight of him, "H-Hi, Suguru." you managed to stammer out, unable to hide your nervousness. "Y-Yes, I'm ready."

He chuckled, closing the distance between you two. "Nervous? Don't be. I promise I won't bite...unless you ask nicely." He winked, making you blush even more.

Suguru found your shyness endearing, and a warm smile spread across his face. He reached out, gently tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. "There's nothing wrong with being a little nervous. It's cute."

He grabbed an extra helmet from his bike and helped you put it on. "There you go." he said, tapping the top of the helmet lightly. "Now you're all set."

Suguru swung his leg over the bike and settled onto the seat. He glanced back at you, and said. "Hop on."

You paused for a moment before climbing onto the bike behind him. As you wrapped your arms around his waist, Suguru stiffened slightly, taken aback by the sudden contact.

"Uh, yeah. Just...hold on tight, okay?" he said, clearing his throat nervously. You could feel him blushing under your touch, which made you smile.

As Suguru revved the engine, he glanced back at you over his shoulder. "So, where to first? Movie or dinner?"

You leaned in closer, speaking loudly over the roar of the motorcycle. "Movie! The next showing starts in thirty minutes!"

Suguru nodded, putting the bike into gear. "Got it!"

As he sped off, you gripped him tighter, laughing excitedly. "This is so much fun!"

He grinned, enjoying the feel of your arms around him. "I'm glad you think so!"

[Cinema]

As the opening credits rolled, you snuggled into your seat, munching on popcorn and sipping your soda. Suguru glanced over at you, smiling at your enthusiasm.

"This is nice." he commented, leaning back in his seat. "I haven't been to the movies in ages."

You raised an eyebrow at him, "Really? Not even with your friends?"

He shook his head. "Not really. Most of my friends are...busy with their own thing. Especially Satoru."

"Well, I'm glad I could introduce you to the joy of cinema once again." you replied, smiling.

As the movie started, you found yourself laughing at the scene, drawing amused glances from Suguru. He found your laughter infectious, and soon enough, he was chuckling along with you.

Halfway through the movie, he reached over and took your hand, giving it a squeeze. "I miss this, you know. Hanging out, having fun. It's been a long time since I've felt this...normal."

You looked up at him, your heart fluttering at his words. "Me too, Suguru. Me too."

He smiled softly, giving your hand another squeeze before turning his attention back to the screen.

As the final credits rolled, Suguru suddenly became aware of the fact that he'd been holding your hand throughout the entire movie. He quickly let go, his cheeks flushing red.

"Oh, uh, sorry about that." he stammered, rubbing the back of his neck nervously. "I didn't mean to...you know, hold your hand for so long."

You looked up at him, a soft smile playing on your lips. "It's okay, Suguru. I didn't mind." you reassured him, reaching out to take his hand again. He hesitated for a moment before intertwining your fingers once more.

"Really?" he asked, a hopeful note in his voice.

You nodded, squeezing his hand. "Really."

He smiled, feeling relieved. "Good. I'm glad."

As you exited the theater, he asked, "So, where do you want to eat? My treat."

You looked up at him, your stomach rumbling audibly. "Actually, I'm kind of craving some gyozas."

Suguru's eyes lit up at the suggestion. "Gyozas, huh? I remember you used to love those."

You blushed, looking away. "Yeah, well, old habits die hard, I guess."

He chuckled, steering the motorcycle towards a nearby izakaya. "Lucky for you, I know just the place. Remember the little izakaya we used to frequent back in the day? The one with the amazing gyozas and sake?"

You gasped, "You mean 'Zen Zest'? Oh my god, yes! Let's go there!"

Suguru laughed, pleased with your reaction. "Great minds think alike, Y/N. Great minds think alike."

[Zen Zest]

As you entered 'Zen Zest', the familiar smell of garlic and soy sauce filled your nostrils, bringing back fond memories. The owner, an elderly man named Hiroshi, greeted you both with a wide smile.

"Y/N-chan! Long time no see!" he exclaimed, bowing slightly. "And Suguru-kun, it's been ages! Look at you two, all grown up!"

You both returned the greeting, blushing at the attention. "Hi, Hiroshi-san." you said, smiling shyly.

Hiroshi's eyes twinkled as he looked between the two of you. "So, are you two finally married? How many kids do you have?"

You felt your cheeks grow hot at Hiroshi's questions, and you looked away bashfully.

Suguru cleared his throat, shifting uncomfortably in his seat. "I-Its ...complicated."

Hiroshi just chuckled, waving his hand dismissively. "No need to explain. I'm just happy to see you two together again. Now, what can I get for the both of you?"

Suguru relaxed a bit, picking up the menu. "The usual for me, Hiroshi-san. A round of your finest sake, and an order of your famous gyozas."

Hiroshi beamed, writing down the order. "Excellent choice, Suguru-kun! And for you, Y/N-chan?"

You looked up from the menu, smiling. "I'll have the same, please."

As Hiroshi bustled off to prepare your order, Suguru leaned back in his seat, letting out a sigh. "Sorry about that..."

You shook your head, smiling softly. "It's okay, Suguru. I'm just...a little nervous, I guess."

He reached across the table, giving your hand a comforting squeeze. "Don't be. It's just us, remember? No pressure, no expectations."

As you both enjoyed your meal and drinks, the conversation flowed easily between you. You laughed and joked, reminiscing about old times and sharing stories about your lives apart.

As the night wore on, you decided to share a bit more about your current life. "You know, I moved into a new apartment 11 months ago. It's a bit bigger than my old place, so I decided to get a roommate to help split the costs."

Suguru's expression shifted slightly, a hint of concern entering his eyes. "A roommate? That's...interesting. Who is it, if you don't mind me asking?"

You took a sip of your sake, smiling casually. "Oh, it's just a guy I met through a mutual friend." you lied, knowing that you can't tell him anything about Toji.

Suguru's grip tightened around his glass, "A guy? And you two live in separate bedrooms, I hope?"

You blinked, taken aback by his sudden tension. "Y-Yes, of course. Why wouldn't we?"

He let out a sigh of relief, relaxing his grip on the glass. "I'm sorry. It's just...I worry about you. Living alone with a man, especially one you barely know...it's not safe."

You smiled, shaking your head. "Don't worry, Suguru. You know I can handle myself if anything were to happen."

Suguru hesitated for a moment before asking, "Are you sure he's never...done anything weird? Or made you uncomfortable?"

You thought about Toji's antics, but quickly dismissed them. "No, nothing like that. We hardly interact. He keeps to himself, and I do the same."

"Okay, just...be careful, alright? If anything happens, promise me you'll tell me." You could clearly see the worry in his eyes.

You sweetly smiled and answered. "I promise."

~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~

As the night went on and bottle after bottle of sake was emptied, you began to feel a warm, fuzzy sensation spreading through your body.

"You know, I...I shouldn't have drunk so much." you slurred as you tried to stand up but stumbled slightly instead. Suguru was quick to catch you, wrapping an arm around your waist to steady you.

"Easy there. Maybe we should call it a night." he suggested, his voice still clear despite the amount he'd consumed.

You chuckled, placing a hand on his chest to steady yourself. "I'm fine, Suguru. Really. I just...feel a little warm, that's all."

He raised an eyebrow, concern etched on his face. "Warm? Are you sure you're not just saying that?"

You shook your head, smiling up at him. "I'm fine. I just...need to cool down a bit."

Suguru hesitated for a moment before nodding. "Alright, but let's get some fresh air first. Come on."

He led you outside, where the cool night breeze hit your skin, sending a shiver down your spine. You closed your eyes, taking a deep breath, and let out a content sigh.

"That feels better." you murmured, opening your eyes to find Suguru watching you intently.

As Suguru was about to speak, a young boy, no older than eight, came rushing around the corner. In his haste, he slipped on a wet spot on the pavement and stumbled right into you, dropping his food and sending his full cup of soda flying, soaking your clothes.

"Ah!" you exclaimed, jumping back in surprise. The boy's eyes widened in panic, and he looked up at you with tears threatening to spill over.

"I-I'm so sorry!" he stammered, backing away nervously. "I didn't mean to-"

"It's okay, it's okay." you reassured him, crouching down to his level. "Accidents happen, right? No harm done."

Suguru knelt beside you, offering the boy a warm smile. "Yeah, buddy. It's alright. We've all been there. Why don't you run along and clean up your food? We'll be fine here."

The boy nodded, looking relieved, and hurried off to pick up his scattered food before throwing it in a nearby trashcan. Once he was gone, you stood up, looking down at your stained dress and chuckled.

"Well, that's one way to sober up." you joked, wiping the liquid from your jeans.

Suguru frowned, looking at you. "You're all sticky now. Wanna take a shower."

You looked up at him, surprised. "A shower? But-"

He pointed towards a nearby building. "My hotel is just over there. You can use my bathroom to clean up. Unless you want to go home looking like that..." he trailed off, raising an eyebrow.

You laughed, shaking your head. "No, that's okay. A shower sounds perfect, actually. Thank you, Suguru."

He smiled, offering you his arm as he walked you towards his Ducati "Come on, then. Let's get you cleaned up."

[Hotel]

"Wow, this is...this is amazing, Suguru." you managed to say, your voice barely above a whisper as you looked outside the large window revealing the sprawling cityscape of Shibuya.

He chuckled, walking over to the closet to grab an extra towel and a shirt. "See. I told you." And then he turned back to you, holding out the items. "Here, these should help. The shirt might be a bit big on you, but it's clean."

"Th-Thank you." you stammered, clutching the towel and shirt to your chest. "I'll, uh, I'll just go take a shower."

Suguru nodded, gesturing towards the door behind you. "Of course. Take your time."

As you stepped into the steaming hot shower, you let out a sigh of relief, the warmth slowly washing away the remnants of the spilled soda on your skin. You took your time washing yourself and as you enjoyed the feeling of being pampered. As you rinsed off, you couldn't help but think about Suguru. About how handsome he looked tonight, and how much he hadn't changed in all these years. Your thoughts drifted back to the nights you spent together, the way his hands would explore your body, the sound of his voice as he whispered your name...

You felt a familiar heat pooling between your legs, and you bit your lip, trying to push the thoughts away.

(Slap!) "What am I doing?! I can't just start fantasizing about him like some lovesick teenager!" you muttered to yourself, rolling your eyes. "Get it together, Y/N! You're acting like a hormonal mess!"

You turned off the water, stepping out of the shower and wrapping the towel around yourself. "Now, let's get dressed and act like a normal human being. None of this silly swooning nonsense, alright?"

You pulled on Suguru's shirt, the fabric swallowing you whole, and gave yourself a stern nod in the mirror. "There. Now I look like a respectable adult!"

You took a deep breath, steeling yourself for whatever awaited you outside the bathroom. "Right. Let's go face Suguru and pretend none of this ever happened."

~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~

As you opened the bathroom door, you were greeted with the sight of Suguru standing by the bed, he was already in the process of removing his shirt. Suguru must have heard the door open because he paused, glancing over his shoulder at you. Your eyes widened, taking in his bare chest, and you felt your cheeks growing hot.

"S-Sorry!" you stammered, quickly averting your gaze and turning around. "I-I didn't mean t-"

He chuckled, cutting you off mid-apology.

"Y/N, it's okay. Just look. It's not like you haven't seen me naked before."

Your blush deepened, remembering the countless times you'd seen him like this - and more. You hesitantly turned back around, peeking at him through your lashes. He was smirking at you, clearly enjoying your discomfort.

"See? Nothing to be embarrassed about." he teased, pulling his shirt off completely and tossing it onto the bed. You swallowed hard, trying to keep your eyes on his face and not let them wander down on his muscular torso.

Suguru stepped closer to you, his presence intimidating yet gentle. Close enough that you could feel the heat radiating from his body. Suguru reached up, gently lifting your chin with his fingertips, forcing you to meet his gaze.

"Y/N." he murmured, his voice low and husky. "How much do you miss me?"

His thumb brushed against your cheek, sending shivers down your spine. You could feel your heart pounding in your chest.

You tried to look away, but his grip on your chin tightened, keeping you in place.

"Tell me." he insisted, leaning in closer. "How much do you miss me, Y/N?"

You held his gaze, your eyes searching his for answers. Your silence seemed to unnerve him, and he continued, "Y/N. I don't think I can stick with the process of courting you. Not when every fiber of my being wants to claim you right here, right now."

His voice was ragged, his breathing became heavier as he fought for control. "But I promised myself I would do this right. That I wouldn't rush you, wouldn't scare you off."

He leaned in closer, his lips hovering mere millimeters away from yours. You could feel his breath, hot and shaky, mingling with your own. "So, tell me, Y/N. Tell me to stop. Tell me to wait. Tell me anything, and I will. But if you don't...if you don't say something soon, I won't be able to hold back anymore."

Suguru took a deep, shuddering breath, his voice dropping to a near whisper. "I'll count to three. If you don't say anything by then... I can't guarantee what will happen."

"One." he whispered, his eyes locked onto yours. "Two." His hand slid from your chin, tracing down your neck, to your collarbone, until it rested on your hip. "Three." he finished, his voice barely audible.

(Background Music for your sex scene with Suguru -Under The Influence - Japanese Version (Shayne Orok)

Before you could utter a word, his lips crashed onto yours, hungry and desperate. You gasped, taken aback by the sudden intensity, but your surprise quickly melted into desire as you found yourself kissing him back just as fervently.

He pressed you against the wall, his hands tangling in your damp hair as he deepened the kiss. You moaned, your fingers digging into his back, pulling him closer. Suguru growled in response, his hips pressing against yours, trapping you between the wall and his muscular body.

His kisses were demanding, possessive, leaving you breathless and wanting more. You could feel his heart racing against your chest, matching the rhythm of your own.

You arched into him, your body aching for more contact, more friction. He groaned, his lips moving from your mouth to your jaw, then down to your neck, sucking and biting, marking you as his.

"Suguru." you whimpered, your voice barely audible. He responded by capturing your lips once more, his tongue invading your mouth, claiming you utterly and completely.

With a soft groan, Suguru broke the kiss, his forehead resting against yours. "Let's move this to the bed, shall we?" he whispered, his voice hoarse with desire.

He took a step back, his hands sliding down to your waist, lifting you up effortlessly. You gasped, wrapping your legs around his waist instinctively, clinging to him as he carried you towards the bed.

Gently, he lowered you down onto the mattress, following you down so that his body hovered above yours.

Suguru slowly removed your shirt, his fingers brushing against your skin with each movement. You shivered under his touch, your breath hitching as he revealed more of your body.

"God, Y/N." he murmured, his eyes darkening with hunger. "You're so beautiful. More beautiful than I remembered."

He leaned down, pressing a soft kiss to your collarbone, then another to the hollow of your throat. You moaned, as your body yearned for more.

"I've missed you so much." he murmured, "I plan to worship every inch of you tonight."

Suguru deftly unhooked your bra, pushing the straps off your shoulders and exposing your breasts to his hungry gaze. You blushed, trying to cover yourself, but he gently removed your hands, replacing them with his own.

"Don't hide it from me." he said, his thumb brushing against your hardened nipples. This made you gasped as your back arched off the bed

With that, he leaned down, capturing one nipple in his mouth, swirling his tongue around it before sucking it hard.

"Suguru!" you cried out, your body writhing beneath him. He growled in response, switching to your other nipple, giving it the same attention. Your moans grew louder, more urgent, filling the room with the sound of your pleasure.

"Shit." he panted, releasing your nipple with a pop. "You're driving me crazy. I need to hear more of those sounds."

Suguru moved lower, his hands trailing down your sides, making you squirm. He hooked his fingers into the waistband of your panties, pulling them down slowly, revealing your core to him.

"Look at you, so wet and ready for me." he rasped, his eyes locked onto your pussy. You blushed, trying to close your legs, but Suguru pushed them apart, settling between them. "I want to taste you." he whispered.

Suguru began to explore your folds with his tongue, starting at the bottom and slowly working his way up. You can't help but moan from the sensation, and your hips were bucking involuntarily as he found your clit, flicking it lightly with the tip of his tongue.

"Oh god, Suguru." you moaned, gripping his hair tightly. He responded by slipping his tongue inside you, fucking you with it, slow and steady. Your moans grew louder, your body tensing beneath him as he brought you closer to the edge.

When he felt you were close, he inserted his middle finger, curling it upwards to hit that sweet spot inside you. You cried out, your grip on his hair tightening as he continued to lick and finger fuck you simultaneously.

 "Suguru, oh god, yes! Fuck me more, please! I'm so close, I'm almost there!"

Suguru growled in approval, He added another finger, stretching you further as he hit your G-spot repeatedly while his tongue flicked against your clit.

"Cum for me." he commanded, his voice muffled against your pussy. "I want you to squirt all over me."

And with that, you felt the pressure build to an unstoppable force. Your body convulsed, and you screamed his name as you came undone, squirting all over his face and fingers. Suguru groaned in surprise and pleasure, lapping up your release greedily, while his fingers still buried deep inside you.

"Fuck....That was so hot." he groaned, licking your juices off his lips.

Without a word, you shoved Suguru down, rolling him onto his back.

You straddled him, your chest heaving as you catch your breath. Suguru looks up at you, his eyes filled with desire and amusement. You leaned down, capturing his lips in a searing kiss while your hands roamed over his chest.

Suguru moaned into your mouth, his hands gripping your thighs as you grind against him. You break the kiss, as you moved your lips to his neck, where you begin to leave a trail of hickeys, marking him as yours.

He chuckled, as Suguru's hands moved to your ass, squeezing it tightly. "Put as many as you like. I'm yours." he whispered seductively.

You smirked as you went down on him.

Your fingers fumbling slightly as you grasp his belt, tugging it open. You heard Suguru's sharp intake of breath as you move on to his pants, popping the button open before lowering the zipper. You can feel his cock straining against his boxers, twitching with need and excitement.

"May I?" you ask, your voice sultry and inviting.

Suguru nods, his breath hitching in lust. You slowly pulled down his boxers, revealing his throbbing cock.

"Y/N." he warns, his voice strained. "If you keep teasing me like this, I won't be able to control myself."

"Who said anything about controlling yourself?"

You lick your lips, wrapping your hand around his shaft, pumping it slowly. "I want you just like this." you whisper, "Wild and uncontrolled."

You leaned down, flicking your tongue against the tip, tasting the precum that had gathered there.

Without warning, you took him into your mouth, your lips stretching wide to accommodate his size. Suguru's hips jerked off the bed, a loud curse escaping his lips as you took him deep.

"Fuck, Y/N!" he groaned, his hands gripping your hair, guiding you up and down his length. You gagged, tears streaming down your face, but you didn't stop. You wanted to make him lose control, to make him come undone just like he did to you.

You relaxed your throat, taking him deeper.

Suguru's moans grew louder, his grip on your hair became tighter as you sucked his dick harder and faster. You could feel him swelling in your mouth, and his movements were becoming more erratic.

"Y/N, I'm gonna cum." he warned, trying to pull you off him, but you refused to budge. You wanted to taste him, to swallow every drop of him.

With a final thrust, Suguru came, and his hot seed shooting into your mouth. You swallowed it all, your eyes watering as you continued to suck him until he was completely spent.

"Fuck." he panted, his body limp on the bed. "Where did you learn to do that?"

"Wait... Have you been with anyone else since us?"

You shook your head, sitting up and wiping your mouth with the back of your hand. "No, I didn't. There was no one else after you, Suguru."

Suguru's eyes widened in surprise as he caught his breath. "Wait, you never...after us, you never..." he trailed off, looking at you in disbelief.

You crawled back up his body, straddling his hips again. "I just wanted tonight to be memorable for you." you admitted softly, looking into his eyes.

Suguru's expression softened, his hands cupping your face gently. He pulled you down into a tender kiss. And when he finally broke away, he whispered, "Let's make this night unforgettable, then."

Suguru, still catching his breath, suddenly flipped you over, pinning you underneath him. He looked down at you, his eyes burning with renewed desire. You gasped, surprised by his sudden movement, and looked down to find his cock still rock-hard and ready.

"One orgasm is not enough." he growled.

He captured your wrists, holding them above your head as he began to grind against you, his cock rubbing against your clit, making you moan. "I'm going to fuck you now, Y/N. Hard and fast. And you're going to take every inch of me. Is that okay with you?"

You bit your lip, nodding eagerly, your body already aching for more. Suguru lined himself up with your entrance, pushing in slowly, letting you feel every inch of his dick. You gasped, your back arching as he filled you completely.

"Fuck!" Suguru hissed, his eyes rolling back as he bottomed out inside you. "You're so fucking tight!"

He started to move, his hips snapping forward, pulling back only to slam into you again. You gasped, your nails digging into his back as he set a punishing pace.

"Suguru!" you cried out, your body rocking with each thrust. "Yes, just like that!"

He groaned, and his grip on your wrists tightened as he picked up the pace, the bed creaking loudly beneath you. "You feel too good, Y/N. Too fucking good!"

His hips pistoned in and out, his cock hitting that sweet spot inside you with every thrust. You could feel your orgasm building, your body tensing as you got closer and closer.

"Yes, Suguru! Yes!" you screamed, your body shaking as you teetered on the edge.

"Not yet, Y/N." he growled, slowing down his thrusts, drawing out your pleasure. "Not until I say so."

You whimpered, your body aching for release, but Suguru just smiled cruelly, continuing his torturous pace. The sound of your bodies slapping together filled the room, along with your moans and cries of pleasure.

"Y/N." Suguru grunted, his voice strained. "I want us to cum together. Can you hold out a little longer?"

You nodded, your breath coming in short gasps. He released your wrists, his hands moving to your hips, lifting you slightly as he changed the angle of his thrusts, hitting that spot inside you that made your vision blur.

"You feel incredible." he moaned, his pace picking up again. "I don't want this to end, but I can't hold back much longer."

He leaned down, capturing your mouth in a searing kiss, swallowing your moans. His thrusts became more urgent, more demanding, and you could feel your orgasm building again.

"Suguru." you gasped, breaking the kiss. "I'm close. So close."

"Together, Y/N." he panted, his eyes locked onto yours. "We'll cum together."

He reached between your bodies, finding your clit and rubbing it in time with his thrusts. You cried out, your body tensing as your orgasm washed over you, pulling Suguru along with you.

"Fuck, Y/N!" he groaned, his cock pulsing inside you as he came, filling you with his hot seed. He collapsed on top of you, both of you gasping for breath.

After a moment, he rolled off you, pulling you into his arms. "Don't worry about anything," he murmured, kissing your forehead. "I'll take care of everything. I promise."

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End Of Chapter 18 🥀....

Toji burst into Shiu Kong's office, the door slamming against the wall with a loud bang. Shiu jumped, startled, his newspaper crumpling in his hands.

"What the hell, Toji?!" Shiu exclaimed, standing up from his chair. "What's gotten into you?"

Toji stood there, breathing heavily, "I need a mission. Now."

Shiu raised an eyebrow, setting his newspaper aside. "A mission? Toji, you were just released from the hospital yesterday. You should be resting, not jumping into another job."

Toji took a step forward, his hands clenched into fists. "I can't rest. I need to keep my mind occupied. Give me something, anything."

Shiu leaned back in his chair, crossing his arms. "Alright, spill it, Toji. What's really going on here? This isn't like you, coming in here all hot and bothered, demanding a mission."

"It's nothing."

Shiu chuckled, shaking his head. "Come on, man. We both know that's bullshit. Is this about Y/N?"

Toji's eyes flashed at the mention of your name, but he quickly relaxed his expression. "No, it's not about her." he lied, his voice flat. "I just need something to do, that's all."

Shiu narrowed his eyes, unconvinced. "Toji. You're a terrible liar. Now, sit down and tell me what's really going on."

Toji hesitated, then reluctantly sat down in the chair across from Shiu's desk. He sighed, "It's just...Y/N. She's been spending a lot of time with this guy, and it's bugging me."

Shiu leaned forward, a smug grin on his face. "Ah, I see. So, you're jealous."

Toji scowled, crossing his arms. "I am not jealous. I just don't like seeing her with some random guy, that's all."

Shiu leaned back in his chair, steepling his fingers together as he regarded Toji with a knowing look. "So, you're telling me that you're not jealous, yet here you are, barging into my office, demanding a mission because the Detective is spending time with another man?"

Toji shifted uncomfortably in his seat, "I already told you, I'm not jealous. I just...don't trust this guy."

Shiu raised an eyebrow. "And why is that? Because he's competition?"

Toji scoffed, "That's ridiculous. There's no competition."

Shiu chuckled, shaking his head. "Come on, Toji. You can't fool me. I've known you for too long. You're in love with Y/N."

Toji's expression darkened, and he stood up abruptly, knocking his chair back. "That's bullshit. I'm not in love with anyone. Least of all, Y/N."

Shiu shrugged, unfazed by Toji's outburst. "Love doesn't always come at a convenient time, Toji. Sometimes it sneaks up on you when you least expect it."

Toji laughed, a harsh and bitter sound. "Love? What a joke. I don't have time for that nonsense. I don't need some sappy emotions clouding my judgment."

"You can't run from your feelings forever, Toji. They'll catch up to you eventually."

"I'm not running from anything. I just don't buy into all that romantic crap. It's a waste of time." Toji hissed.

"You know, for someone who claims not to believe in love, you sure seem awfully invested in Y/N's personal life." Shiu rolled his eyes.

"I'm just concerned, that's all. She's important to me, as a friend." Toji replied, looking away.

Shiu retorted, "A friend? Really? Because from where I'm sitting, it looks like you've got it bad for her."

Toji waved a dismissive hand at Shiu, ignoring his comments. "Whatever. Do you have a mission for me or not?"

Shiu sighed, running a hand through his hair. "Fine, fine. I do have something, but it's not exactly...challenging."

Shiu opened a drawer and pulled out a thick file of documents, and started flipping through it. "We've been keeping tabs on a local Sorcerer, monitoring his activities. Nothing too suspicious, but we like to keep an eye on him nonetheless."

He handed a single file to Toji so he could further examine it. "What am I supposed to do with this? Babysit him?"

"No, no. We just need you to...verify some information. Make sure our intel is correct. It shouldn't take more than a day."

Toji looked up from the file, a hint of disappointment in his eyes. "That's it? Verify some info? No Assassination? I can do that in my sleep."

Shiu shrugged. "Like I said, it's not exactly challenging. But it needs to be done."

Intrigued by the thick file that Shiu was holding, Toji snatched it from him and began flipping through the pages. He was surprised to discover the sheer number of Sorcerers and Cursed Users listed within.

"Jesus Christ, there are hundreds of these bastards all over Japan?"

Shiu nodded solemnly. "Yes, unfortunately. And that's just the ones we know about."

"How did you guys manage to keep track of all these people?" Toji still flipping through the documents, his surprise growing with each turn.

Shiu grinned "Years of experience, Toji. Years of experience. Plus, we have our ways of gathering information."

Toji whistled softly, shaking his head. "Impressive."

Toji was busy flipping through the pages, skimming over the various faces and names. When suddenly, his thumb paused on a photograph, and he felt a jolt of recognition as he realized who it was.

"That son of a bitch..." Toji growled, pointing at the photo. "This guy. He's the one Y/N's been seeing."

Shiu leaned over, squinting at the photo Toji was pointing at. "Ah, yes. That's Suguru Geto. Quite the impressive Sorcerer, I must say. Special Grade, and the best friend of Satoru Gojo, if I recall correctly."

"Geto? Isn't that the same guy I ran into a few years back in Kanagawa? The one with the Cursed Spirit Manipulation Technique?"

Shiu nodded. "Indeed, it is. You two had quite the brief encounter, if memory serves. Though, I suppose it's understandable that you might not remember. After all, it was just a few seconds of clashing."

Toji scowled, clenching his fist around the photo. "I should've known better than to forget a face like that. Especially now that I know he's involved with Y/N."

Shiu raised an eyebrow. "Involved, you say? You make it sound like they're more than just friends."

"I don't know, okay? All I know is that she's been spending a lot of time with him, and it's making me...uncomfortable."

Shiu chuckled. "Uncomfortable, huh? That's a start, I suppose. But listen, Toji. Geto may be a powerful Sorcerer, but he's also a decent person. At least, from what I've heard. Don't go jumping to conclusions just yet."

Toji grunted, tossing the file back onto Shiu's desk. "I'll reserve my judgment until I meet him again."

Toji hissed, "I'll finish this mission immediately. Consider it done by sundown tomorrow."

Shiu watched him leave, a concerned look on his face. "Toji, wait-"

But Toji was already gone, slamming the door behind him.

Once outside, Toji stormed down the street, his mind racing. Why would you choose to spend time with a Special Grade Sorcerer like Geto, of all people?

Toji gritted his teeth, clenching his fists at his sides. He knew he couldn't dictate who you chose to spend your time with, but damn it, he couldn't shake this feeling of anger.

"Why him?" Toji muttered to himself, kicking a nearby trash can in frustration. "Why the hell would she choose to hang out with a Special Grade Sorcerer like Geto? There are plenty of other guys out there who aren't walking disasters. Why him out of all goddamn people?" 

He took a deep breath, trying to calm himself down. "I know I can't decide for her. I know that. But seeing her with him...it just pisses me off."

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End Of Chapter 17 🥀....

A/N : Let's fuck Suguru in the next Chapter 🥵...

Your alarm started blaring nonstop, jolting you awake. You groaned, burying your face in your pillow. "Too early." you complained, but you forced yourself to sit up nonetheless. Your head throbbed, and your mouth felt dry. "Ugh, I drank too much last night."

You stumbled out of bed, making your way to the bathroom. You splashed water on your face, and you can't help but cringe at your reflection. "I look like shit." you muttered, before heading to the kitchen to have a cup of coffee.

As you rounded the corner, you nearly collided with Toji. He was dressed in nothing but a pair of low-hanging sweatpants, his muscular chest on full display. You swallowed hard, trying not to stare. "Morning." you muttered, moving past him to grab a mug from the cabinet.

Toji raised an eyebrow, leaning against the counter. "You look...rough."

You glared at him, pouring yourself a cup of coffee. "Thanks, I feel great." you exclaimed, taking a sip. "Ahh, soooo good." you sighed, closing your eyes.

Suddenly, you remembered something. You snapped your eyes open, looking at Toji. "Wait, did I...cook for you last night?" you asked, wincing internally at the thought.

Toji nodded, a smirk playing at the corners of his mouth. "Yep. And you were pretty insistent that I eat it, too."

You groaned, burying your face in your hands. "Ahhhhhh! Shit!"

You lowered your hands, looking at Toji with a frown. "Hey, why didn't you answer your phone last night? I called you, like, three times."

Toji shrugged, looking away. "I was busy."

You rolled your eyes, taking another sip of your coffee. "Busy doing what?"

"Mission."

You slammed your mug down on the counter, coffee sloshing over the sides. "Are you kidding me, Toji?! You were just released from the hospital yesterday morning! How could you be so stupid as to take on another mission already?!"

You stormed towards him, pointing a finger in his face. "Do you have a death wish or something? Because if you do, I swear to god, I will help you achieve it!"

Toji crossed his arms, looking unimpressed. "Calm down, drama queen. I'm fine."

"Fine?!" You shrieked, throwing your hands up in the air. "You're not fine, Toji! You almost died last time, and you expect me to just stand by and watch you do it again?!"

You poked him in the chest, hard. "I won't let you kill yourself, Toji. I'll kill you myself before I let that happen."

Toji grabbed your wrist, holding it tightly. "Enough, Y/N. I know what I'm doing. I've been doing this for years."

You struggled against his grip, but he held firm. "Let go of me, Toji." you growled, baring your teeth at him.

He released you, stepping back. "I'm going to take a shower."

You watched him walk away, as you seethed with anger. "Bastard." you muttered, clenching your fists. "I swear, if he dies on me, I'm going to bring him back just to kill him again."

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"Crazy woman...always getting worked up over nothing." Toji muttered to himself as he walked away.

He paused mid-step, realizing that his body had reacted to your touch. He glanced down, his cheeks flushing red as he noticed the bulge in his sweatpants. "Shit." he hissed, quickening his pace towards the bathroom.

He slammed the door shut behind him, leaning against it with a sigh. "Fuck, what is wrong with me?" he muttered, running a hand through his hair. "She's just another woman, for fuck's sake. Why does she have this effect on me?"

He peeked inside his underwear, and groaned. "Great, now I have to do something about this. Thanks a lot, Y/N."

He shook his head, stepping fully into the shower. "Maybe I really am losing it. Maybe I do need a break from missions. Or maybe I just need to get laid."

He chuckled to himself, washing the suds out of his hair. "Yeah, that's it. I just need to find someone to scratch this itch, and everything will be fine."

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Knock, knock, knock

"Toji, are you still alive in there?" you shout, banging on the bathroom door. "You've been in there for ages. Are you jerking off or something?"

A few moments later, the shower turns off and Toji steps out, wrapping a towel around his waist. He opens the door, giving you a serious look. "No, I wasn't 'jerking off'. I was taking a shower. Some of us actually wash ourselves properly, unlike certain people I know." He raises an eyebrow, looking you up and down.

Veins pop up on your forehead as you cross your arms, glaring at him.

"I don't have time for this, Toji. I have to get ready for work. And just so you know, I shower quickly because I don't want to be late, okay? Not everyone has the luxury of lounging around all day."

You try to brush past him, but he grabs your arm, stopping you in your tracks. You look up at him, your eyes narrowing. "What?" you asked, raising an eyebrow at him.

He stares at you, his expression unreadable. For a moment, neither of you says anything. Then, he lets go of your arm, shaking his head slightly. "Nothing."

You roll your eyes, muttering under your breath as you enter the bathroom. "Fucking weirdo."

Toji shook his head, chuckling to himself as he headed back to his bedroom. "Damn, she must have sobered up fast. One minute she's climbing me like a tree, the next she's acting like I'm her least favorite piece of gum stuck on her shoe." He laughed, shutting the door behind him.

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[22 minutes later]

You stepped out of the apartment building, juggling your purse, lunch box, and a stack of papers. As you turned the corner, you nearly dropped everything at the sight of Toji leaning against his car, arms crossed, looking infuriatingly handsome.

Your eyes widened as you took in Toji's appearance. He looked...different. You found yourself wondering why he was dressed up so nicely, and how he managed to look so good while still maintaining that rugged edge.

You blushed slightly, looking away as you fumbled with your things. "T-Toji!" you stammered, trying to hide your nerves.

Toji pushed off from the car, walking towards you with a confident demeanor. "I thought I'd give you a ride to work. Seeing as you're clearly struggling with all that." He gestured to the pile of papers in your arms.

Before you could protest, he reached out and took them from you, stacking them neatly in his other hand. "Here, let me help you."

"I can handle it myself, you know." you muttered, following him to the passenger side of the car.

Toji opened the door for you, gesturing for you to get in. "I never said you couldn't." he replied, a hint of amusement in his voice. "But I can still help, whether you want me to or not."

You climbed into the car, buckling your seatbelt with a smirk. "You must've really hit your head harder than I thought, Toji. I've never seen you act this...gentlemanly before. I mean, don't get me wrong, I appreciate the help. But you're usually more...Uhm...I think you already know what I mean..."

Toji slid into the driver's seat, starting the engine. He shot you a sideways glance, smirking. "I do believe in chivalry, you know. Even if I don't show it often."

You stared at him, still looking skeptical.  "Uh-huh. And since when do you care about chivalry? Last time I checked, you were more interested in breaking things than fixing them."

"Well, maybe I'm just trying to prove you wrong. Besides, it's not every day I get to play the knight in shining armor."

You turned to look at him, tilting your head slightly. "You know, you seem to be in a particularly good mood today. What gives?"

Toji kept his eyes on the road, but you could see the hint of a smile tugging at the corners of his lips. "Just realized something, that's all."

Your curiosity piqued, you leaned closer to him. "Oh yeah? And what might that be?"

He glanced at you briefly, his expression unreadable. "Wouldn't you like to know?"

You rolled your eyes, sitting back in your seat. "Fine, keep your secrets."

As Toji pulled up in front of your workplace, you unbuckled your seatbelt and turned to face him. "Thanks for the ride, Toji. I appreciate it."

You reached for the door handle, but hesitated. "Are you sure you're feeling alright? You're being unusually nice today."

"I'm fine. Just go to work." he replied, avoiding your gaze.

You studied him for a moment, "Okay, well...thanks again. See you later."

You opened the door and stepped out, but before you could close it, Toji spoke up. "Y/N."

You looked back at him, raising an eyebrow. "Yeah?"

He hesitated, opening his mouth as if to speak, then closing it again. Finally, he shook his head. "Nevermind. Have a good day at work."

You nodded and smiled at him. "Okay! See ya!"

Toji was about to drive off when you remembered something.

"Oh, wait, Toji!" you called out, turning back to face him. "I almost forgot, I'll be home late tonight. I'm going out with a friend."

"Who's this friend you're going out with?" Toji asked, his voice casual despite the tension in his shoulders.

But Toji cut you off before you could get a word out.

Toji's grip tightened on the steering wheel, but his expression remained neutral. "Right. That guy I saw you with yesterday?"

You blinked, surprised. "You saw that?"

You never wanted Toji to know about Suguru, not because of some dumb reasons, but because Suguru's a Sorcerer.

"It's okay, Toji only saw Suguru's face. And Suguru's always good at hiding his cursed energy." you thought to yourself. "Should I tell Suguru about Toji? He'd definitely not be happy about it, considering how notorious Toji is among Sorcerers."

"Yeah, that's...that's him." you sighed.

He scoffed, "Right, whatever. I don't care who you spend your time with. Well, have fun on your date."

Toji didn't even let you say anything after that.

But as he drove off, you could've sworn you saw a hint of disappointment in his eyes.

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End Of Chapter 16 🥀....

A/N : Hey guys!  This is the final version of this chapter.  The last one was kinda "meh", and I felt like it was too cheesy.  I just didn't dig it, so I rewrote the whole thing...I also don't want to give Suguru more screentime in the future because obviously it's an x Toji fanfic 🥺✨...

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You kicked off your heels, letting out a sigh of relief as your feet finally got some much-needed freedom. You tossed your bag onto the couch and your file case onto the coffee table, as you made your way to the kitchen to pour yourself a glass of wine. You took a sip, savoring the taste as you closed your eyes, letting the tension of the day melt away.

You took another sip of your wine, before setting the glass down on the counter. You picked up your phone, scrolling through your contacts until you found Toji's number. You pressed call, putting the phone to your ear as you waited for him to answer.

Ring. Ring. Ring.

No answer.

You frowned, hanging up and trying again. Still no answer. You sighed, "Where the hell is that guy?" you muttered to yourself.

You poured yourself another glass of wine, trying to push the thought of Toji out of your mind. You chewed on your lower lip, debating whether or not to call him again. Finally, you gave in, dialing his number for the third time.

Still no answer.

"Fine. If he wants to be alone and not answer his phone, then I guess I'll just have to make dinner for one."

You hummed to yourself as you chopped vegetables, swaying slightly as you moved. You took another sip of your wine, feeling the alcohol warm your cheeks. "I wonder what Toji likes to eat..." you mused aloud, adding more vegetables to the pan than necessary.

You stumbled slightly as you reached for the salt, catching yourself on the countertop. "Whoops!" you giggled, taking another sip of wine. "Maybe I should slow down..."

But you didn't. Instead, you poured yourself another glass, dancing around the kitchen as you cooked. You sang loudly, off-key, not caring who heard you. You were having fun, and that was all that mattered.

Finally, the food was ready. You dished it up, placing one plate on the table and carrying the other to Toji's bedroom. "Dinner's ready, Toji!" you called out, knocking on his door. "Or at least, it would be if you were here..." you muttered, taking another sip of wine. "Gosh, I ended up making dinner for two!" you giggled.

You sat down on his bed, looking around the room. It was sparse, just like Toji. No personal touches, no decorations. Just a bed, a dresser, and a closet full of weird things and condoms. You shook your head, smiling to yourself. " Typical Toji."

You ate your dinner, drinking more wine as you went. By the time you were finished, you were feeling quite tipsy. You lay back on Toji's bed, closing your eyes. "Just a little nap..." you murmured.

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[13 minutes later]

Toji unlocked the front door, pushing it open with a sigh. He had spent the entire day trying to distract himself, trying to forget about you and Suguru. But no matter what he did, he couldn't shake the feeling of jealousy from his chest.

He kicked off his shoes, tossing his keys onto the counter. He headed towards his bedroom, but as he opened the door, he froze in place.

There you were, sprawled out on his bed, with your eyes closed. Your hair was fanned out around you, your lips slightly parted as you breathed softly. An empty wine bottle sat on the bedside table, along with an empty glass.

Toji stood there for a moment, just watching you. He didn't know why, but the sight of you in his bed made his heart pound inside his chest. He took a step closer, reaching out to brush a strand of hair away from your face. He then sat down on the edge of the bed, looking down at you. He didn't know what to think, what to feel. All he knew was that he didn't want to move, didn't want to leave you. Not yet.

He reached out, tracing the curve of your jaw with his fingertips. You sighed softly, nuzzling into his touch. Toji's heart skipped a beat, and he quickly pulled his hand away, standing up abruptly.

"No." he muttered to himself, shaking his head. "This is stupid." he silently exclaimed to himself, staring at you.

You opened your eyes, blinking blearily as you looked around the room. "No, what?" you asked, sitting up slowly.  "I wasn't sleeping." you said,  "I was just...resting my eyes. They felt heavy."

You saw him standing beside the bed, looking at you with a strange expression on his face. "Hey." you said, waving at him. "I made dinner for you. Well, I meant to, anyway."

You swung your legs over the side of the bed, standing up on wobbly knees. "Want some? I made plenty. Although, I might have added a little too much wine to the sauce..."

Toji took a step back, his eyes widening slightly. "Shit, you were awake the whole time? I-I didn't mean to uh-....I was just...checking on you." He ran a hand through his hair, looking uncomfortable. "

He cleared his throat, avoiding your gaze. "How much did you drink, anyway? You seem...awefully tipsy."

You giggled, "Oh, I dunno. A lot, I think." You stood up, wobbling slightly. "Whoops!" you laughed, grabbing onto Toji's arm for support

Toji tensed, looking even more nervous. "Careful." he muttered, helping you stay upright. "You shouldn't be drinking so much. It's not safe."

You pouted, looking up at him with big, drunken eyes. "Aw, why not? It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside." You leaned into him, resting your head on his shoulder. "Don't you like it when I'm all warm and fuzzy, Toji?"

You giggled, tightening your grip on Toji's arm. "Come on, Toji. Don't be such a party pooper." You tugged on his arm, trying to pull him down onto the bed with you.

Toji resisted at first, looking uncertain. "What are you doi-"

But you cut him off, using all your strength (which admittedly wasn't much) to yank him down onto the mattress. He landed on top of you with a grunt, his eyes wide with surprise.

You grinned up at him, wrapping your arms around his shoulders. "There, that's better." You locked your legs around his waist, trapping him in place. "Now, look at me, Toji." You commanded, tilting up his chin to meet your gaze.

Toji stared down at you, his eyes searching yours. "What are yo-"

But you didn't let him finish. You suddenly pushed him down, flipping yourselves over so that you were straddling him instead. Toji let out a surprised noise, his hands gripping your hips as he looked up at you in shock.

You smirked down at him, running your fingers through his hair. "I like it when you look at me."

You pushed your hips against him, feeling him harden beneath you. You smirked, leaning down until your lips were brushing against his ear. "Well, well, well. Look what we have here." You purred,  "Always so eager, aren't you, Toji? Tell me, does this happen every time you're around a woman?"

You leaned back, causing him to groan. "And don't lie to me, either. I'm not dumb, Toji. I can see it in your eyes. You want me. So, tell me, have you ever fantasized about me? About this?"

You trailed your fingers down his chest, stopping just above the waistband of his jeans. "I won't tell anyone, I promise. I just want to know."

Toji grabbed your hips, pressing it down further onto him. You gasped, your eyes fluttering closed as you moaned loudly. Despite the clothes, Toji could tell how wet you are down there at the moment.

But then, he suddenly stopped, and pushed you gently off of him. You landed on the bed beside him, looking dazed and confused. Toji sat up, and sighed.

"You're playing with fire." he said, his voice stern. "And you're drunk. You don't know what you're doing."

You blinked, looking up at him with a frown. "What do you mean, I don't know what I'm doing? Of course I do-" You paused, swaying slightly as you tried to stand up. "Okay, maybe not. I am a little...wine-y, and I probably won't remember anything by morning..."

You giggled, covering your mouth with your hand. "Oops. Did I say that out loud? Silly me." You shook your head, trying to clear it. "Anyway, I should go. Before I do something...stupid..."

You stood up, still wobbling. Toji reached out to steady you, but you waved him off. "I'm fine, I'm fine. I just need to...go to bed.."

You took a step towards the door, then suddenly turned back to Toji. Without warning, you leaned in and pressed a quick, clumsy kiss to his cheek. "Night, Toji." you slurred, before turning and stumbling out of the room, leaving him staring after you in shock.

Toji stood rooted to the spot, his hand still raised where he'd tried to steady you. His heart was pounding relentlessly, his mind racing. "What the fuck just happened?"

He collapsed onto the bed, burying his face in his hands. "Goddammit." he muttered, his voice muffled. He felt frustrated, and angry. At you, for making him feel this way. At himself, for not being able to stay mad at you. "Why does she always manage to turn everything upside down?"

He lay back on the bed, staring up at the ceiling. "I need answers. I need to figure out why I feel this way. Why she makes me feel this way. And I need to find a way to stop it. Before it drives me crazy."

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End Of Chapter 15 🥀....

Toji's recovery was surprisingly swift. Within two days, he was already up and moving around, much to the nurses' dismay. They had hoped to have more time to fawn over him, but Toji was having none of it. He was antsy, eager to get back to his normal life.

On the third day, he was back into your apartment, looking healthier than he had any right to be.

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[The next day...]

You were in the middle of getting ready for work, rushing around the apartment as you always did. Toji was lounging on the couch, flipping through channels on the TV. You grabbed your bag and headed towards the door, but Toji stopped you.

"Where are you going? It's still early." he asked, looking up from the TV.

"Work. I have a meeting I can't miss." you replied, opening the door. "I'll see you later, okay?"

Toji stood up, grabbing his keys from the table. "I'll give you a ride."

You hesitated, taken aback. "What? No, that's okay. I can take a cab."

Toji rolled his eyes. "Stop being stubborn. I'm offering you a ride. Let's go."

You opened your mouth to argue, but Toji was already heading towards the door, leaving you no choice but to follow. You locked up the apartment and trailed after him, shaking your head. "You don't have to do this, you know. You just recovered from your injuries."

Toji turned around, raising an eyebrow. "Do I look dead to you? 'Cause I sure as hell don't feel like it. Now come on, let's go. I ain't got all day to wait for you."

"Fine." you sighed, giving in.

You climbed into the front seat of Toji's car, buckling your seatbelt as he started the engine. You sat quietly, looking out the window, but you could feel Toji's gaze on you every now and then. 

"What's wrong?" Toji asked, glancing at you again. "You keep rubbing your eyes."

You waved him off. "It's nothing. Just some dust, probably."

Toji immediately pulled over to the side of the road, turning to face you. "Let me see." he said, cupping your chin gently in his hand. He leaned in close, examining your eye. "It's red."

Toji put the car back in gear, speeding off down the street. "We're going to the pharmacy. I'm not having you show up to your meeting with red eyes."

You sighed, leaning back in your seat. "Toji, you do--"

"I know I don't have to." he interrupted. "But I want to. So just shut up and let me do this."

"Wait here." he said, getting off the car before dashing towards the pharmacy to buy an eye drops.

You rolled your eyes, but you stayed in the car as instructed. A few minutes later, Toji returned, holding a small bottle of eyedrops. He leaned across the center console, tilting your head back gently with his free hand.

"Open your eyes." he commanded softly.

You did as he said, feeling the cool liquid drop into your eye. You blinked, trying to adjust to the sensation.

"How does that feel?" Toji asked, his voice low and soft. He was still leaning close, his hand cupping your cheek gently. "Any better?"

You swallowed hard, suddenly aware of how close he was, how his thumb was brushing softly against your skin. "Y-yes, it feels better. Thank you."

Toji held your gaze for a moment longer before finally pulling back, starting the car again. "Good. Now, let's get you to that meeting of yours."

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Toji pulled up to the curb outside your workplace, putting the car in park. He turned to you, his expression serious. "Here we are. Have a good meeting."

You blinked, surprised. "Uh, thanks. You too...with whatever you have planned for the day."

Toji just nodded, not saying anything else. You hesitated for a moment before opening the door and stepping out onto the sidewalk. "Bye, Toji." you said, closing the door behind you.

Toji simply raised a hand in farewell, waiting until you disappeared into the building before driving away.

"Okay, what the hell is going on with Toji? One minute he's a grumpy asshole, the next he's playing nursemaid and buying me eye drops?" you thought to yourself as you walked into the building. "Why is he being all soft and caring? Since when does he give a damn about anything besides fighting and fucking?

You shook your head, trying to clear your thoughts. "Maybe he hit his head harder than I thought and now he's suffering from some sort of concussion-induced personality disorder. Or maybe he's just bored and looking for new ways to annoy me. Either way, I need to keep an eye on him. Literally. Because god knows what he'll do next."

You pushed the thoughts aside as you stepped into the elevator, focusing on the task at hand. "Whatever his deal is, it's not my problem. I've got a meeting to attend to."

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[Meeting Adjourned]

You let out a sigh of relief as the conference room emptied out, your colleagues filing out one by one. You rubbed your temples, feeling a headache coming on. "This is so stressful..." you muttered to yourself, gathering your notes and sliding them into your briefcase.

You checked your watch, realizing it was already past noon. You decided to grab a quick lunch before heading back to your office to tackle the mountain of paperwork waiting for you.

You were walking briskly down the sidewalk, lost in thought, when suddenly a pair of hands covered your eyes from behind. You froze, your heart pounding in your chest. "Who's there?" you asked, your voice barely above a whisper.

"Guess who."

You can never go wrong with that gentle voice.

"Suguru?" you asked, a smile already spreading across your face. "What are you doing here?"

He removed his hands, turning you around to face him. "Surprise." he said, a soft smile on his face. "I thought I'd come and see you during your lunch break."

"And I also had a feeling you were having a rough morning, so I thought I'd come and cheer you up." He held up a bag from your favorite bakery. "I brought croissants and cappucinnos for us."

You melted at his thoughtfulness, "Aww, Suguru, that's so sweet of you. I can't believe you still remembered my favorite bakery."

You took the bag from him, linking your arm with his. "Come on, let's go sit over there." You led him to a nearby park, choosing a quiet spot under a tree where both of you could sit on a bench.

As you both started enjoying your lunch, Suguru turned to you with a warm smile. "So, I was thinking. How about we catch a movie tomorrow night after your work? My treat."

You looked at him, surprised but pleased. "Really? That sounds like fun! I'd love to."

Suguru's face lit up. "Great! I'll pick you up from your office then. We can grab dinner first if you'd like."

You nodded, grinning. "Sounds perfect. I can't wait!"

But then you sighed as soon as you checked the time. "Suguru, I hate to say this, but I need to get back to the office. I've got a pile of work waiting for me."

Suguru nodded understandingly. "Of course, I understand." He stood up, offering his hand to help you up. "Let's walk back together, at least."

You took his hand, standing up. "Thank you, Suguru. For everything. This was just what I needed today."

As you reached the entrance of your workplace, Suguru turned to face you, his hand still holding yours. He leaned in, pressing a soft, lingering kiss to your forehead. When he pulled back, he smiled at you and said "I'm glad I could make you smile today."

"Until tomorrow, Suguru." You turned and walked back into your workplace, feeling lighter than you had all morning.

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Toji gripped the steering wheel tightly as he watched you and Suguru from afar. He couldn't hear what you two were talking about, but he could see the way you were smiling, the way you were looking at each other. It made his stomach twist into knots.

He had been planning to surprise you with lunch, to show you that he could be...nice. But now, seeing you with him, he felt like an idiot. What the hell was he thinking? You weren't his to take care of, to surprise with lunches. You were...you were with another man.

Toji put the car in gear, pulling away from the curb without a second glance. He didn't know where he was going, he just knew he had to get away from there. Away from you and Suguru.

He drove aimlessly, his mind racing. Why did it bother him so much, seeing you with someone else? He had never cared before, had never given a shit about you...now it felt like someone had reached into his chest and squeezed his heart in their fist.

He slammed his hand against the steering wheel, cursing under his breath. "Stupid fucking feelings." He didn't know what was happening to him, but he knew he had to stop it. Whatever this was, it had to stop.

Toji pulled over to the side of the road, putting the car in park. He rested his forehead against the steering wheel, taking deep breaths. "What the fuck is wrong with me?" he muttered to himself. "I don't care about her. I don't. She's just...she's just a pain in my ass, that's all."

He sat there for a moment, trying to convince himself. But no matter how much he tried, he couldn't shake the image of you and Suguru from his mind.

Toji growled, pounding his fist against the dashboard. "Goddammit!" He took a deep breath, trying to calm himself down. "I need to get my shit together."

He put the car back in gear, pulling away from the curb. He had places to be, people to kill. He didn't have time to worry about you, no matter how much you annoyed him. No matter how much you made him feel...things.

He just had to keep reminding himself of that. Over and over again. Until he believes it.

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End Of Chapter 14 🥀....

Toji groaned as he slowly regained consciousness, his body aching all over. He blinked his eyes open, squinting against the bright hospital lights. He looked around, taking in the beeping machines and the sterile smell of the hospital room.

And then he saw you, slumped in a chair beside his bed, your head resting on the mattress, your hand still holding his. You looked exhausted, your makeup smudged, your hair a mess. But to Toji, you had never looked more beautiful.

Toji's gaze lingered on you for a moment before he cleared his throat, trying to hide the warmth spreading through him at the sight of you holding his hand. He scoffed, attempting to brush off the moment.

"Don't tell me you've been here all night." he said, his voice gruff. "You look like you've been through the wringer." Toji knew you were still asleep.

He rolled his eyes, trying to hide the concern in his voice. "And why are you holding my hand like that?"

He tried to pull his hand away, but you held on tightly, your eyes fluttering open as you woke up. "Toji." you said, your voice hoarse from sleep. "You're awake."

He scoffed again, looking away. "Yeah, well, I'm not dead. Thanks to you, apparently."

You squeezed his hand, ignoring his attempts to brush you off. "I'm just glad you're okay. I was so worried about you. Do you mind telling me what happened to you last night?"

Toji's face grew warm at your words, and he couldn't help but glance at you again. He saw the genuine concern in your eyes, and it made his heart skip a beat. But he quickly pushed the feeling away, not wanting to acknowledge it.

"Well, don't worry about me." he said, his voice gruff. "I've been through worse. This is nothing." and then he smirked.

Toji never had someone care about him like this before. And it scared him, more than any fight, more than any injury he ever had.

You blinked, taken aback by his dismissive attitude. You had been worried sick about him, and all he could do was act like nothing happened? You felt a surge of frustration, and before you could stop yourself, you pulled your hand away from him and punched his chest.

Toji winced at the sudden impact, his eyes widening in surprise. "What the hell was that for?" he chuckled, despite the pain.

You crossed your arms, glaring at him. "I asked you a question, Toji. What the fuck happened to you? And don't you dare brush it off like it's nothing. You owe me an explanation."

Toji sighed. "Alright, fine. I ran into some trouble last night. There was this...Special Grade Sorcerer. White hair, blue eyes. Strongest bastard I've ever faced. We fought, and let's just say neither of us came out unscathed. But it wasn't my mission, so I left."

Toji knew who it was, but he was keeping some of the details under wraps.

You felt a chill run down your spine as Toji described the Sorcerer. You knew exactly who he was talking about. Gojo Satoru, Suguru's best friend and fellow Special Grade Sorcerer.

But you didn't mention any of that to Toji. Instead, you just nodded, your brow furrowed in thought. "That's dangerous, Toji. You should be more careful next time, okay? I don't want to see you like this again."

Toji smirked, "You know, for someone who claims to hate me, you sure seem to care an awful lot."

You scoffed, rolling your eyes. "Please, I just don't want to have to deal with your dead body in my apartment. It'd be a hassle to clean up."

Toji chuckled, wincing slightly at the pain in his ribs. "Sure, sure. Keep telling that to yourself, Y/N."

Toji glanced at the clock on the wall, feeling concerned about the time. "Hey, it's already past 8. You're gonna be late for work."

You sighed, rubbing your temples. "I know...I know, but...looks like I'll have to take the day off."

Toji raised an eyebrow. "Why's that?"

You gave him a pointed look. "Because someone got themselves into a fight with a Special Grade Sorcerer and ended up in the hospital. And since I know no one else will come and take care of you, I have no choice but to stay here and make sure you don't do anything stupid."

Toji opened his mouth to argue, but you didn't let him respond. "Don't bother arguing with me, Toji. It's already decided. I'm staying here today, whether you like it or not."

[Lunchtime]

"Come on, open up." you said, holding a spoonful of soup to his mouth.

Toji eyed you warily. "I can feed myself, you know."

You raised an eyebrow. "Oh really? Then why don't you try?"

Toji reached for the spoon, but as soon as he moved his arm, he winced in pain. "Son of a bitch." he muttered, giving up and leaning back against the pillow.

You tsked, shaking your head. "See? I told you. Now, be a good patient and eat your soup."

Toji scowled, but he opened his mouth, letting you feed him. After a few spoonfuls, he muttered, "This is ridiculous. I'm a grown-ass man, and you're feeding me like a baby."

"Well, maybe if you didn't get yourself into a fight with a Special Grade Sorcerer, you wouldn't need someone to take care of you."

Toji grumbled, but he didn't argue with you any further.

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As you finished feeding Toji, you set the bowl aside and patted his shoulder. "There you go. All done. Now, you should rest some more."

Just as you were about to stand up, a nurse entered the room, pushing a cart with medications. She was dressed in a tight, short uniform, her blonde hair tied up in a high ponytail. She flashed Toji a flirtatious smile and said "Hello, Mr. Fushiguro. I'm here to give you your medication."

Toji barely spared her a glance, his eyes fixed on you. "Y/N, could you...help me with that?" he asked, his voice soft.

You raised an eyebrow, surprised. "Me? But-"

"Yes, you." he interrupted, his gaze never leaving yours.

You hesitated for a moment before nodding. "Fine. But only because you're injured."

The nurse pouted, clearly disappointed, but she handed you the medication and left the room without a word. You turned back to Toji, holding up the pills.

"Here you go. Now, swallow these and get some rest."

Toji was totally bummed about having to chug all those meds, but he doesn't have any other choice.

"So, what's the deal, Toji?" you smirked, crossing your arms. "I must say, I'm surprised that you managed to resist a pretty nurse. Did she not meet your standards or something?" you teased.

Toji shrugged, trying to play it cool. "Eh, she was alright. Just not my type."

You raised an eyebrow, unconvinced. "Not your type? Since when did Toji Fushiguro turn down a pretty lady?"

 "Well, you know, even a person like me needs a break every now and then. Besides, I've got other things on my mind at the moment."

You were about to say something when your phone rang, interrupting your conversation with Toji. You pulled it out of your pocket, glancing at the screen.

"Suguru!" you silently exclaimed, smiling.

"Just a moment..." you said, excusing yourself from Toji.

He saw the way your face lit up, the way your voice softened as you answered the call. He saw how you turned away from him, the way you walked over to the window, your body language completely different from the tense, guarded posture you usually had around him.

He hated it. He hated the way it made him feel, the way it made him want to reach out and grab your arm, to demand to know who was on the other line, to make you look at him instead of whoever had your attention now.

Toji just watched you, his expression growing darker by the second.

[9 minutes later...]

After ending the call, you turned around to find Toji staring at you, his expression unreadable. You walked back towards him, your brow furrowed in confusion. "What's the matter?"

Toji scoffed, looking away. "Nothing. Just wondering who the hell was that. You were giggling and smiling like an idiot throughout the phone call."

You blinked, taken aback. "Excuse me?"

"Why were you acting all cute and shit? It's fucking annoying."

You crossed your arms, glaring at him. "First of all, that was none of your business. Second of all, I can act however I want with whomever I want. And third of all, why do you even care?"

Toji opened his mouth to retort, but you cut him off. "You know what? Forget it. I'm not doing this with you right now. I'm going back to the apartment to take a shower. Do you want me to get you anything for later?"

Toji just grumbled, looking away. "No."

"Alright then. I'll be back later. Try not to get into any trouble while I'm gone."

You turned to leave, but paused at the doorway. "And for the record, I wasn't giggling. I was laughing. There's a difference."

With that, you left, leaving Toji alone in the room. As soon as you were out of earshot, he muttered to himself, "Laughing, my ass. Sounded like fucking giggling to me."

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End Of Chapter 13 🥀....

Toji sat on the couch, his mind racing with thoughts of you. He couldn't understand why he was feeling this way. He ran a hand through his hair, frustration evident on his face. "What the hell is wrong with me?" he muttered to himself. He tried to distract himself with the TV, but his mind kept wandering back to you.

He found himself imagining what you were doing, who you were with, what you were talking about. Toji stood up, pacing back and forth in the living room. He needed to get out, to clear his head. He grabbed his keys and headed for the door, pausing only to glance at your empty bedroom.

"Damn it." he muttered, shaking his head. "I'll be back later."

Toji gripped the steering wheel tightly as he drove, his knuckles turning white. He couldn't shake the feeling of unease that had settled in the pit of his stomach. He tried to tell himself it was just because he was worried about you, but he knew that wasn't the whole truth.

He sped through the streets, his mind racing just as fast. "This is ridiculous." he muttered to himself. "It's not like she's my girlfriend. That woman can do whatever she wants."

But even as he said the words, he knew they weren't true. He didn't want you to be with anyone else. The thought of another man touching you, made him see red.

He slammed his hand against the steering wheel, cursing under his breath. "Damn it, Toji. What's going on with you? This isn't like you."

He tried to push the thoughts away, to convince himself that he was just overreacting. But no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't shake the feeling of jealousy that was consuming him.

He pulled up to a red light, resting his forehead against the steering wheel. "I'm not jealous." he whispered to himself. "I'm not. It can't be."

But even as he said the words, he knew he was lying to himself. And that scared him more than anything.

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[Meanwhile]

You took a deep breath, steadying yourself before stepping out of the cab. Suguru was waiting for you outside the hotel, a warm smile on his face. You couldn't help but smile back, feeling a flutter of excitement in your stomach.

"Hey." you said, approaching him.

Suguru's eyes lit up as he looked at you. "Wow, you look stunning!" he said, his voice filled with admiration.

You blushed, gazing back at him. "Thank you, Suguru. You look great too."

He offered you his arm. "Shall we?"

You smiled up at him, looping your arm through his. "Lead the way."

As you walked into the restaurant, heads turned to look at you. The dim lighting, the soft music, and the clinking of glasses created a romantic atmosphere. The server greeted you both warmly, leading you to your table by the window, which overlooked the city lights.

You couldn't help but feel a sense of awe. "This place is amazing, Suguru."

He grinned, pulling out your chair for you. "Only the best for you, Y/N."

The dinner was indeed amazing. The food was delicious, the wine was excellent, and the conversation flowed effortlessly. You talked about your cases, your dreams, your fears, and even laughed about the silly things that happened after your break up. Suguru listened intently, his eyes never leaving yours, making you feel seen and understood.

"You know, I've missed this." Suguru said, reaching across the table to hold your hand. "I missed you, Y/N."

"I never stopped caring about you, Y/N." he confessed, his voice soft. "Even after everything that happened, you've always been on my mind."

You looked into Suguru's eyes, seeing the sincerity in them. You took a deep breath, considering your words carefully.

"I've missed you too, Suguru." you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper. "I won't lie, I was hurt when we broke up. But I've had time to think, to heal. And I realize now that I still care about you. A lot."

"But...I'm scared. I don't want to rush into anything and end up getting hurt again."

You searched his eyes, hoping to find the reassurance you needed. "Do you understand what I'm saying, Suguru?"

He squeezed your hand gently, his touch radiating with so much comfort. "I understand, Y/N. But I promise you, I've changed. I've grown. And I would never do anything to hurt you again."

He leaned in closer, his voice filled with sincerity. "I care about you too much to ever let that happen. I want to make things right, to show you that I can be the man you deserve. And I'm willing to take things as slow as you need, to rebuild the trust that we once had."

He smiled softly at you, his eyes filled with warmth. "Because you're worth the wait. And I'm more than willing to wait, if it means having a chance to be with you again."

You smiled, feeling a weight lift off your shoulders. "I believe you, Suguru. And...I'm willing to give us another chance. Slowly, of course."

His face lit up, a wide grin spreading across his face. "Really? You mean it?"

You nodded, laughing at his enthusiasm. "Yes, I mean it."

He reached across the table, taking both of your hands in his.

"So, does this mean I can officially court you? Take you out on dates, spoil you?"

You blushed, smiling at him. "Yes, Suguru. I would like that very much."

As the night came to an end, Suguru walked you to the waiting cab. He opened the door for you, but before you could get in, he gently pulled you into a hug.

"Y/N." he whispered, pulling back slightly to look into your eyes. "I've been wanting to do this all night."

And with that, he leaned down and pressed a soft, tender kiss on your forehead. It was a simple gesture, but it meant the world to you. You felt your heart flutter, and you couldn't help but smile up at him.

"Goodnight, Y/N." he said softly, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. "Goodnight, Suguru."

As the cab pulled away, you couldn't wipe the smile off your face. You touched your forehead, where Suguru had kissed you, and felt a comforting warmth spread through you. The night had gone better than you could have imagined. You felt a spark, a connection, something you hadn't felt in a long time.

You looked out the window, watching the city lights blur by. You were excited for what the future held, for the possibility of a second chance with Suguru.

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You walked up to the entrance of your building, your heels clicking against the pavement. You were still lost in thought, a smile plastered on your face from the wonderful evening you had with Suguru. But as you approached the door, you noticed something that made your smile fade away.

There were droppings of blood leading towards inside your apartment.

Your heart pounded in your chest as you grab your gun from your purse before slowly pushing the door open."Toji?!" you called out, your voice shaking as you stepped inside, your gun pointed in front of you. "Toji, are you here?!"

You took a deep breath, steeling yourself as you followed the trail of blood. Your heart was pounding in your ears, and it was deafening, but you forced yourself to keep moving. You had to make sure Toji was okay.

You flicked on the lights, your heart leaping into your throat as you saw Toji lying on the floor, his body covered in blood and bruises. He was groaning in pain, trying to push himself up but failing.

"Toji!" you exclaimed, rushing to his side, holstering your gun.

You quickly assessed his injuries, your medical training kicking in. He had deep cuts on his arms and legs, and there was a large gash on his side that was still bleeding heavily. You grabbed some towels from the kitchen, pressing them firmly against the wound to staunch the flow of blood.

"Don't move!" you exclaimed, your voice shaking with worry. This was the first time you had seen him like this, the first time you realized just how dangerous his job truly was.

You didn't care about the dress, didn't care about the blood staining your hands. All that mattered was stopping the bleeding and getting Toji to safety. You worked quickly, efficiently, applying pressure to the wounds and murmuring words of encouragement to him.

"Stay with me, Toji. Don't you dare close your eyes on me. We need to get you to a hospital."

You fumbled for your phone, dialing emergency services with trembling fingers. As you waited for the ambulance to arrive, you kept one hand pressed firmly against Toji's wound, your other hand holding his hand, squeezing it tightly.

"Hang in there, Toji. Just a little longer, okay? Help is on the way."

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End Of Chapter 12 🥀....

A/N : Don't worry, Y/N is not easily swayed 😏... Let's make Toji work hard for it.