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Very special. It’s gotta be because the nugget is special. Yes! Will you tell me the story you told me about where your name comes from?  You know the story you told me when we first met? I love that story. 

You got that right. This kiddo’s gonna grow up so loved, and that makes me happier than I know how to say. Thank you, Babes. Of course I’ll tell you that story, and we can make cookies or something and build a blanket fort and we’ll have a grand old time. Sound good?

I don’t wanna make you cry. Don’t cry Kore. I promise, I’ll call all the time and I’m making something special for the nugget. I’ll send it to you soon. And if Mistress Ella takes me can I come and see you in Boston? I do. I want to come and give you all the hugs because I won’t be able to give you one for a long time a while. 

Hey, it isn’t you making me cry. Something special, huh? More special than the booties you made when I first told you? I can’t wait to see what it is. Of course you can visit--you’re both welcome any time, you and Ella both. You can spend the night if you want, and we’ll cuddle and tell stories, okay?

But still….. ah, well I can certainly understand that.  I wouldn’t want that either.  At least you’ll be there and home.  I will miss you so much, and yes of course we’ll stay in touch.  I wouldn’t have it anyother way.

I wish I could stay, but... It’ll be nice, being home with Selene when the nugget comes. You guys will come visit, right? I’ll try to stop back by here every now and then but who knows how often that’ll happen.

Its good for you to be with your family. You gotta do the right thing for the nugget and for you. I know but….I’m gonna miss you so much. I know its selfish, but I’m so sad Kore. 

Hey, Babes...god, I was hoping I could put off the crying for a little bit but I guess not. We’ll see each other again, I promise. You have my phone number, and we can skype lots and I promise to keep you updated on the nugget so you don’t miss anything. It’s okay, I’m sad too, but we’ve still got two more days. Do you wanna come over and hang out for a little bit tonight or tomorrow?

Leaving??  Why, what happened?

Nothing new, just...I can’t be here while he’s here, not with the baby. I’d rather have it back in Boston with my family anyway--not that I won’t miss you, because I will, but we’ll stay in touch, won’t we?

Leaving?

Yeah, Babes, I’m leaving. I’m gonna go back to Boston so I can be with Selene and my parents when the nugget comes. I wasn’t planning to go so soon, but...I think this is what I need to do. You’re always welcome to come visit, though, and I’ll try to make it back here every now and then to see you. 

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