Vice Cat Lady

I got the Lilien tarot deck a few months ago and was so excited about it, but haven’t really had the time-energy to touch it yet. Tonight I just happened to see the pouch they’re in spilled out a bit on my floor (disaster life) so I picked them up and shuffled them and decided to pull one card. The only thing I was thinking about when I pulled was my career. The perpetual question for me for four years now has been… do I go to law school? Closest one is 100 miles away, so a move with two kids. plus three years of me making no income, plus g-d knows how much more student loans, then a full summer of no job just bar studying, then the damn bar exam!, and then am I even cut out to be an attorney, like, energy-wise. Am I willing to be the person whose actual license is on the line, etc. But then, it’s a shot at increasing my earning potential a lot, and I feel like maybe I’m not meeting my ~gifted kid potential~, and the idea of being able to bring in an attorneys salary if spouse’s MS progresses and he can’t work is tempting as well.