hey…,, love u big and love u bad baby

love u in case u forgot

reed, darling reed. it took me a minute to really gather my thoughts to think of how to word my absolute adoration for you, so here i am finally. i’m softly kissing your cheek right now, did you feel it??? gosh. talking to you recently opened my eyes up to just how friendly and kind you are. the warmest of hearts in the community, truly. you spoke to me in a way that felt as if you were truly looking into my mind, like you understood everything and made sure i didn’t feel alone or silly for expressing my thoughts or inner feelings. it was a.. like, comforting but just warm space. like a tight hug but in the form of words. i admire you so greatly, there is nothing you could do to change my mind about that. gosh, i hope your new year brings some amazing and fun opportunities for you. i adore you so much. <3

where do i even start? we've been friends for years now, and i love that this year we got as close as we are, because you're truly one of my best friends. you're so talented (not just writing, people, this girl CREATES), but also you can be the most protective friends anyone could ever hope to have. you're so dry in your humor that makes me speechless as i'm cracking up, and you're so, so sharp. not just all that, but you also have such a huge heart, and your friendship is the kind that lasts forever, and i'm beyond honored to call you my friend. never ever let anyone make you feel less than you are, because you are a force to be reckoned with, i can assure you, and i can't wait to see what the new year brings you.<3

reeeeeed. i was so lucky to meet you this year in the midst of a very messy fandom. but what a beacon of light you were in all of that sdhskj. you're literally always a joy to talk to, to have on my dash. i've loved every chance i've gotten to write with you. like i just hope you know how kind and funny and personable you are because it's all true.

taps microphone,,, that was a joke. reed, i love you exponentially. we really share a brain cell. writing with you is absolutely magnetic, but i genuinely think you keep me sane sometimes. you ground me in such a different way. i talk to you literally every day and i can't imagine you not being in my life for any shorter than 39483957 years. we can't even say goodnight without setting aside 45 minutes to tell each other that we love each other.......... my life would be so bleak without our constant chaos. but beyond just being chaotic, you are always trying to do the right thing, always putting people before you, and i try to emulate that so much. you are so passionate about doing the right thing, and stepping up for the people you love and i always feel protected knowing you're in my corner. i choose the people i surround myself with very carefully, but i've never doubted my choice in calling you my best friend. the robin to my steve............... the cameron frye to my ferris bueller. i know i don't have to worry about this but no matter who you are, where you are, what you're writing, i will find you........ and i will Always Support You [threat]. happy new year, my friend. there is many many amANY MANY Amany nmnay more to come so saddle up.............,,...